31 December 2003

Ok..lemme jote down my new year resolutions before its here.

1) To be able to walk without any aid! yay!
2) To get attached! yay!
3) Doing something I enjoy yet still earn some decent money! yay!
4) Kanna at least 3 times 4D first prize! yay!
5)Backpack in Europe for at least 1 month and catch Euro 2004 at Portugal if possible! yay!
6) If 5 cannot be attained, I must at least go Pulau Redang or any nearby beach resort! yay!
7) Compose at least 12 songs, if not 200.

Thats all for the time being. I've got 1 year to complete all the things mentioned above. Lets check this post out again on 31st of Dec 2004 and see how many are accomplished! Must at least accomplished 5 of them ok! Yay! Jia You! Woooooohoooooo! Ok off to pak mahjong again...mm see lost form meh...new year's eve pak mahjong....but ok la...still quite song cos I can sioz! Sioz! Yay!!

30 December 2003

Year 2004 is drawing near and its looking good cos euro 2004 is drawing near as well. Actually Copa Americana should be more exciting but then again Singapore dont really telecast tat. 2003 is a sucky year I should say, 2002 was worse though. Anita Mui died this morning....First it was Leslie Cheung and then Xiao Hei and now Anita Mui. Who's next? The death of these celebrities kinda symbolise my era is gonna be over soon. Who will be next? Ah Wee said the next one to go should be Leon Lai cos she hates him hahhahahahaahha..and probably Shu Qi is gonna be real sad over this. Mel told me this morning she's going out for buffet with her pregnant friend who's giving birth around Chinese New Year. People they come they go and they're not given a choice to go or stay or touchdown. Where am I going next?

Last night had dinner with M&M(Matt & Mel). First time I had steam fish at Jalan Malu Malu and it actually taste good(since I'm not really a fan of steam fish). Probably its because the soup base was salty enough. I hope they enjoy the food last night cos personally I dont think its really that fantastic last nite. I can tell Mel was pretty disappointed cos we didnt order Chili Crab heh...or was I too sensitive? Last night was kinda groggy and wasn't ready to get messy eating those crab but I ensure you Mel, if we were to go there again, I'll have chili crab with ya ok? I'll even bring along two loaves of bread to dip dip dip~ Next time k next time hehehe...but please remind me beforehand so I can bring along my hanky to wipe wipe wipe fingers cos it can get really messy, and I mean REAL MESS eating crab. Anyway chili crab only goes with chili crab and nothing else. No time fer other things which needs fork and spoon. Your hands will be your only tools. Lets make it happen, ya?

29 December 2003

Its really a sad sad thing how humans behave. Its even more sad to know how they behave. Don't ask me why or what, its good you stay ignorant and dunno how things function for human beings. Most sux big time. Simply boh no idea, not a single fucking idea at all.
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26 December 2003

Ok lemme explain something first before I post this next blog. Tiew is the hokkien word for event. When someone ask you "wu tiew boh?" in hokkien, it simply means "you have anything to do later on?". But Tiew for cantonese means Fuck. So what I'm gonna post below is a scenario when a hokkien ask a cantonese "wu tiew boh?".

[17:22] * Seraph|c` is away, waiting for bitch to come my slutty house.. no tiew after that.. anyone have any tiew!????????? [log:OFF] [page:OFF]
[17:23] anyone> ya
[17:23] anyone> i can tiew
[17:23] Seraph|c`> -.-
[17:23] anyone> i can tiew lay see fart(means fuck your backside, common cantonese scolding)
[17:23] Seraph|c`> ?
[17:23] anyone> u wan me to tiew lay see fart?
[17:23] Seraph|c`> huh?
[17:23] anyone> or you prefer tiew gao lay? (means give dog fuck, another common cantonese scolding)
[17:24] anyone> hahahahhahhahahahahaa
[17:24] anyone> ji funny yi xia
[17:24] Seraph|c`> -.-!!

Ok la...its vulgar but sometimes its pretty interesting how a word in dialect A can mean another thing in dialect B. I believe that the angmos have this kinda joke as well since they have dialect as well. Language is such an interesting subject....
This is really hilarious heheh.....courtesy of Miss Juno the Beano~

25 December 2003

Just got back from chow curly's place awhile ago. Its damn shiok to own a place of your own. You can invite friends over and have small gatherings over food and drinks. Everybody would just gather around and have fun. Its a pity that everybody doesnt know everybody well enough. Most of them are my friends and my friends doesnt know my other friends. Luckily they are not really that bored(I think?). Its gonna be more fun if everybody know each other far better. Anyway as expected, by 1am theres only 4 of us left. But I can't ask for much. Friends who promised to show up did show up. I'm glad they put in the effort to at least come see how I'm doing hehehe...as for those who didnt managed to show up, well, doesnt matter. As long as everybody's doing well, it doesnt matter if we dont meet up that often. Do keep in touch though, some friends are meant to keep fer life. I'm sure you know who are those people....anyway, I'd like to wish everyone reading this a Merry Merry Christmas!

24 December 2003

Christmas eve! But I'm not the least excited over it. Kinda bored thinking of how to spend the day. Its days like this that makes you appreciate the fags more. Well, at least I'm gonna puff like a chimney tonight no matter how its going to turn out to be. Somehow I appreciate small gatherings than big ones these days cos it means you got lesser people to take care of. I dont like seeing people getting bored and sit down one corner wondering why is he/she here for. Oh well, I doubt its gonna be like this tonight since only a few are coming and going at different intervals. Wont expect more than 8 person at anytime. And before Christmas arrive, its gonna be left with just 4. How can that be? Heh...I'll let you know again tomorrow with my prediction.

23 December 2003

[14:47] girLy> lloyd..do ya still see nate?
[14:48] anyone> nate tell me to say i no longer contact him should u ask abt him
[14:48] anyone> hahahahahahahahhahhahhahahhahahahahahaa
[14:48] girLy> .....................
[14:48] girLy> good
[14:49] anyone> joking niah
[14:49] girLy> how abt kelly?
[14:49] girLy> da last time i saw her....she got a flat
[14:49] anyone> kelly ask me to tell you she migrate leow should u ask abt her...
[14:49] anyone> hhahahaahhahahahhahhahahhahhahahhaahahhahahahha
[14:49] girLy> ......................
[14:50] girLy> duh
[14:50] anyone> ok ok...kidding again

I am so bored....fuck siah...
Ten Reasons Why Guitars Are Better Than Girls

1. Guitars doesnt need you to bring em go shopping.

2. Guitars doesnt nag at you for smoking.

3. Guitars doesnt force you to watch HUAN ZHU GE GE with them.

4. Guitars doesnt need you to buy presents fer them fer any reason.

5. Guitars doesnt give you unreasonable demands like "I'm busy studying for my exams at home so you cannot go out with your friends as well".

6. Guitars doesnt cry just because you said you getting another guitar.

7. Guitars doesnt need you to bring them to Japan fer holidays.

8. Guitars doesnt miss their menses and make you worried sick. Guitars doesnt even have menses.

9. Guitars doesnt ditch you fer another. You're the only one doing the ditching.

10. Guitars doesnt have parents for you to please(Ex. Buy ba gua fer them during chinese new year).

And the list goes on and on.....I know wat the girls are gonna say about this. Tell me how easy izzit fer guys to get to that stage? After how many pleading and begging and money spent before they are allow to get to that stage? I'm sure I doesnt need to spend as much as I'm spending for the guitars. Ok, the fact is no girls want me....but who the fuck cares? Hurhurhur....No offence to my 'girl' friends hehehe...just fer luffs ya?
Was feeling darn lethargic this morning when I got up. Wonder why. But you know what? After I see these pics Combo sent me I was feeling like damn song!!! Cant wait to hold this beauty up and gently carass it man...












But I have to wait fer 6 more months at least before i can hug it to sleep...who need gals when you've got the weapon of your choice to hug?

20 December 2003

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| Topic: Anyone & Pignose - SG came in today. Will take pics on |
| Monday. Looks good sounds good play good. |
| SetBy: bErTbErTz Sat, Dec 20 2003 at 9:30pm |
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I'm an official SG Special owner....after 10 long years. Whether izzit Gibson's or Epiphone, it doesnt matter, as long as its not Samick cos it sounds like a pahlia brand. Yap, if you see this, kindly explain wats pahlia is to everybody in the comment column. Thanks.

Was suppose to go Jalan Besar S11 for that usual soccer gathering every Saturday or Sunday. Didnt make it though because it wouldn't stop raining ever since 1430hrs this afternoon. Well, it did get smaller but I guess we miss our chance when theres one due to many many unforseen circumstances. I dunno what was I waiting. Maybe waiting for Christmas to come but hey! Wadaya know? Christmas is just 5 days away. It doesnt mean much to except that I can get the fuck out of the house. Why I hate staying indoor so much? Maybe its because I cant get to fag but most importantly, its because I have this sickness call CLAUSTROPHOBIA and its not just a simple one. This claustrophobic shit only applies to this little house of mine sitting in Yishun. Everyone boss around as if they're Sauron. Actually I'm quite ok if i'm being left alone doing my own things at home. I hate being surrounded with watchful eyes. Imagine playing your computer with someone behind ya. Cant breathe argh cant breathe...I need to be alone. Alone in my own little space. Alone without any disturbance any movements. I can shut myself out of this world just as long I've got my headphone on but I cant stop seeing unwanted scene though I can shut my eyes and just go to bed. But I'm not sleepy. You know when you're lying down and not sleeping, your mind become so active, you tends to think of things. Alot of weird thinking comes into your mind. You ponder over things that doesnt have a solution. Then you feel so restless. You wanna get up and scream but you wonder why you wanna do that for. Then you just dunno what you wanna do. You wanna get up but you cant. Day after day, week after week, the same old shit is repeating. Is this a dream or is this a reality? This is the question thats constantly popping up in your mind. No solution. Nothing can be done. You just continue living life as it is. You're in the Matrix and you cant escape from it cos you're trapped inside it. No Neo or Morpheus to save you. You're doom.

19 December 2003

But its still a boring friday regardless what am I doing next week...fuck...dohz...
Its weekend yay!!! Time to get nostalgic!!!! I'm going for a studio recording next week so I better look after my voice fer the time being. I shall try to smoke everyday in another word hehehe....

18 December 2003

Ok! So after I got my SG, what am I gonna get next? YES!!!! ITS A FLYING V!!! HOW CAN THE COLLECTION BE COMPLETE WITHOUT A FLYING V!!! Ok but this one might have to take sometime. Yap was suggesting me to aim for a gibson one since epiphone is selling theirs at almost the same price..so heres how a flying v looks like...



Nice boh!! Nice right!! Ok la...actually I dont really like the knob though the colour is damn swee!! Lemme show you the original one I wanted to get...and here it is!!! the knobs abit eh eh too...wonder why the knobs all eh eh one...



and here's another one....the pics lousy though...



Damnit...this guitar craving craze better not go too far...I'm not a rich man yet..not till I get those compensation dough then I'm gonna splash it all on those fucking guitars man!!!! And oh ya...not forgetting the VVSD 1 grade D rock or watsoever u call it...

16 December 2003

I managed to find a brilliant pic to show you guys me and yap's latest acquisitition. I hope I can link it here...its currently on its way to Bert'z place leow hehehe..



Brilliant weapon of choice isnt it?

15 December 2003

Its monday and I'm down with the flu bug. I sneeze non stop and yet my nose's blocked. Its pretty hard to be talking and breathing using your mouth. Occasionally cough cough abit. My auntie came with her 2 daughters and 4 grandkids and they were running around the place non stop. Goodness...I can hardly have peace. I had to hide in the room to avoid all those screaming and shouting and laughing and scolding and crying and any noises you can imagine. Then I recall what Elaine told me about she wanting to have 11 kids. Imagine having 1 kid every year...If they all scream together by the time the 11th kid come out, first thing for sure is I'm gonna go mad. Next the wall starts to crumble and fall(much like the scene in "Turn Left Turn Right"), then windows shatters, the fishes kanna vibrate out of the fish tank, birds starts to buang against the wall, etc etc. 11!!!! Can name them according to Real Madrid first eleven, starting with Fernando Hierro since he's gonna be the eldest and ends with Portillo. But provided all 11 are boys. If inbetween there are gals then we can name them after my favourite model's name like Evangelista or Milla Jovovich~ Woooooohoooooo...then we gonna have a house of celebrities hahahaha....ok...just talking cock with her obviously. 11 kids....Matt stick out his tongue when he heard Elaine saying that hahahaha....its really unimaginable. But if all the kids are well behave then its gonna be real fun....so it all boils down to how you educate them. Kids are suppose to be playful but still, you need to impart them with the correct thinking when they're still young. Like how my folks brought us up. I got whacked all the time when I was young, even until sec 1 i still kanna whacked like hell. I still believe kids need to be whacked occasionally but not those harsh whacking. Talking and reasoning doesnt work for kids below 10 I think. Anyway its too early to be talking about kids now....still too early...

12 December 2003

Sometimes I'm really pissed at myself. I know I hate to answer queries and still I choose to answer em. Fuck...but sometimes I do enjoy answering questions. I realise its how people pose their questions that pissed me off. Another thing is their mentality. They dont wanna give you that "I dunno a fucking thing about this at all" impression so they try their best to cover it up with lotsa irrelevant assumptions. Bloodyfuckers. If you're trying to seek assurance from something you assumed then you fucking pose the question as your assumption and not as you're seeking for an answer. Then when someone give you a different answer you fucking challenge it with your own assumptions. That is oh so fucking fucking fucking fucking irritating. I'm so fucking tempted to paste the fucking dialogue here but I think I better not. Why not? What's there to be afraid of? No, its not that I'm afraid. Its because I dont wanna read it again to make myself pissed again. Fuck you NUS students you think you so big fuck and know everything....if you're so smart you dont have to come seek assurance from me in the first place you fucking piece of shit....mmm seee du lan meh~ puiz!!

09 December 2003

The Most Popular Question This Time Of The Year

xuanz> wats ur plans for this festive season?

The Most Popular Way Lloyd Answer The Most Popular Question This Time Of The Year

anyone> my plan is to stay indoor and avoid all the motherfucking crowds who's trying their fucking luck just to piss the fuck outta me by staring non fucking stop at me and run around like some fucking mad chimpanzee who escaped from the Zoofuckinglogical Garfuckingden.

The Good Old Most Popular Reply When They See The Most Popular Way Lloyd Answer The Most Popular Question This Time Of The Year

xuanz> i see

The Good Old Most Popular Lloyd's Reply Upon Seeing The Good Old Most Popular Reply When They See The Most Popular Way Lloyd Answer The Most Popular Question This Time Of The Year

anyone> yeah balls

-------------The Fucking End Once Again-------------
Been wanting to get this baby 9 years ago when I first step into BMC in bedok for jamming session. It was a cheap Samick one I look at then. Always look at it together with my drummer Merson and discuss about when we're gonna own one original Gibson's. We then went do to bras besah's sweelee and look at it and the price tag made both our jaws dropped. $2,500!! Ok, we can slowly dream on and both of us said wait until we "ka dua han" then we buy hahaha..ok, until today I still cant afford it. Actually not really cannot afford buy just cant bear to spend that kinda money on my hobby. Happen to come across this cheaper version online thru yap and bertz and its so affordable! $150 usd! Can you believe that? Its an Epiphone SG Special~ YEah~ Of cos the sound wont be as good as the father which is gibson but ok la, will do la. Anyway I've always like the brand epiphone and the body of an SG. Its a combination of both at usd $150 so why not? Even if it sounds pahlia i oso dont care cos its been a dream to hold one. So now I'm having a dream coming true as well~ hahaha....lemme show you how it looks like....



Swee boh? Fierce boh? Solid boh!!!! Its an Epiphone SG Special!! Look at those horns!!! Look at that color!!! MMM SEE SWEE MEH!!!!!

So I'll be holding this baby to jam next time..hopefully hehe....

08 December 2003

Hypocrite hypocrite, we are all hypocrites! I'm trying not to be one but it seems so hard. Why must we put on a fake front once awhile? Why cant we just say the things that's ringing in our heads? Why cant we just ask those people to fuck off and stop bothering about them? Why man why? Why must keh keh cho lang? Is socialogy such a difficult subject to learn? Are you a successful person in life? If you are, most probably you're a successful hypocrite as well. Is hypocrisy really that bad? Are you so sure you're not one of hypocrisy's disciple? You never put on a fake front once? Not even once? Dont lie you fucking guy. Everybody is fake, its just how often they fake. You you you you you and you are all fakers. No one escapes from that dreadful hypocrisy spell. Not a single one. Like it or not, you are a hypocrite.
Toking about me eh? Really? I'm really like that?

SAGITTARIUS MAN

A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies
showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere,you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, then he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute,funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively,tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

07 December 2003

I'm bored once again so I try doing some artwork. Actually its editing some other people's artwork to humour myself hehehehe.....calling myself Lloydoroquai really make me laugh hahahhaha....fucking boliao can!!!

Yeah baby!!! I'm the king of PUNK~




And me catching ah yap's leg during his 21st birthday...check out my hair! Its so fucking soft straight shiny and smell so nice! Cool! But that pic was taken 9 years back....fuck..how time fly......




I wish that I could turn back the time~

06 December 2003

Another boring day awaits....
I lost $2 last night playing 3 person mahjong. Each of us have to stack at least 24 stack....its so fucking tiring. Sometime you just wish the table is bigger. But then again, mahjong is really fun lor....with all those funny things said and done on the table, you can just laugh your troubles away hehee....

How many in this world can clearly tell you what he/she wants? I guess not many. Even if some can tell you what they want, but when the time come, they will have second thoughts again. Everyone is having such a messy mind. No one can be sure of what they want, and that includes me.....

05 December 2003

FUCK!!!!!! LAST MIN KIO TIO GU LANZ!!! GOT KANGTAO LEOW!!! GO CHOW CURLY'S PLACE PAK MAHJONG!!!! SONG BOH!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!!! MMMMM SEEEEEE SONGGGGGGGGG MEHHHHHHHH!!!!!! FUCKING HELL MMMM SEEEE HENGGGG MEHHHHHHH!!!!!!! COVICE I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!
2030hrs



Ok....I've done fucking the fucking computer. So wat I do now?

Nothing. You just continue fucking it.

Brilliant.

You're most welcome.

You suck.

You suck too.


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What the fuck are you doing at home?

Nowhere to go so stay at home lor.

Come down zouk lar.

I beg your pardon?

Come zouk.

Why not we go Tuas fishing now?

For what? I don't wanna fish.

So what makes you think I can dance now?

Ok. Then what you doing at home?

Nothing lar. No one to go out with.

No?

If have you think I'll still be at home?

Oh ok.

So whats the purpose of calling?

Nothing la...just see what you doing.

Oh ok. Doing nothing. Having dinner.

Ok. Talk to you again.

Sorry am feeling kinda fucked now.

No worries.

Have fun.

Alright...will do.


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[21:29] |uca> f me.
[21:29] |uca> issit only 21:32
[21:29] skeet> yes
[21:30] skeet> tot u going out wif ur frens
[21:30] * |uca taps keyboard impatiently
[21:30] skeet> do u haf any?
[21:30] |uca> told you.. i only told you that to piss you off unsuccessfully
[21:30] |uca> apparently not
[21:30] skeet> or are they "imaginary"
[21:30] |uca> hey
[21:30] |uca> now they're mocking them
[21:30] * |uca pats space next to hyer
[21:30] |uca> he didn't mean it
[21:30] |uca> i have no friends
[21:30] |uca> ah well
[21:31] * |uca shrugs and smiles wryly
[21:31] anyone> i have lotsa friends
[21:31] anyone> but they all not free for me
[21:31] skeet> aww
[21:31] anyone> sigh...
[21:31] |uca> i'm free
[21:32] |uca> but i'm too lazy to cycle over
[21:32] anyone> i am having so much self pity sianz
[21:32] anyone> ok lemme continue blogging
[21:32] |uca> yea


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Friday nites are boring nites. Nothing on tv after 10:30pm

Nothing on my tv throughout the day.

How can that be? Because you never on?

Right.

On then have leow lor.

Ya. Thats the whole point. I dont wanna on it.

Then why you buy tv for?

I'm not the one paying.

Oh. Ok.

Right.

You're bored now arent you?

Wadaya think?

Ya.

Right.


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So have you found something interesting to do that will keep you occupied so you wont feel bored?

Ya.

Oh really! What is it?

Breathing and blinking.

Oh.....

Occasionally I fart, but very seldom.

Ok.


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Ever feel lonely even when you're in a crowd?


---------------------The Fucking End------------------------
So what fuck am I gonna do today?

Its fucking friday! And what you gonna do on a fucking friday?

Fucking of course!

With who?

With the fucking computer if you'd ask me.

How do you fuck a fucking computer?

You just screw everyfuckthing you've got on your fucking computer.

Way to go.

04 December 2003

I'm really bored that I cant stop posting. These are the pics for the bbq on the 24th of October, 2003. If you're uncomfortable seeing your pictures appear in my blog, please leave a comment behind saying you want your pictures removed. Name of participants will not be disclosed under any circumstances so forget about asking me who the fuck is who. I wont entertain any queries.






















And then...there's this mad fucker..thinking he's Jimi Hendrix for a moment, and then man in agony the next....fucker....










Oh ya...and there was the chicken...





Then it was dream come true for ah yap...








And another dream coming true....





And with that...I end my boredom...for the time being....fuck man.....

Quiz Me
lloyd was
a Happy Priest
in a past life.

Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

Long time never post bloopers leow...so here's one...

[01:04] anyone> tat time got pple tell me holland cannot beat scotland 2 balls one la
[01:04] anyone> give 2 ball sure cannot one la
[01:05] anyone> end up i give him 5 balls
[01:05] anyone> he song song jiak
[01:05] anyone> tot woon woon char bee hoon
[01:05] anyone> end up holland won 6-0
[01:05] anyone> siao
[01:05] anyone> if bee hoon so easy to char
[01:05] anyone> everybody become chef leow
[01:05] anyone> fuck i toking to myself
[01:06] anyone> simi lanjiao~
[01:06] CD> no lah
[01:06] CD> i listening
[01:06] anyone> u dont k k
[01:06] anyone> u always k k
[01:06] *** Quits: Michelin (Quit ())
[01:06] CD> no lah
[01:06] anyone> pian those xiao mei mei
[01:06] CD> k k for wat
[01:06] CD> piang eh
[01:06] CD> bo lah
[01:06] anyone> always k k play teacher and student with them
[01:06] anyone> say they naughty
[01:06] CD> wah ?~``
[01:06] anyone> then u spank their backside
[01:06] CD> sio hai sio hai
[01:06] CD> bo bo bo
[01:07] CD> i use cane not consider as sexual abuse
[01:07] CD> next time instead of cane i use hand
[01:07] CD> swee~~~
[01:08] anyone> use ur dick
[01:08] CD> wahahahaha
[01:08] CD> cannot lah
[01:09] CD> kana rotan
[01:09] anyone> fuck u
[01:09] anyone> not ask u insert
[01:09] anyone> rotan ki lanz
[01:09] CD> then how
[01:09] anyone> use it to slap la
[01:09] anyone> urs too short to slap ar?
[01:09] anyone> next time i show u
[01:09] ^HP^SiAn^> haha
[01:09] anyone> i use mine to slap ur face
[01:09] CD> knn..
[01:10] ^HP^SiAn^> lolx

03 December 2003

I hate to admit that I'm emotional at times...was looking thru my imagestation when I came across this series of pictures...and then I was listening to some sad tunes over my winamp...cannot explain why but suddenly I feel I'm so lonely....I do miss Fifi alot....I wonder if she's lonely too?







Fifi....are you doing well? She's so pretty....so so pretty....
Sometimes, its better to admire someone from afar. If you try to know that person you admire better, you might end up being disappointed for what you admired are just be illusions you created for yourself. Admiration doesnt always have to grow deeper when you know that person better. Sometimes, instead of admiring that person more, you grew out of the admiration. In the end you realise the person you should be admiring is yourself....but please do not overdo it or you might turn into one self-centered narcissist.

I wanted to abstract something from what my friend wrote in Singapore20plus forum and paste it here but after some consideration i decided not to. Its an article about Relationship and its well written. You might think why I wouldn't share with you if I think its well written? The reason is because I think Relationship is a personal issue. Everyone will experience different shit and everyone has a different mindset. This article is trying to generalise everyone into one catogery. Then why is it well written? Because if everyone were to behave like what the article wrote, it would be a less heartbroken, sad, and disappointed world we're gonna live in. Everyone would be happier once they recognise the fact of "you like me" doesnt EQUAL to "I must like you" back. Making someone like you for what you do not possess but acting as if you have them is stupid. By trying hard to sell yourself infront of that person you like is stupid as well. You're you and just be yourself. I use to praise myself alot infront of friends but its all just to make people laugh. Sometimes I would blurt out things like "Hey, I think I can sing really well" and "I think I'm funny" during a conversation. I'm not trying to sell myself but I wonder why I say that all of a sudden. Then someone say I'm howlian but I dont think so since my intention is not to sell myself. I think I'm merely assuring myself with the things people say about me. Like someone say, "Hey thats a nice pair of jeans".....the next time you wear that pair of jeans you will say to yourself, "Hey, this is really a nice pair of jeans". Its like you're agreeing with people the things they say about you or your things. But if you wanna put up a show and behave like someone that person like, go on, no one is stopping you. Afterall, its all about being happy. If you think you're happy doing that then go ahead, be it what's waiting behind. You only live once and you're not coming back...be contended with the things you do, be happy with the things you do, feel shiok doing the things you are doing, but be responsible.

I think I'm fucking loh soh when I type. Fucking loh soh....fucking stupid sentences.
Oh..I'm glad I still remember wat I wanna write about after 2 nights. Yeah....Sunday night I had this really nice but weird dreams. I dreamt that I became young again! Everything turn younger except my brain. So I was in primary one but my mind's 29 years old. All those things the teacher teaching seems so chicken feet to me. Fuck...its so fucking simple to me since my mind's 29 years old. Anyway those primary school years went in a flash and I graduated with the most full marks one could ever get from primary school. Then I went into the same dumb secondary school I was in cos its near my place(funny why I didnt choose to go into a more prestigious secondary school) and everything was still quite simple to me other than literature, geography and history. Oh since I was given the chance to go thru all the shit I've been thru, I try to avoid all those mistakes I made. I watch my weight, try not to stare at tv too long(anyway I wasnt interested with tv even in dreams), choosing the right course after my O level(which I cant rem wat it was), blah blah blah. Everything was in a flash again and I was at the point of setting up the business. So in the dream I started telling my friend I'm no longer interested with starting the business and they were baffled. Then I remember I was at SSDC getting ready to hop on a motorcycle to start my practical lesson. All of a sudden I just got off and took off my helmet and walk away hahaha....the instructor look baffled too but I couldnt give a damn....I just walk to the canteen, order something to eat and drink and puff away. Next thing I know I heard my phone ringing and I was looking for it and thats when I woke up from my dream. It was Colin smsing me asking me for lunch. I wonder if everyone dream of this thing on their birthday. Maybe I've got lotsa regrets thats why I'm having this kinda dreams. Things might be better if you can do a rollback in life knowing what's gonna happen if you choose this path. But then again, it might not be better if you've taken the other path. Well, too many ifs in life is not getting you anywhere. Whatever's done is already done. Whatever choices you made have already given you results. What if this what if that is not gonna lead you to anywhere. Look forward and stop regretting what you have or have not done. What matters most is what you're gonna do now. Set your target, consider the various factors, excute in a swift and never look back....thats how I'm going to lead my life from now on.

01 December 2003

Alright...its 1st of December...my birthday just passed and its still the same from the previous few. Had dinner and talk lotsa cock with friends. The only thing different is this year I've got quite a number of presents hehe....turned 29 and still recieving presents on birthday seems a little gay ahhahaha...ok ok...its a nice gesture from friends to give present though it makes me feel gay. Appreciate all those thoughtful gift. There's this one particular gift from Nate that almost land me in hot soup hahaha....luckily I was warned about it so didnt unwrap it infront of my mom....else I'm gonna have a hard time explaining it hahaha...Great! Gonna slowly enjoy that stick one of these days when I go curly's place to pak mahjong hahahaha....over a glass of wine sounds great too~ Anyway thanks to all those who remember this day....no more gifts once I turn thirty ya? Well wishes would be enough....I'm just as happy as long as I'm not forgotten...

25 November 2003

I went downstairs just now to wish the mat rocks Selemat Hari Raya and they gimme this strange look on the face. Hmm...cant someone they dunno give em well wishes? Singaporeans are so freaking cold. Anyway its a boring holiday...so boring that I have to go down and wish the mat rocks....Hey dude! Wheres my car?!?!

23 November 2003


Green



You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.




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Wonder why all nice songs must sound so damn fucking sad. Another brilliant piece written by who else? Jay Chou...OST Xun Zhao Zhou Jie Lun (Finding Ah Jay).



And I cut my finger without knowing when I got that cut. Its only just now then I realise I've got this kinda deep cut on my finger. Not really those bloody type...only one slash, one red line across and it kinda itch. Wonder when I got that. Anyway fridays and saturdays are back into the good old fucking boring ways. Wait. I've said this before? I did? Ok...thats how boring it is. Its so boring that you have to keep on reminding yourself how boring it is just to make the day pass. I rest my case. Fucked up....to da max...

19 November 2003

One of the more funny show I've watched fer the past year. Didnt really catch alot of movie until just recently when ah goo introed me tat magnificent empty cinema in balestier hahahahha....cant recall what was the first movie i watched there but i think its Pirates of The Carribean....shiok...that cinema is convenient fer me and the best part is its fucking empty. Caught this movie at jiao's place and it was one of the movie that make me laugh till out of breath. Trust me, not many movies can do that to me...and wat movie was that? Its.....



Have you watch this already? Go rent a vcd if you havent....its really hilarious...especially when that newscaster blabber nonsense hahhahaahaha....fucking funny can!

17 November 2003

[13:26] bsdi386> yrtsimek, how about a massive SANS runs on Firewire?
[13:28] yrtsimek> wtf..
[13:28] yrtsimek> pls edy
[13:28] *** Joins: EvilAndo (i_am_evil@cm166.omega87.maxonline.com.sg)
[13:28] yrtsimek> i not so pro
[13:28] yrtsimek> i dont mind if u can impart some of ur knowledge to me
[13:29] yrtsimek> but dont throw like that at me lah
[13:29] yrtsimek> ....
[13:29] anyone> ya, dont be so hard on him
[13:29] anyone> he's just a little lamb for now
[13:29] bsdi386> yrtsimek, I have been thinking to build a SANS using Firewire
[13:29] anyone> someday he's gonna turn into....well...a bigger lamb
[13:29] yrtsimek> wtf..wat lamb?
[13:29] anyone> lamb....u know? those that go "meh....meh...."
[13:29] yrtsimek> i thought those are goats? lamb dont go meh meh...
[13:30] anyone> oh izzit? then they must be going "woof.....woof..."
[13:30] yrtsimek> those are dogs lar...
[13:30] anyone> those are lambs having an identity crisis...
[13:31] yrtsimek> watever...

16 November 2003

You can do all sorts of shit you want as long as you can handle the consequences its gonna bring and not affecting those around you. These are the exact words my brother told me after I met with the accident. Sure, nobody want the accident but I could have avoid it if I choose not to ride. I'm slowly accepting that its the cause that provide the results. Some people think no matter wat the cause is, the result will always stay the same. Whatever is gonna happen, will happen no matter what you do they think. No, this is not the case. Whatever you gonna do is gonna determine what the outcome will be. I'm a cause person. I believe what you get is because of what you do. So think twice when you wanna do something. You wont be so lucky all the time to get out of the sticky situation. Some people learn their lesson after getting slap on the face a couple of times. Some people will never learn because they refuse to accept the fact. One reason could be they think they havent try hard enough. The effort put in is only half fucked. Dreams unfulfilled. Whatever it is, if you think you've done trying, move on kid. Get on with life, life is bigger than you think......That is, if you still know how to think.

15 November 2003

Fuck I just cant be bothered with the grammar, spelling and construction mistakes anymore since I'm always typing blog when I'm seeing double images. To hell with those fucking mistakes....i couldnt care less...

You know wat? I suppose to go out with someone fer dinner in the evening but iend up he overslept till 10+. Then I was so fucking bored i decided to go out all by mahself. Then i walk fucking far to get a cab to maybe go bedok find ah yap. Then when i was finally to flag for cab i realise i didnt bring my wallet out. Fuck siah!! Then i walk a fucking long way back home again....wat an exciting saturday night man!!! Was perspiring like hell that i need to bathe again...and now I am back facing the fucking computer. Wat have i done to deserve this man~ I tot tee gong tia gong lang?!?!?! Ok...maybe i'm not so gong after all....wat the fuck..
I'm lame...so wat? Bite me lar fuckers....

[18:42] arnigu> wheres wyn
[18:42] arnigu> hows her back
[18:43] anyone> her back still above her butt i think
[18:43] arnigu> hhaiz
[18:43] anyone> dont think its moving towards the front
[18:43] anyone> else it gonna be pretty weird to have tits and butt on the same side
[18:43] arnigu> walau
[18:43] arnigu> her back ache i mean
[18:43] anyone> hahaahahahhhahahhahhahahahahahhaha
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Its a fine day people open window they leave the houses just for a short while...Its gonna be a fine night tonight, its going to be a fine day tomorrow. How fine can it get? The sky is fucking dark and there's no sign its gonna be fine tonight. Its going to be another boring Saturday night with no EPL to watch. Suppose to meet up a friend to have a chat over some non-important stuffs over food and liquor at some place but from the way the sky's potraiting itself, today is not a good day to stay outdoor. Joe came for awhile and we had a great time eating char bee hoon at the void deck. Played a few familiar tunes and off he go before it starts pouring dinosaurs.

So watcha gonna do again on a boring Saturday? I guess I'll try wasting the day away with some Gran Turismo 3 and perhaps some vcd my dad bought. God did a rollback with my life and days are back in old fashion boring ways.

14 November 2003

I just completed another 4 hours of mahjong again can you believe it? Fuck...and I'm so tired after just 4 hours stacking and bringing down the tiles. Been on a losing streak till last sunday. Today win money again and I'm the sole winner hahahahha....mm see song meh~ But its a fucking tiring game...and bad fer health as well cos you just keep puffing and puffing and puffing. But its pretty fun to play among friends that you can talk cock with provided the money involve is minimal cos its quite bad to win alot of money from your friends hehe....Win leow take the money go spend together is the best la hahahaha...Used to play mahjong during secondary school at one of my friend's place. Winner always treat makan those the stakes are pretty low. We would play 10-20 cents and the winnings seldom go above $50. We would all go down to the nearby coffeeshop for a feast of Zi Char and things like that. Those were the days man!!! No parapara no counterstrike no irc no icq no msn no mp3s dont even have computer no handphones no gameboy no pda no this no that all we have is mahjong and chor dai dee and soccer and go seaside catch crab + BBQ and sian xiao mei mei but I wasnt bold enough(or you can say no balls) to sian gals then hehehe....Life was really simple, really simple...

11 November 2003

Tuesday! Alright man...something happening is drawing near and I can feel it!! Happening man happening hahahahahhaahhaha!!!!! But I'm still shack from that 14 hours of non stop mahjong after tat liverpool vs manure's game on sunday....and I'm hungry!!!! I go eat my breakfast before it turns to hightea hehehehehe...
One more funny post that involve one of my friend hehehe...Ok, eh-eh is a guy who we all like to tease as being a gay cause he like to look at guys whenever he is. When they are clubbing at some pub, he would smile at guys at the counter bar and watch how the guys dance instead of the girls hahahahaha....ok these might be just myth about him but from the way I look, he's as man as anyone of you can be. Anyway here's how our conversation go....

[02:09] eh-eh> siao eh ~
[02:09] eh-eh> din tai fung ai mai ? ~
[02:10] anyone> wats din tai fung?
[02:10] eh-eh> dim sum ~
[02:10] anyone> when
[02:10] eh-eh> next week ~
[02:11] anyone> how much per head
[02:11] eh-eh> not ex ! ~
[02:11] eh-eh> not buffet ~
[02:11] anyone> oh
[02:11] anyone> but one long oso very ex
[02:11] eh-eh> xiao long bao ~
[02:11] anyone> one long $5-$6 bux~
[02:11] eh-eh> :)~
[02:11] anyone> xiao long bao i go bishan wu liao hahahahahhahaahhahahhahahahhaa
[02:11] eh-eh> :|
[02:12] anyone> next week next week then say
[02:12] anyone> we settle this sun the marriott's event first
[02:12] anyone> pool side dinner
[02:12] eh-eh> swee ~
[02:12] eh-eh> shall we put on swim suits ? ~
[02:12] eh-eh> doing breast stroke byt the pool ~
[02:12] anyone> swim suit is wat u wear..
[02:12] anyone> i wear swimming trunk
[02:13] anyone> u wear one piece or three pieces one?


Later I told Lawrence about this and this is wat he replied....

[02:16] [gluttOn]> hahaha
[02:16] [gluttOn]> he turning gay la deh
[02:16] anyone> ya hahahah
[02:16] [gluttOn]> once he forgot and he was actually descirbing himself as she
[02:16] anyone> hhahahaahahahahhaha
[02:16] anyone> like now la
[02:16] anyone> he tot he's wearing a swim suit lar dey!~~
[02:17] [gluttOn]> haha
[02:17] anyone> subconsciously he's thinking himself as annabel francis..


Enjoy guys!!! More to come~

08 November 2003

You are The Twins-
You are The Twins, from "The Matrix."
Bad, but with a sexy streak- surprisingly
refreshing. You know what you want, when you
want it.


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07 November 2003

So watcha doing this Saturday man~ Let rumble wadaya say fuckers!




Cute boh? Ai buay mai?

06 November 2003

Ok...another funny post. Lemme explain somethings first. Linus is the name of my friend and his dialect name is ah zoon. His dad calls him choon but his friends call him Linus most of the time. He's fucking skinny and sometimes I call him a dry piece of shit. His dad own a Econ Minimart and this is how the blooper went. I heard this from another friend so some part might not be true but wat the fuck...who cares?

LF= Linus's friend (a guy)
D= Linus's dad

One day, linus's friend decided to go to the minimart to look fer linus and this is how it went...

LF: Hello uncle, is Linus around?
D: Liners? Liners behind behind....
LF: ? Behind where?
D: Behind lor..
LF: But I dont see anybody..
D: You want liners right? Its there. You go behind see its all there.
LF: ??
D: All the panty liners is behind lar...you go see which brand you want.
LF: Panty LinerS?!?!? Uncle I looking for LINUS not LINERS. (Thinking Why would he wanna buy panty liners)
D: Oh...ah zoon ar? Ah zoon at home. Then you still want the panty liners?
LF: Er...its ok...i'll come again...thanks uncle.
D: Oh ok...


Ok now thats not really funny. Anyway after tat I said something regarding his dialect name...dont get offended k jiaos? Remember we can joke about almost anything and everything? Hehe..

D: ah zoon..you so san por then when the weather cold cold in Leicester you will zoon or not?
L: pa...wa swee lin san san jit kit goot....dan see...wa eh kang hoo kua bey choot!!
D: ah nee lu ho...ah nee lu ho...


Note: Zoon in hokkien means shivering. Sorry to those who doesnt know how to read hokkien hehe..

Ok la....not really funny but last nite when I was toking to Gina about this it is really funny man...heheheh...fucking boliao i know...but wat to do? Have to entertain mahself since no one wants to entertain me...
Ok I've made a fucking blunder in IRC just now. I've got a friend name Diana who uses the nick SaDaKo^ ocassionally and she's a perfectly fine gal, except for being abit aneroxic. Then I've got another friend who's name was Pearlyn who usually uses the nick as AbyssLaDy and she's deaf. Knew this Pearlyn the same time I got to know ah wee and according to wee, this Pearlyn tried to bed me last time after we went for a show together. She did invite me to her apartment after the show and me, being a conservative teochew boy who is strongly against pre marital sex, turned her down. Wee told me many many months after she stop contacting this Mother Earthly person. Me too, lost touch with her until recently, she started showing up in channels I am in as well but I dunno if she know I'm the person she tried to bed in the past. Ok so this is how the blunder go. I tot the SaDaKo^ in the channel was Diana and started talking to her. Little did I know I was walking towards the edge of a cliff...

[00:09] * SaDaKo^ haunts anyone who hurts her
[00:10] anyone> i never did hurt u SaDaKo^
[00:10] SaDaKo^> anyone: I dun mean u
[00:11] anyone> dont lie u fucking girl
[00:11] SaDaKo^> anyone: hMM u unhappy?
[00:11] anyone> oh no
[00:11] anyone> in fact i am pretty happy
[00:11] anyone> its just my usual line
[00:11] SaDaKo^> oh~~~~~
[00:12] anyone> taken from kerpal
[00:12] SaDaKo^> kerpal?
[00:12] anyone> ya kerpal
[00:12] SaDaKo^> who is kerpal?
[00:12] anyone> kerpal is a brilliant guy

I'm sending her the kerpal prank call mp3 at this moment..

[00:14] anyone> listen to it
[00:14] anyone> and u will know wat i meant by kerpal
[00:14] SaDaKo^> I m hearing impaired = (
[00:15] anyone> accept the bloody file you fucking piece of shit
[00:15] SaDaKo^> I said I AM HEARING IMPAIRED!! Understand my grammar or not???
[00:15] Bz^bz^Bz> SaDaKo^ Huh??
[00:16] anyone> but u're not fucking blind rite
[00:16] anyone> u dont need your fingers to accept the file
[00:16] anyone> i mean
[00:16] anyone> you dont need your fucking ears to click the fucking accept buttons
[00:16] SaDaKo^> anyone: I do not accept mp3, songs online cos I m hearing impaired!!!!
[00:17] SaDaKo^> wat the hell!!
[00:17] anyone> wat has accepting the files gotta do with being hearing impaired
[00:17] SaDaKo^> anyone: I SAY I M DEAF! UNDERSTAND OR NOT??
[00:17] anyone> wateverfuck
-> [msg(ns)] whois SaDaKo^

(I'm beginnging to suspect she's not diana and is pearlyn so i try to do a check. Ok, I was fucking right even before confirmation comes in...I'm doomed.)

[00:17] anyone> ok
[00:17] SaDaKo^> anyone: u tot I m lying abt my deafness ah????
[00:17] anyone> ok
[00:18] anyone> no i am
[00:18] anyone> not
[00:18] anyone> i mistaken u fer someone else
[00:18] anyone> hurhur
[00:18] anyone> i tot she kidding wiht me
[00:18] anyone> sorry la!
[00:18] *** SaDaKo^ is now known as ABySsLaDy

(I try to change the topic to get out of the mess...)

[00:18] nichiwa> calm down ABySsLaDy
[00:18] ABySsLaDy> wah kaoz~!~!!~~!
[00:18] anyone> jangan tension
[00:18] anyone> hurhur
[00:18] ABySsLaDy> U tot me who??
[00:18] anyone> i tot u diana
[00:18] ABySsLaDy> oh..
[00:18] anyone> diana aka an-aid aka sadako
[00:18] anyone> cheebye so many sadako around
[00:18] anyone> ok la i am sorry
[00:18] anyone> come
[00:18] ABySsLaDy> oic..
[00:18] ABySsLaDy> haiz
[00:18] anyone> lets kiss and make out

(I reckon I use the wrong way to get out of the mess so before she realised wat I've just said I faster conclude first.)

[00:19] * ABySsLaDy pengz
[00:19] anyone> ok mai sua
[00:19] anyone> u mai one
[00:19] anyone> dont say i never offer
[00:19] ABySsLaDy> errmm can speak english pls?
[00:19] anyone> make out make out
[00:19] anyone> u know
[00:19] anyone> having sex?
[00:20] ABySsLaDy> yeah
[00:20] anyone> ya
[00:20] ABySsLaDy> mai is wat?
[00:20] anyone> i offered and u turn me down
[00:20] Superman_> anyone making out with ABySsLaDy ~
[00:20] anyone> mai is dont want

(Hong ganz leow....she knew it was me afterall~ Anyway Superman_ was Lawrence, a friend of mine who know Pearlyn and Diana as well. So I whisper to him wat the hell was going on...)

[00:20] ABySsLaDy> oh.. anyone.. well can but not here.. LOLz
-> [not(Superman_)] eh i gan zoh she's diana...

(merzdrive was an extra obviously...)

[00:20] merzdrive> any1 into motor racing here?
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(Trying to fucking get out of the situation....)

[00:20] anyone> of cos not here la
[00:20] anyone> i ask u to make out and u turn me down
[00:20] anyone> nevermind
[00:20] anyone> its ok
[00:20] anyone> i will take this shame
[00:20] ABySsLaDy> LOLz...
[00:21] anyone> and fade away
[00:21] ABySsLaDy> anyone: make out whhere? hee

(Superman_ aka Lawrence started mocking me via notices which mean only both of us can see.)

[00:21] -Superman_- me too, haha
[00:21] -Superman_- i wanna start suan her liao, heng i zam brakes
-> [not(Superman_)] cheebye she say she deaf and i fuck her ahahahahhahahaha chow cheebye....
-> [not(Superman_)] this is one fucking blunder boy...

(Comfirmation comes in alittle bit late rite...fuck)

[00:22] -NS- ** SaDaKo^ (DevilAngel@ppp40.dyn108.pacific.net.sg) is registered as ABySsLaDy. (authenticated)

(Lawrence continue mocking and this time, aaaii is the extra one...)

[00:22] -Superman_- , yeah i saw, hehehe, but irony is she really is.... but she quite frenly
[00:22] * aaaii any ger can teach me how to play neopets ???

(She seems to be turn on by me! Holy fuck!! But its ok..I'll get mahself out no matter wat...)

[00:22] anyone> its ok u dont have to make me feel better by saying you wanna make out with me..
[00:22] * ABySsLaDy kisses anyone
[00:22] anyone> aww
[00:22] anyone> its ok ABySsLaDy
[00:22] Superman_> hehehe
[00:22] anyone> i am sorry abt just now
[00:22] anyone> i really tot u diana

(Ok I'm slowly getting out of this...)

[00:22] ABySsLaDy> I had to say it so hard!
[00:22] anyone> didnt mean to mock u
[00:23] anyone> ya ya
[00:23] anyone> sorry sorry
[00:23] ABySsLaDy> I even had to yell it out.. sobzzz..
[00:23] anyone> its hard when ns is lagging
[00:23] anyone> u noe

(Just when I tot I got mahself out of it...)

[00:23] ABySsLaDy> anyone: now then u know... kisses

(So I boh bian leow...must use this last stance leow...)

[00:23] anyone> i am gonna lodge complain to cservice
[00:23] anyone> tell them wat a fuck type job they are doing
[00:24] anyone> ok now fer some business
[00:24] * anyone is away, need to shit leow [log:OFF] [page:OFF] [email:anyone@singapore20plus.com] [ICQ:4067939]

I'm telling u guys....I've been to the valley of death and back man!!! By the way, against pre marital sex doesnt mean I wont do it so dont get the wrong picture.

03 November 2003

Ok....fucking hell....i forget wat to write again...

27 October 2003

Been feeling like fuck ever since that nite after bbq. Been trying to talk myself out. Been trying to accept things as it is since last year but its so fucking hard. Been trying to know the world doesnt stop spinning becos of one person but its equally fucking hard as well. Everyfuckthing seems so fucking hard when those beside cha kept reminding you of the things you cant do non fucking stop. Great. Even friends have to be pretentious against one another. You dont fucking care you just fuck care la, why must pretend like you fuck care when is my op? No one really care one la fuck, so just drop it. Drop the whole fucking shit as in when I'm going for the op. You all can just shut the fuck up for all I care. I dont need anyfuckingone to ask me when is my op and how am I handling the whole fucking situation. Get the fuck lost. Go out and have your fucking fun. Leave me afuckinglone. Get the fuck out of my sight in another word. You got more important things to do than to know how the fuck I am doing. I dont need or deserve your fucking sympathy so keep it for your dogs or cats or the motherfucking rats. Fuck, I dont even fucking wanna be your fucking friend. Why the fuck should I? I don't owe you a fucking thing ya? So why not you hear my reason I have for you ya? Here it it.... BECAUSE I WANNA BE AFUCKINGLONE YOU HEARD THAT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS??????? LEAVE ME ALONE YOU BUNCHA SUCK COCK NIGGAS. I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE AND THAT INCLUDES YOU, YOU AND YOU!!!!!! and myself.......

26 October 2003

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


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24 October 2003

I'm gonna sing this at the bbq...I hope...


R.E.M - Losing My Religion

Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this, consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream


But what life is all about...have you wonder? Have you ever really really wonder?

20 October 2003

If a picture paints a thousand words then why can't I paint you? The words will never show, the you I've come to know.
Bread - If

Wanted to write alot of things but the mind doesn't wanna set itself to accomplish it. My nose is falling off like Michael Jackson's. Been sneezing non stop since returning from chow curly's place. The room must be really dusty since no one is staying there. As usual, I've got lotsa things I wanna write but the moment I log into blogger I just forgotten all about it. A bit fucked right? No. Its fucked big time. Oh ya, went Jalan Besar S11 to watch EPL matches on Saturday and guess wat? Sundramoothy sat beside me hahahahha...Ok, no really a big time celebrity but he's really someone back here in Singapore. Whoever dunno who Sundram is gotta be from some village from Southern Province of China. Hmm...maybe the whole China doesnt know who he is. Its really shiok watching soccer with friends, except that I'm the only one shouting and cheering and jeering, but minus the "kepala butohs" and "referee kayu". I suppose everybody have their own ways to enjoy the beautiful game. Perhaps I'm just trying to grab some attention by doing that. Around 10 turned up that night, and I think thats the biggest gathering I had since the accident(minus Irene bday cos I'm not the main event heh). Great night great food great company great atmosphere except its kinda warm. Would be better if its much cooler. Crashed over at chow curly's place after this and I asked Francis over. Havent seen him for quite awhile and he still looks the same, but he seems a little quiet than usual. Maybe its the effect of alcohol. It'd be more fun if he's a little more awake hehe....He drove us to Jalan Kayu for supper but failed to drive us back cos he's too tired. Wanted to snook him for a meal end up we kanna snook back hahahahaha....Then came a girl and he commented that she looks like Theresa. As soon as he finishes his line, chow curly, fion and me all burst into laughters! The previous time I said the same thing when Elaine went over his place for mahjong. Seems like all the girl in the world looks the same hahhaha....

Coming 24th I'm having a bbq at ecp and I have a feeling its gonna be quite grand with over 20 people coming. Lotsa fun and lotsa food we're gonna have! Gonna try riding the bicycle cos I think its gonna be great workout for mah right leg. Shouldn't be a problem paddling and since Ronaldo can do it, so can I~! Mom's back with porridge...time to eat something and get ready to go out soon....ciaos.

18 October 2003

No more idea where to dine with your love ones? Try this....

17 October 2003

Season = Winter
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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All good things said about me are true hahahhaha....fuck you!

15 October 2003

Cable was dong some maintainance shit today till 4+ so I couldn't surf at all this morning. Did some housekeeping and discovered some pics I took quite sometime back. Since I've got nothing to do so I edited a few and post up here. Its been a while since I took something and post it up with my usual silly captions. Will someone sponsor me a digital camera please? A cheap one with 2 MegPixel will do....thanks. Fuck the optical zoom in and shit like that...I just wanna take some pics...any pics....









fuck....I'm fucking bored..bored bored bored bored bored....

13 October 2003

I'm constantly checking mails whenever I've got nothing to do. I can log into my email accounts 4-5 times every 1-2 hrs, only to see some FW mails and those advert shit. When was the last time you got a decent email from someone? What I meant by decent email are things like those snailmail you got from your penpal back in the late 80s and the 90s. Telling you things about how are they doing blah blah blah....Technologies have certainly made alot of things easier, but its not neccessarily shortening distances between love ones and friends. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. Just look at your mailbox....hundreds of emails, but how many touches you because someone took the effort to write you something? Most of them just click the FORWARD button and insert the FORWARD GROUP addresses so it means you're sharing something with your friends. Its mean you're staying in touch with people you dont see everyday. This is such a sad thing to do. You keep in touch with friends by doing this. Someone told me it doesnt matter if those friend whom you don't regard as "can click very well" dont jio you out cos probably you rather they didnt jio you in the first place cos you guys dont click very well. Right. So I guess its redundant for these people to keep in touch with you by means of forwarding emails to you as well.

I've got an idea from both mah friends who exchanged hp recently. She would entertain his friends and he would entertain hers. I feel like forsaking my email account totally and starting a new one, with less advertising shit and FW mails. But why I want an email account for if I dont plan to give pple my email address? Maybe I'll just give those I think worth keeping in touch. But how to determine? I'm just one call away from them. Life is so contradicting. I guess emails are only useful for those who doesnt wanna spend money on trunk calls and keep in touch with people oversea. But now there are programs like ICQ and MIRC for people to chat regardless where they are. All they need is a computer, an internet connection and the respective software. But then again, different timezone might be a headache. So you come back to square one, emails. But having all the above happening at one single time is quite impossible. Most of my friends would sacrifice sleep over time and money sake. Meaning to say, they will wait for that person to come online, whichever way is more convenient. So again we're left with the "emails are redundant" question. Are emails really redundant? Ask yourself, are your emails working like it use to be? Since when opening up emails are just plain old reading it, laugh about it, wank over it, forwarding it and then deleting it? I miss the days of having unix emails where there are no such things about exchanging hp numbers. All we can do is exchanging pager and home numbers, which are quite rare. The only way keeping in touch is emailing one another. I used to be so excited whenever I'm opening my mailbox, but now? Opening email is a sickening thing to do.

Lately everyone is crazy over this Friendster shit. The guys are excited over it becos you get to see all the chio bu pics in it, likewise for the girls I guess. But fuck lar...so what if you see a pretty girl and send her a msg? Stupid, like its gonna make a whole big fucking difference to your life. The probability of someone putting up a fake pic is still very high. So what you gonna do if you fall in love with the illusion he/she created for you? Dying to meet up with the person? Meet leow get disappointed because you found out you're inlove with an illusion? Its just like any chat program where getting decieved is like changing your underwear. Its still that same fucking piece of shit floating on a different toiletbowl you buncha nitwits. Get real and start looking elsewhere for someone to wank for you instead of looking at the pictures and wank yourself. But looking at the testimonials your friends gave you can be quite interesting though you know its all bias. But moral of the story here is....FRIENDSTER IS A FUCKING WASTE OF TIME YOU BUNCHA DUMBFUCKS, STOP WASTING YOUR TIME LOOKING AT THE PICTURES AND GIVE THE ONES BESIDE YOU SOME LOVING AND CARING YOU FUCKING NINCOMPOOPS~!!!!! This friendster hype shit is getting on my nerves every now and then....gimme more testimonials and I'll try to overlook the matter...
Ahh...tired tired tired after just one nite of mahjong. Went over to cabbage's place fer mahjong and soccer on Saturday at 7pm, played mahjong till 8am next morning and had dim sum at sinming. Its been awhile since I did something like that and I'm totally shacked out! Reached home 10am on Sunday, slept till 6pm then concussed again at 12am till 12pm today. Fucking tired...am I really getting old? Nah...just need sometime to get use to it I guess. Everything's only about getting used to niah. Even till now I'm still tired..fuck siah... Ok, what's the event for this week? Tomorrow catching the movie Underworld at my favourite cinema Shaw Balestier~ Wednesday going for KTV at Party World~ Yay~ What about the rest of the week? Beats me...I'm too tired to even think of it now....tomorrow then see how....Zzz....

09 October 2003

This is by far, the most brilliant article I've ever read. I dont read much, but this article just touches me deep inside. I hope you guys will read it again and again, and realise certain things in life thru what you've read. I can't recall who's the author but I know he used to be a comedian who just died recently. This is really enriching. Enjoy guys.....

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it.
A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.


So what you think? True? Why do we need people to tell us things thats happening around us to realise what is true or not? We have the same kinda senses don't we? Why can't we realised things ourselves? This is really sad. I feel like I'm the author of this article but I couldn't have expressed myself as well as him using words. Depressed. Its sometimes a bliss to be ignorant. Sometimes I just wish I won't know how things function. Sometimes I just wish I've never existed at all.

08 October 2003

Been walking alot alot these days and you can really feel the different after every session. Groin and knee cap hurts abit but still bearable. Its so shiok to be walking again and I cant seems to get enuff of walking after sitting around fer so fucking long. I really miss walking along with friends. I use to walk so much when I was courting someone. Would walk her all the way back from Orchard Cineplex to her place at Tiong Bahru. Even after we're together we still walk alot! walk from Tiong Bahru to Holland V then back. Fuck....I wish I can walk this much now. Anyway the moral of the story here is: Don't take walking for granted. Don't complain about the distance you need to walk. Be glad you can still walk.

I dont have a digicam to take pictures anymore so I'll just post some pictures I got from mah emails and show you guys. Only those I think is funny will make it in mah blog anyway hehehehe....so here you go~











Dang...I'm starting to miss fifi....fifi where are you~~~~

01 October 2003

This is one fugging nice song~ Hahahha...YOU HAVE NO CHANCE TO SURVIVE MAKE YOUR TIME!!!!!!



Ah yap dig out a pic that was taken in year 1996 july..our graduation pic. Can you figure out which one is me? I think its fucking obvious hahahahaha......



I wonder where the fuck is my diploma.....hmm...