Hello everybirdie!! How is you? Today is limpeh's wife's birthday and limpeh would like to wish her a big big happy birthday!! Limpeh lub you very very much!!! Kissing!!!

Ok, back to limpeh's posting. The recent long weekend was a disaster...limpeh dunno eat sala what thing or step onto the sala thing so much so that limpeh developed hives all over. The pictures of my hives are too disgusting so limpeh is not going to show here. From the morning of Hari Ray Puasa (8/8) till 14/8 limpeh is scratching non stop. Limbu had to apply calamine lotion all over limpeh's body and you know, limpeh's body has like 100square centimeter so limbu had spent a fortune just buying the calamine lotion from Guardian. It was a horrible long weekend and limpeh had to work from home for the entire week because limpeh 没脸见人。Luckily Evan still love limpeh a lot and always come to me for hugs...what a sweet little boy...just like limpeh when limpeh was still a limkia..


Anyway limpeh is leaving the company limpeh worked for the past 7 years...due to irreconcilable differences, limpeh had to move on. Sounds like marriage eh? It is kind of sad that limpeh have to do this because limpeh like working here and limpeh had strive so hard to change the culture. Meeting customer was fun and the kind of admiration they show on their face when you solved their problems is priceless.


However, all good things must come to an end and limpeh have to move on. It was an up and down 7 years and limpeh is very pleased with how the company grew. Limpeh sincerely wish them all the best and continue to grow exponentially.


Evan zai has gotten used to going to child care and both limbu and limpeh are very happy with how things developed. This little boy is so kiang and can read some simple words and pronounce them at the tender age of 20 months! When limpeh was 20 months limpeh was still trying to throw a ball and speaking gibberish. Evan represents the new digital generation where limpeh think all will be damn smart...much like those elites in Gattaca. Lets hope Evan will start earning his millions when he is 20 years old...which means limpeh will be 60 leow...still not too old to still go UK and watch Spurs wack Arsenal in north london derby...hopefully they will still be in north london when limpeh is 60.


Ok, thats all for now folks. Life is pretty mundane because limpeh is really limpeh now so once limpeh knocks off, limpeh will go home eat dinner and play with limson. Good thing is he goes to bed quite early these days so limpeh and limbu still got time for each other. Life has never been this good, and all glory to God Almighty. Amen.

Must stop swearing....limpeh wonder if that is going to change my style of blogging heh..

Hello everybirdie! It is now 5th August....in about 4 months time, limpeh is going to be limpeh the second time woohoo!! Limpeh cannot believe it...limpeh is actually going to be a limpeh for 2 after just getting married for 3 years!! Must be limbu is very fertile...

Just 10 years ago, limpeh was still at home moaning and asking heaven why limpeh become like that...hmm..wait...actually limpeh was secretly hoping that limpeh don't get well to soon so limpeh can nua at home....but end up limpeh had to wait for 4 years!! A bit too long if you ask me...

But look at limpeh now...limpeh is living in limpeh's own house, limpeh got 3 kids (2 of them are Donut and Skippy lar) now and No.4 is baking in the oven. Life is good isn't it? Of cos, because God was looking after limpeh. The last 10 years have been a trial for limpeh. A lot of ups and downs, mostly ups though. Limpeh dunno how limpeh got to where limpeh is today seriously...everything seems to fall in place. God's plan, must be. Despite me not believing in Him, he still takes care of me and give me all these gifts. There is no one greater than Him, ever.

God loves us so much that he sent his only Son to die for us. Will limpeh send Evan to die for someone that sins all the time? Not a chance...why would limpeh? It is so difficult, to even think of limpeh's son having to go through that kind of agony for someone who doesn't deserve all this. We sin so much but still God sent his Son to die for us. How much love must one have to do this? Unimaginable. It is easy for us to imagine ourselves going through suffering for our own sons and daughters but to imagine our sons and daughters suffer for ah der and ah gao is beyond us.

Limpeh used to think why God loves us so much, we are afterall only his creation and thats about it. However what you do not know is that you are using human's logical thinking to try to give a reason to everything you do. "Do this and you deserve that" is how we decipher what we ought to receive. It was hard for limpeh to understand this before because limpeh didn't have a son then. If you ask limpeh now, limpeh will tell you the kind of love limpeh have for Evan is enough for limpeh to die for him. This is the kind of love God have for us.

Chanced upon this article that explains to you how God loves us.

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http://www.whatchristianswanttoknow.com/why-does-god-love-us-do-we-really-deserve-it/

Does God really love us?  Are we deserving of His love?  Why Does God Love Us?

We are the apple of His eye, He rejoices over us

Does God Really Love Us? 

The Bible is full of Scriptures where God declares His love for us.  One of the most famous of all is John 3:16 where it says, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”  What other Scriptures declare that God truly loves us in an unconditional way?

Zechariah 2:8b “for whoever touches you touches the apple of his eye.”

Zephaniah 3:17 “The LORD your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves.
He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.”

Jeremiah 32:41 “I will rejoice in doing them good and will assuredly plant them in this land with all my heart and soul.”

Psalm 103:4 “who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion.”

Psalm 103:8 “The LORD is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love.”

Psalm 103:13 “As a father has compassion on his children, so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him.”

Psalm 103:17 “But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children.”

Just imagine what the Word of God says about those who belong to Him.  What tender love is revealed in His words.  We are the apple of His eye, He rejoices over us, He sings over us, He abounds in love over us, He has the compassion of a Father over us, He delights over us…and this love is from everlasting to everlasting.  What more solid proof can there be?  God can not lie and God tells us in dozens of Scriptures that He loves those whom he calls His own.

Are We Deserving of His Love? 

This is an easy one to answer.  No, we are not deserving of His love.  We are not worthy to be loved by Him.  We are most unlovable.  Even so, “God demonstrated His love for us in this: While we were still enemies, Christ died for us” (Rom 5:8).

During Jesus sacrifice at Calvary:  Peter denied Him, the Jews Crucified Him, Judas betrayed Him, the Council illegally tried Him, Pontius Pilate unjustly condemned Him.  What did Jesus do? He said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” (Luke 23:34).  When we were at our worst, Jesus was at His best.  When we least deserved grace, His grace was the absolute most.  While we had nothing to show Him to give us mercy, He took our nothing to show His mercy for us.

God gives us what we least deserve (called grace) and withholds what we do deserve (called mercy). We should be careful to ask God for justice because if He truly gave us justice, no one could stand.  If we think God should give us what we deserve, we would all utterly perish.  Jesus Christ got what He did not deserve so we could receive what we do not deserve.  This is what isn’t fair:  that we did not get what we deserved, while He got what He did not deserve.  Nowhere in the Bible does it say that life is fair.  If it was fair, then Jesus would not have died.  He was completely innocent and without sin….yet we were completely guilty and sinners.  Because it wasn’t fair to Jesus, we can be declared righteous by His atoning work on the cross.

The conclusion is that, no, we are not deserving, but our children make mistakes.  They disobey but we love them nonetheless.  Our love is not conditioned on their behavior. We may not like their behavior at times but we love our children and it is not a love that is conditional.  In a much greater way, God loves us despite our despicable, sinful nature.  That is love that is unconditional – not conditioned – even with our willful disobedience.

Why Does God Love us? 

We began with John 3:16 in answering the question of whether God really loves us.  We can also know for sure that He does by this same verse.  Imagine that you had only one child. You knew that you would have to have your son or daughter die to ensure that others would live.  These other people would treat your only child in an unusually cruel manner. They would torture them, spit on them, pull their hair out, beat them, whip them, scorn them, ridicule them, laugh at them, drive nails through their hands and feet, and let them die by an illegal trial, testified by false witnesses, and be completely innocent of ever having done anything at all.  Then you can only imagine – slightly – what the Father had to endure.

We know that Jesus suffered the most agonizing death of any human that has ever lived (historically speaking this is a fact).  We think of what Jesus went through but do we ever think of what this must have felt like to the Righteous Father in Heaven?  The Father sacrificed so very much too.  When Jesus agonized in the Garden of Gethsemane, it surely was because He had the knowledge that all the sins of humanity; past, present, and future, would be borne by Him. But there was also the agony knowing about the coming separation from the Father Whom He loved intensely.  This is why Jesus cried out at Calvary, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?”(Mark 15:34).  This was the first and only time that Jesus had been separated from the Father.  The Father had to look away because God is so holy that He can not even look at sin, and at that moment, Jesus was the sin offering for fallen humanity.

Jesus loves the Father and the Father loves Jesus but here is the love that God has for us.  In John 17:26, Christ says that “the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in them.”  Further, as Jesus prayed to the Father He acknowledged that “you loved them even as you loved me” (John 17:23).  Let those last two verses soak into your mind and meditate on them.  The Father loved them – and all believers Whom He chooses – just as the Father loved Jesus.  That means you if you are born-again by the Holy Spirit’s work.   God the Father loves us as much as He loves Jesus.  Knowing that Jesus and the Father are one, this means that Jesus also loves us as much as He loves the Father.  That may seem controversial but that is what John 17:23 and 17:26 says.  Read those Scriptures in almost any translation and that is what the original meaning is.  The words used for “even as” and “with which” means equal too.  That is how we can know for sure that God loves us.  Not only that, it shows just how much He loves us.  Why?  Why does God love the unlovable?  That is something that you will have to ask Him someday in eternity.  I have no answer to that.  It is enough to know that He does love us – with an everlasting love equal to that between the Father and the Son of God, Jesus Christ.  Wow.

Read more: http://www.whatchristianswanttoknow.com/why-does-god-love-us-do-we-really-deserve-it/#ixzz2bAb3JFHC
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Limpeh almost cried when limpeh read this "Imagine that you had only one child. You knew that you would have to have your son or daughter die to ensure that others would live.  These other people would treat your only child in an unusually cruel manner. They would torture them, spit on them, pull their hair out, beat them, whip them, scorn them, ridicule them, laugh at them, drive nails through their hands and feet, and let them die by an illegal trial, testified by false witnesses, and be completely innocent of ever having done anything at all.  Then you can only imagine – slightly – what the Father had to endure."

Cannot imagine at all. Wait till you have your own kids then you will know what limpeh mean.

So moral of the story, know that God loves you. Thou shall not test nor question your God. Period.

P.S: Evan, mummy and daddy love you very much too!