19 April 2003

I reckon tat if u guys wanna listen to Creep u gotta somehow go download it urself or get the album itself cos most prob u can forget abt listening to it via mah blog. Flash Gordon is dead and tat marks the end of the Super Best Friends. Ok...i wanna rant yet again. Right, i shouldn't be since i'm out fer the past 2 days, got mahself a real nice piece of equiment(the guitar).
From this

It turn into this

Went to picnic under the Sheares Bridge

Ok....i dont really feel as fed up as i am this afternoon when i first started writing this blog so i guess i'll do without the things i wanna write earlier on.

P.S I kinda found this two pics on some other pple's site and i "borrowed" it. I hope the fellar who took this wouldnt mind hehe...

15 April 2003

Hasn't blog fer quite sometime....wats today's date? Oh ya....its already 15th....been a week since the last entry. Is this passion to blog slowly dying off? Guess not, just nothing to tok about since life's so monotonous. The war's ending soon i believe....saddam hussein is or had already gone down with the help of his people. Yes, his people. Your people is the best evidence to how u run the country. Tyranny never pay. Sars still wrecking havoc across the globe, and across this piece of land we call home. Yes, home. First time something major have struck us, and i dunno how we reacted. Some pple freak off, some pple treat it like nothing has happened. The world's in mess in another word, if its not already am. I'm still quite the same, waking up just to get back to sleep later in the nite. Was busy fer the past few days. Right, income tax. Settle the figures and where to fill in but forgotten to sign on the form. Great. Got yap's help to fax in my apologies to whoever. Real Madrid beat Manure 3-1 in Santiago Bernabeu but lost to Real Sociedad 4-2 on the road. I had a dream the other day and i rem seeing the 4 teams in the semi final of the Champions League. They are the 2 milan teams(Inter and AC) and the 2 la liga teams(Barcelona and Real Madrid). I wonder how true this dream will be. Wanted to bet 8 goals on the Newcastle vs Manure match but was too lazy to go down or too indecisive to ask my friend to bet for me. Morever tat day seems like its going to rain. The odds fer 8 goals were 1:70. I could have won $700 and got myself a real nice guitar. Watever's not mine, will not go into my pocket. Just recieved news yesterday that yap sold mah guitar fer $450. Nothing more can i asked fer. Now wat i'ma do with tat marnie? Get another guitar or just spend it? No idea. Been struggling with the idea of getting a new semi acoustic guitar. Wat if my future gf gonna borrow from me and then break up with me and then gonna lend my guitar to someone i dunno again? Can i take another blow like this? Ok, thats too extreme u say. No problem, i've got plenty of time to think of this.

My brother told me he wanna sell off his V3 for the new V4. He bought the V3 fer less than 2 mths if i have not remembered wrongly. Was thinking of using the marnie i sold fer the guitar to buy over his v3 hahaha....but i know he wouldnt sell me. Fuck it...let him spend on watever he wants, i'll just keep my marnie and use watever cam he's going to buy, provided he lend it to me. Thats about wat happened in the past week. Sounds like topic aunties tok about when they are buying fishies and veggies in market. Ok, i admit, i'm jealous of u pple who can go out freely whenever u want. Jealous of u going wherever u want. I'm fulla envious. I'm getting more and more sick of staying indoor all the time. I'ma breakfree soon....i hope. Breakfree from all the restrictions and all the constrains. Breakfree from all the lust and sensual pleasures. Breakfree from my mind my soul my deepest innermost.....

07 April 2003

This is one great melancholic song of all time. I first came across this song when i was in Poly year 2. Think it was jiaos aka jiaokias aka linus aka yongjun aka dodo aka ah jun who introed me this song. Was really amazed with the guitar distortion when its going into the chorus part. Before that everything was so clean and quiet...and all of a sudden BAM!! WHAM!! And the rest is history...kick ass! Its a must download song fer everybody! Its such a cool song to listen to in the nite, especially when everybody's asleep. Makes u think about the past. Makes u think about the roads u've walked and going to walk. Makes u think about the pple you love and hate. Makes u think about the pple that loves and hates u. Makes u go into deep thoughts about u, urself and yall. Makes u feel like crying fer no reason....no reason at all......


Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.


The song will be uploaded in no time, provided lay lay remember to do so.....meanwhile, take a look at the band members first...

04 April 2003

I tot of something to blog when i was in bed just now but as usual, i forgotten all about it the moment i got up. Ok, today's topic is about your girls. Yes, you girls reading this. Do you think of urself as tough? Yeah, u're a toughie, no doubt about it. So its ok fer u gals to walk home alone in the middle of the nite? You're a tough one, of cos u can fend off all those fiends lurking in dark corners. No u cant? Then why would u wanna try walking home all by urself late nites? True la, Zingapore is a safe country with very low crime rate. But very low doesnt mean dont have right? Why would u wanna play toughie and get involved in it? Shit happens. Things u never expect to happen might just happen. Why izzit hard fer u to ask someone send u home in late nites? Ok u dont wanna be dependant but this is a different kinda dependant we r toking abt. This kinda dependant is for a good cause. Cause when u go out with me, u r mah responsibility already. I get u out in one piece i'll have to get u back in one piece too. Its mah answer to ur folks. Spare a tot fer me cause i dont wanna live with a regret all mah life should something bad happen to u. I dont wanna to keep thinking if u're safely home now. I wanna ENSURE that. Its not fer u actually....its fer me. I am selfish cos i wanna sleep peacefully and i dont wanna live my life with a regret. So i urge u girls to do it fer the guy's sake. Ask him to see u to ur doorstep unless u want him to risk being an insomniac or live his life with a regret. Of cos if that person cant care less if u're safely home or not, u can forget abt going out with him ever again cos he dont give a shit abt u at all. Unless u wanna make use of him la...but thats another matter altogether....

02 April 2003

If you disagree with the things i said, its either u r the joke or the joke is u. If you dont see eye to eye with me, its either u r insane or u should see a shrink. If u're trying to correct me with ur inane comments most likely u're a sot. If u like to think that my life as a dream, think of a scarlet one with rose petals falling from above. If u think i'm just a dweeb, i would think that u're an inept one living on a floating castle. If u think of urself as someone greater than me, think of breaking ur nails compared to a catastrophe. If i'm not a fool, the world's gotta be one.....

01 April 2003

Great!!! Now mah fonts became so big till its freaky!! Hahahaha...fuck it...dont really give a damn leow....blogspot is screwed big time....
You can call me an asshole a prick a twatz a putz and u can attack me watever way u want cos i need it to fuel my fire to burn and its burning and i've returned! Cos I AM watever you say I AM, if I WASN'T then why would I say I AM!!!!!!
click me suckers!!
Happy April Fools day FOOLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!