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so this is just a test...take it easy man~

Just For Laughs~

Durians VS Hums?

Went over to Seletar Reservoir(so call Yishun Dam) with a few friends for durian awhile ago. On our way there, Linus aka crass` aka fantasmo aka my fucking good friend and I were having this conversation...


Linus: Hey...where the fuck are we going to eat these durians, man...

Me: Seletar reservoir lor...that yishun dam there...

Linus: Ooooh...there nor...I tot where...Hey!! there alot of hums one right??

Me: Hums? got meh? how come I go so many time never see people go catch?

Linus: Humps la fuck...not those kinda hums you find in laksa you cheebye...its those road humps la..

Me: Oh...fuck..I tot wat hums hahaha...you fucking piece of shit...say properly la! hum hum hum ur kotek...


That fucker can be such a moron sometimes hurhur....

Notice my new picture above the chatterbox? Courtesy of Mel...nice?

It's a leech, It's definitely a leech.
Always out of reach, simply nothing to give.
Perfect with glitch, enclosed in its niche.
Why the switch, to being a leech?
Its worse than shit, stinking shit.
I am the leech.

Can anybody feel the helplessness?

Something I wrote on a boring Sunday afternoon after 4 boring days at home...

Mindless

I'm depressed, sleeping with mind unrest
I'm in a mess, dignified with various test
What's left of me? Is there a me?
What's left of me? Morbid mystery.

Tossing and turning, its really toiling.
Tempting and taunting, the way of living.
What's left of you? Can I see you?
What's left of you? Mindless standstill.

All the while I've been searching and seeking
But I cant seem to stop sinking
All I ever ask for is some silent solace
Is it too hard to achieve or is it too hard to believe?
Is it too hard to reach or its just an impossibility?

The great expectations, accompanied with great confrontations
He wants corrections, they present him with executions.
What's left of them? You give a damn?
What's left of them? They are condemned.

I can feel my pulse getting weaker and my sight growing dimmer
But my mind cant stop going faster
I am spinning into a helter-skelter
I want to slow down, I want to be run down
I want to let everyone down, down to 6 feet underground.

Misfortune untold, conspiracies unfold
I'm ready to go, but where can I go?
What's left for us? Can you feel us?
What's left for us? Ashes and dust.
What's left of us?

My japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 明 Akira (bright).
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What Kinda Person Are You?


The SHOW-OFF

The Show-off believes whhat he does or possesses will make up for what he fails to be himself. He seeks to compensate for his own lack of self-esteem by owning big things. hoping this will attract the attention and recognition he desperately needs. To the Show-off. money is the symbol of love, and wothout it, he fears he will lose love. He cannot ask for love, but tries to buy it. He is unable to share his feelings directly. Unfortunately. the Show-off never feels worthy of the love he does recieve, ecause he knows he is being loved for his achievements and possessions and not for being himself. He often feels used and unappreciated, which he never admits to it. The Show-off needs to practice sharing his feelings and allowing others to see who he is inside. He needs to work on his inner self image and relax his outer image. Then he will learn that he can be loved for who he is and not for what he has or what he does.


The LONER

This person is always proving that he doesnt need others. At some point while growing up, he didnt get the love abd recognition he wated, so he decided he didnt need it. The Loner has learned to be self-sufficient. Inside, he is an incredibly sensitive and caring spirits who has been hurt too many times. He has learned to "care less", to be detached from his feelings. for to feel the would be too painful.
The Loner feels guilty for needing so much love and thus he denies his needs. " I can do it alone" he proudly proclaims. " I dont need you" Because he doesnt express his needs clearly, he is continually dissappointed and hurt in relationships. He will also resent feeling obligated to satisfy his parnter's or friend's needs, just as he resents having his own needs. To the Loner, needs are a sign of weakness. The easiest choice for a Loner is to just avoid relationships and friends and live alone. The more he feels his needs, the more he will separate and retreat, thus pushing out the very love he needs so desparately.


The ANGRY PERSON

This person walks around with a chip on his shoulder. for him, anger is protection; it is a roar to scare away adversity. The Angry person feels an iinner inadequacy and is always trying to protect himself. To compensate for that feeling of inadequacy, he refuses to be adequately satisfied by the outer world.Nothing can please him. He projects his own onadequacy everywhere, hence feeling frustrated and bitter towards the world.
The Angry person feels ripped off by life and is constantly trying to get even. He gets angry at the drop of a hat and remember every injustuce he has ever experienced. He delights in the shortcomings and failings of others and thus becomes overly competitive.
The Angry person is stucked in feelings of anger and blame as a cover-up for his own feelings of inadequacy and hurt He must learn that he still deserves love even if he is inadequate in certain areas. Through loving and forgiving others, he will learn to truly love and forgive himself.


The SELF-RIGHTEOUS PERSON

This person has learned that if he is wrong, people will not love him and will consider him bad. In order to get love, he attempts to be right at all cost. He can never admit that he is wrong, for to cinfess his faults and failures would mean the loss of love and would be very painful to him. The SELF-RIGHTEOUS person tries to make others wrong in order to be right himself. He has a rational excuse for everything he does. He could even become a great teacher. But dont try to have an argument with the self righteous person because it will sound more like he is lecturing you on why you are wrong and he is right. The Self -Righteous person needs to start practice saying: " I am sorry, " whenever he makes a mistake, even when he has a great excuse. Rationalization and justification are favourite ways of advoiding feelings, esp the feeling of guilt. This person needs to learn that others will love him, even if he is wrong or makes a mistake.


So which one are you? I'm abit of the LONER, ANGRY PERSON and alot of the SELF-RIGHTEOUS PERSON I guess....

Heres the fixture for the upcoming Euro 2004. Those in bold are the matches to look out for in my humble opinion~

EUROPEAN CUP 2004


A June 12 17:00 Portugal vs. Greece

A June 12 19:45 Spain vs. Russia

B June 13 17:00 Switzerland vs. Croatia

B June 13 19:45 France vs. England

C June 14 17:00 Denmark vs. Italy

C June 14 19:45 Sweden vs. Bulgaria

D June 15 17:00 Czech Republic vs. Latvia

D June 15 19:45 Germany vs. Holland

A June 16 17:00 Greece vs. Spain

A June 16 19:45 Russia vs. Portugal

B June 17 17:00 England vs. Switzerland

B June 17 19:45 Croatia vs. France

C June 18 17:00 Bulgaria vs. Denmark

C June 18 19:45 Italy vs. Sweden

D June 19 17:00 Latvia vs. Germany

D June 19 19:45 Holland vs. Czech Republic

A June 20 19:45 Russia vs. Greece

A June 20 19:45 Spain vs. Portugal

B June 21 19:45 Croatia vs. England

B June 21 19:45 Switzerland vs. France

C June 22 19:45 Denmark vs. Sweden

C June 22 19:45 Italy vs. Bulgaria

D June 23 19:45 Germany vs. Czech Republic

D June 23 19:45 Holland vs. Latvia

Q1 June 24 19:45 1A vs. 2B

Q2 June 25 19:45 1B vs. 2A

Q3 June 26 19:45 1C vs. 2D

Q4 June 27 19:45 1D vs. 2C

S1 June 30 19:45 Winner QF 1 vs. Winner QF 3

S2 July 01 19:45 Winner QF 2 vs. Winner QF 4

Fn July 04 19:45 Winner SF 1 vs. Winner SF 2




Q Quarter-final
S Semi-final
Fn Final


I'll try to guess who will be playing who in the later stage of the game when I have the time...meanwhile this is all I can do...

Didnt really have much happenings to blog about these days. Except fer things I cant share openly with you guys. I've got lotsa things inside me but I cant pour it out like this. Involves quite a few people and I dunno why life get more and more messy as you grow up. Arent things supposed to be clearer and straight forward? Why is it getting more and more confusing? We're speaking the same language yet we cant seems to understand the things we're trying to say. Weird...I wonder if sonar waves can get messages across easier. We should envy the animals.

Somethings for you people to ponder abit. Abstract from the flyingdance online story I've been reading and reading and reading. The dialogues are so fucking brilliant...

This Hello thing from picassa or watsoever is so dumb. Can only post one pic per blog and so if I wanna post 1000 pics I must fugging post 1000 times!! How fugging stupid can some developer get...anyway here's some brilliant shit our Zingaporean student wrote in their exams. Look at it on the brighter side...at least this bugger is fugging humorous, trying to humour his/her teacher while marking the damn boring paper.

Have you ever written something this brilliant during your exams?