Some of you might find this offensive and vulgar but what the heck, its all fer good fun only lar...So people, please dont gimme crap like I'm so uncultivated, vulgar and uncheebalised ya?

Kublai Khan Mongolian Buffet For You, Sir?

Lloyd says: tomorrow ai kee kublai khan jiak mai?
eMiLy says: i bo lui bao ang pao liaoz lei u intro me buffet ehehehhehzhzhzz
eMiLy says: damn ex rite
Lloyd says: oh ya...u tomorrow wedding dinner
Lloyd says: 20+ to 30 like tat lor
eMiLy says: orrr ex
Lloyd says: wah lanz...ya lor sibei ex the mongolian shit
Lloyd says: i must tell them i descendant of genghis khan
Lloyd says: my name is hor lang khan
Lloyd says: then wee u go with me i say u oso descendant of genghis khan
Lloyd says: ur name is kee hong khan
Lloyd says: then juno's name is hor gao khan
flux says: LOL

can u see the crack?











can see boh can see boh!??!?

Its really amazing how things can lead to personality change. Used to be easy for me to share woes and worries with friends but I realised recently that I'm no longer like that. I like to keep most things to myself and put on a fake front of being happy. Why am I behaving this way? The only explanation I can find is that...I was able to share things with friends in the past cos those are minor discomfort and most of the time I was truly happy. So much displease about life and I realised whatever help I'm getting is pretty limited. Thats about everything others can do to my life and there are alot of things they cant and dont wanna do to help. No worries...afterall there is this saying in chinese which mean everybody should just tend to their own shit. Pretty true...we must all learn to be independant and accept the least help from others. But still, we cant cope everything all by ourselves and a little help from others will still prove to be necessary. Lets all learn how to set priorities and identify situation where having aid is totally, absolutely, affirmatively ineludible.

Another nice song I wanna recommend you guys. Courtesy of Mel...

Feathers And Down
By Cardigans

So you're tryin' to do what they did
Your friends that turned to liquid
And got lost in a sea
And now you're drowning me
With your talk of four-leaf clovers
You turn to rocks and omen
To beat the ambient harm
That is bruising your karma

Oh I wish my arms were wider
I wish that I could hide you
So you could rest and repair
Without the blanket of sorrow
The thick and the grey
Your blanket of woe
Is so heavy and stained
And it only weighs you down

So you thought that getting sober
Would mean your life was over
I don't think it's that bad
I don't think it's that sad
Just you sleep a little, baby
Leave the world alone and later
If you wake up alive
That old blanket of sorrow
Could be feathers and down
Your blanket of woe
Would leave you alone
And I could love you 'til you drown

Come to me, let's drown
Come baby, let's drown
In feathers and down

Been listening to "Linger" over and over and over again lately. Wonderful song with nice lyrics and rhythm. If I have the chance to sing on stage, this will definitely be one of the song I wanna perform. Marvellous track...

Linger
By Cranberries

If you, if you could return,
Don't let it burn, Don't let it fade.
I'm sure I'm not being rude,
But it's just your attitude.
It's tearing me apart,
It's ruining ev'rything.

I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey, so did you.
So, why were you holding her hand?
Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time?
Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in~ so deep.
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger,ah ,ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to,
Do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong.
I was wrong.

If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in~ so deep.
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to,
Do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

I've got dickhead siblings they are so dickheaded that things coming out from their mouth is as good as pee can get. Simply "magnificent" people who call others brainless. *Clap clap* He so clever hor~ So clever then should know Xray films dont lie. I recover or not one xray film enough to tell it all. Whether I walk too often or go out too regularly have nothing to do with my fucking claims. The lawyer did advice me that pte eyes will be watching me to see if my injuries are genuine. Of fucking cos its genuine...I cant walk properly without that fucking stick so whether I go out or not, I HAVE YET TO FUCKING RECOVER UNDERSTAND YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. Whats there to lie about my injury? Fuck lor...nothing I can fake or lie..if its there meaning its there and you cant fake something GENUINE. When it is there then it is there what...whats wrong with this world?!?! Who the hell wanna fake something genuine? Oh fuck...this is so ridiculous...with all the dickheads around.

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[17:55] bacillus> anyone here know joanne ser?
[17:55] anyone> joanne ser is diana ser's sister right!
[17:56] bacillus> yah
[17:56] bacillus> u know her?
[17:56] anyone> of cos!
[17:56] bacillus> great...
[17:56] anyone> yap!
[17:57] bacillus> how do u find her?
[17:57] anyone> no idea...
[17:57] bacillus> thought u know her?
[17:57] anyone> ya...
[17:57] anyone> i know her
[17:57] anyone> but i didnt say she know me wat..
[17:58] bacillus> I got no idea tt diana ser sister is joanne ser
[17:58] bacillus> just heard from u, bro.
[17:58] anyone> then u yah just now
[17:58] bacillus> I believe u mah...
[17:59] anyone> i fart u tarek
[17:59] bacillus> wat is tarek?
[17:59] anyone> tarek means inhale deeply and let the smell linger in you for a long time
[17:59] bacillus> i see
[17:59] anyone> its u smell not u see

Another analytical test yet again....though I seldom write in the cursive manner...


For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lloyd has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Lloyd fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Lloyd has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Lloyd seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Lloyd seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Lloyd on a team, because Lloyd will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Lloyd if he is not careful.

Lloyd exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Lloyd allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Lloyd has a vivid imagination.

One way Lloyd punishes hisself is self directed sarcasm. He is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at hisself.

Lloyd is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lloyd basically feels good about hisself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach." He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Lloyd's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Lloyd slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project. He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lloyd can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Diplomacy is one of Lloyd's best attributes. He has the ability to say what others want to hear. He can have tact with others. He has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Lloyd can disagree without being disagreeable.

Lloyd will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

Lloyd is sensitive to criticism about his ideas and philosophies. He will sometimes worry what people will think if he tells them what he believes in. This doesn't mean he won't talk, or that he feels ashamed. It merely means he is sensitive to what others think, regarding his beliefs.

Lloyd is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. He feels emotional situations very strongly. He'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before him. Then, for some reason unknown to hisself, he will burn out emotionally. These moods swings can be very disturbing to him. Sometimes, he feels that he can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge his emotional batteries", he will spring back into action. Because Lloyd feels situations intensely, he relates easily to others' problems. If he is not careful, when he comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, he will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Lloyd reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. He may plan everything in detail before he even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through. Lloyd has a strong need for affection. He thrives on touching and being touched. Lloyd desires being told that he is loved, every day. He enjoys being the center of attention. He loves attention, sometimes he even retells stories that got him attention earlier. Lloyd has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because he relates so well to other people. He likes expressing how he feels, what he is doing, and what he plans to do. He is a people person. He will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive him insane.)

People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Lloyd has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Lloyd also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then he will deny he is the life of the party, because fear has overcome his natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. he is a people person.

Lloyd has a desire for attention. People around Lloyd will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character.

Life's so monotonous. Its so monotonous when there are so many things you dont wanna be bothered with. Why bother? So that you can have things to do everyday? I'm so sick of everything. Can you handle the truth? Of cos I can...its not a matter of can or cannot but want or don't want. Don't test my limit. I'll be the one to have the last laugh. I'm talking to myself again...this is how boring life can get. Congratulation...well done...brilliant....superb....excellent....I'll get back to you soon...xie xie wo chi bao le...

testing this new shit call photo bucket...









This shit is brilliant!! And I've just realised that the pics I took with my GD88 can be uploaded into my laptop via irda hurhur...tried doing that in the past but failed so I thought this couldnt be done. Anyway this irda thing sometimes siao siao one...sometimes can sometimes cannot...so if you guys wanna see more pics from my blog, better keep your fingers crossed..