Wow...its been a week ever since i last blogged. Not tat i've got nothing to rant abt, i've got tons. But i'm beginning to be branded a "whiner" so i guess i'll have to stop ranting fer a while. And the results? Nothing to blog about hahaha....i guess mah life's fulla angers and complains and such. Not that i want to, it just happened so. Come to think about it, its pathetic to have a life fulla complains and angers. It simply means that i've got nothing i enjoy doing. Not really so. I feel rejuvenated whenever Lead GuitarLeLe brings me out fer an acoustic session. I feel energized each and everytime i'm outside. I just cant stand facing walls, walls and more walls all day long. I guess i'm someone who yearn fer lotsa space to spread mah wings. Now i'm beginning to understand how the birds feel locked up in a cage. Why give us wings when u cant spread and fly in the first place? There must be a reason for everything that's given to u, its not there just fer just some superficial reasons. Spread ur wings and soar in the bright blue sky~ It might be a little dark and windy at times, but that wont stop me from reaching to greater heights! Heh...wat crap, cant even move around freely now, yet toking abt soaring in the sky...the song i'm listening to now is making me melancholy once again. Mah feelings fer songs are acute. Wat song? Jamiroquai's Picture of My Life, courtesy of cutie June.

So wat have i accomplished this CNY? Nothing much i guess....its my first CNY i didnt get to gamble since i know how to. Not that i'm a fanatic gambler but CNY without gambling is like Xmas without the turkeys. I miss playing mahjong with mah friends though i hate stacking the tiles. Its the company and the things tok abt during the game thats making it so unforgettable. Feel so relaxed even though i end up being the loser most of the time. Nothing special abt this CNY other than i'm out more often than i use to be. Been to further places other than just Yishun and Sembawang, but the things i do are still the same. Drink coffee. Much like having the same crap in different toiletbowls. Hahaha...wat to do? Thats about all i can do now in this current state. Anyway i dont feel like doing anything else with the crowds. Dont wanna invite those curious looks from pple. Anyway puffing away and siping kopi with friends is more than i ever asked fer. Guess i'll stop here. The more i write the more i'm gonna need a puff....till then...