Why must people comment so much about something when they are not gonna get involved? Why is it so hard to get a simple answer out from a simple question? Tell me why? Anybody know why?

I dedicate this song specially to backside aka kennyboi. Its " Nirvana - The Man Who Lost His Underwear ". I hope he can recover from his shame soon...God Bless.



In case you dunno whats with Wolverhampton and Man Utd...here's the story...

First day of chinese new year and its so goddamn bored. No one came and we didnt go visit anybody. I reckon if you gonna visit someone only once a year you might as well dont visit them at all. Why? You try to show them you still remember them and they matters to you? Ok lar...maybe thats kinda extreme. Actually this not wanting to go visit my relatives boils down to one reason. I'm lazy. Anyway never visit them during chinese new year since I turned 15. I dont wanna go pay them a visit just because of the angbao. I wanna go there when I feel like I really miss them and feel like seeing them, just like the other day at Suntec. Got to see a few that I haven't seen for quite sometime and I'm glad I went. So who are the people I feel like and feel comfortable seeing? Hmm...Zero. Those I wanna see I've already seen them so theres none I miss seeing and talking to now. I guess I'm gonna spend my cny at coffeeshops if possible. At least can sioz all I want. Am really tired these days so no more bbq or mahjong for the time being. I just wanna slack. Like I haven't slack enough..fuck...

Is chinese new year really such a big fuck thing? My mom can be busy preparing this day for weeks! The whole family is so busy for this day. Fuck...I hate all this shit. Really got so many things to do meh? Everyone seems so busy doing this and that. If you do abit day by day you wont need to do so much shit today. Fuck rite? Save the best for today? Abit cock isnt it? Or is it a custom to be real busy today? Come on, its only a reunion dinner. Old stuffs no matter how you wipe or repair its still old stuffs, it can never be new so whats will all the wiping and repairing on the last day of the lunar year? I just dont understand how people function at times. Really got so busy meh? Fuck...I hate cny ever since 15...never once love it from what I remember. Fucking festival...

Truthfully, I dont really like Chinese New Year. All those cleaning, packing, throwing away stuffs are driving me nuts. Chinese love to buy things they won't be using just to throw them away at a later date. What's the point? Buy stuffs that you're going to use immediately and you'll save alot on unnecessary items. I know somethings you need to buy beforehand incase of breakdown like fluorescent lamp but bowls, cups, chopstick, spoon, sugar, salt, rice, chilies, ketchups? Not really mah...I'm sure you can survive one meal without all those. Can always wait till next day and get them from NTUC or your nearest mamashop. You don't always break your bowls or cups everyday, so whats the keeping it for rainy days for? I dont see how rainy it can get just because you're short of one bowl or cup or one pair of chopstick or one spoon. Why get all those stuffs you might not be using for a long time for? Sigh...perhaps my folks been thru the most chaotic years Zingapore have and they are wary of how things are gonna become. Thats how they develope this "saving things for rainy days" mindset. The whole house is a mess with all this thing. So many cupboards with clothes you dont get to wear even once a year. How would I like my place to be next time? Lemme just put them down in point form so that I can look back at this post once I have my own apartment...

1) Knock down all the walls. I hate partitions.
2) No cupboards. Just those kinda clothes hanging thing you see in boutiques.
3) No bed, just mattress will do. I'm kinda used to sleeping on the floor without any boundaries.
4) Definitely no fishtank and/or pets of any kind. (I hope)
5) Wooden couch. Its such a pain changing all those what you call them? Clothings for the tee lum?
6) No altar or idol of anykind.
7) I'll strictly adopt to the "you only buy em when you need em" concept around the house. No storing of item you might be using them in near future.

I think this would keep the place neat and tidy most of the time. Packing things are such a pain....fuck man...

I've been waking up really early these days. For the past few days I've been waking up 7+ 8+ in the morning. No, I didnt sleep real early but as usual, 3-4am. I wonder if theres anything to do with getting old. Turning 30 this, and still good for nothing hahahaha....wat the fuck. Doesn't matter, I believe I'm made for the big occasion and I'll be brewing something big once all this shit I'm going thru is being flushed down the toiletbowl.

Talked to Yap a couple of days ago about the kinda life we're searching for. Actually we've been on this topic for a couple of times but I didn't really penned it down here. Talked to my si mei the other day about it again and I realise all this sitting around has definitely took the dynamic me away. All I want now is a layback life with just enough to make ends meet. I dont need to have big house, posh car, rolex watch, Hugo Boss suits, 34" plasma tv, gibson Dove(if possible I'd still like to own one hehe..) or whatsoever thats gonna satisfy your hunger for materialistic desires. As long as I'm enjoying the remaining days I have, dont really have to be alot, I'd die contended. Some people make themselves happy by being successful in life, and having lotsa things to show off their status, but thats their satisfaction. I don't have to be like them since those are not the things I want in life. I used a great(I think so) analogy to bring out my point. I said, "Life is just like a custom made guitar. Different people want their guitars to customise to their own liking. Some might like to use certain humbucker brand whereas some love using one with tremolo arm and you think the guitar sound great when they are playing it. If I were to give you their customised guitar and want you to play your most familiar tune, you wont play it as well as using your own customise guitar. And the reasons why is because its not being tune to your liking. Likewise if someone were to use your guitar and play their favourite tune, they couldn't produce the same kinda music using their own. So why are you trying to lead someone elses life just because they look good in it? Answer to your own needs, not trying to fit yourself into someone's lifestyle. You might realise all that you work for just to be like someone is not worthy at all in the end." Of cos, this might sound crappy to you or it might sound a little passive to some. Those who doesnt play guitar might not even know whats a tremolo arm. The whole idea is just making yourself happy and be contended with whatever you have. Life's a bitch, you'll never know when those things you have is gonna be taken away from you. But that doesnt mean you dont work hard to get it, you still do, but try not to hold on to something too tight. Try not to own something you're afraid of losing it. Fuck this preaching is making me sick hahahaha....I hate to preach and I preach without even knowing. Just sharing ok just sharing. Anyway not much people read such long passages. Most people are more interested looking at pictures than read words. What the heck...I guess I've bitched enough and theres nothing more to bitch so adieus amigoes. Gracias for reading.

NEXT TIME MAKE SURE YOUR GIRLFRIEND BUY SOMETHING SHE FUCKING KNOW HOW TO PUT HERSELF IN!!!!



This is absurd....

I'm still so sleepy after napping fer 2 hours...I think I need to go freshen up abit. Nice cool weather by the way....

Something hilarious pictures to freshen up your day abit...





























Are your jaws aching from all those laughing yet? Hahaha....

Disclaimer: I DID NOT create these pictures, i'm just hosting it. NONE OF THESE ARE MINE. I do find them very very funny and the person who made these pictures is very talented.

The end is the beginning is the end, just like the beginning is the end is the beginning. Everything that has a beginning, has an end. And when you are at the end of one road, its actually the beginning of another road. The temporary rest is for the longer road you gonna walk in the future. I'm not Nostradamus who can predict the future nor I'm The Almighty who knows everything and anything. I'm just the Oracle who believes in what I believe. I just believe things will only get better.

We've come a long long way together~
Through the hard times and the good~
I have to celebrate you baby~
I have to praise you like I should~

- FatBoySlim aka Norman Cook, Praise You

Fatboyslim was with me during my wonder years. I love all the songs in his "You've come a long way, baby". Remember how I dance to his "Rockerfella Skank" and how I hallucinate with his "Right Here Right Now". Bought his same CD twice and still I managed to lose em both. Now whats left with me are the memories of yesteryears and yesterlove. 2004, lets hope its gonna be alot more better than 2003 and 2002. Its time for the best to come.

Ok...I must explain things again before I post the next entry. Songka = Jiu Song = wake = funeral = places most pple would wanna avoid. Anyway, on a usual day, some people will go around in IRC asking pple for lunch, dinner, supper, drink coffee, watch movie, play with sun sand and sea, etc etc. This is what I saw this morning....

[10:10] *** Joins: yrtsimek (Manics@cm16.gamma43.maxonline.com.sg)
[10:10] *** Evil-Bot sets mode: +v yrtsimek
[10:12] anyone> Listening to Oldies - Johnny B Good™
[10:12] * Way[Way] gg songka soon..who wanna come along?
[10:12] yrtsimek> wats songka?
[10:12] Way[Way]> jiu song
[10:12] Evil-Bot> Check Out the Channel Website at http://www.singapore20plus.org
[10:12] *** Quits: Way[Way] (Quit ())
[10:13] anyone> cb
[10:13] anyone> jiu song oso jio
[10:13] anyone> go jiu song oso can jio can u believe that yrtsimek?
[10:13] yrtsimek> hahaha maybe jio go there play chor dai dee
[10:13] anyone> jio go cheong jio go lim kopi jio go watch movie now jio jiu song
[10:13] anyone> next time i think wanna commit suicide oso wanna jio commit together....all the siao lang..

Happy new year pull your ear!! Yay!! Ok....new year wasnt really happy cos I lost $2.50 over mahjong. Ya, thats right, its two dollars and fifty cents only. After 10 hours of gruelling hand and mind exercise, I managed to lose $2.50. Lwee mm see pai tan meh~ But I'm quite fortunate cos at one point of time, I was losing over $100~! Ok la...managed to win back whatever I've lost in the end. Three overnight mahjong sessions within a week is too much for me to handle. I guess I'll have to find other things to do other than just playing mahjong. But what?!?!!?! I'll know when the time comes....its was still pretty fun playing mahjong though hehehehe....

I'm still kinda groggy now so I guess I'll stop blogging for the time being. And here's my latest pic for those who seldom get to see me...heheh...I think I'm quite cute hor? Wadaya think? Selling for $200...any takers?