Humans like to ask why this why that. "Why you doing this? Why are we going there? Why you ask him along?" Actually its a good thing to ask "why?". Why is that so? Because we might've missed out something during planning. These "why people" could've point out where you might have missed. So is this what we call "participating in decision making"? Or do we call this "trying to act interested by asking the redundant"? Whichever it is I think you guys doesnt care much if you encounter this kinda questions occasionally. I just hate to explain things to people and whenever some people ask me the "whys" I'd get really annoyed. So I try not to organise anything or make any decisions fer others. They can then keep those "whys" for themselves or others. Refrain from asking me "why" whenever you're talking to me next time, I really appreciate that.

Suede - By The Sea

She can walk out anytime, anytime she wants to walk out, that's fine,
She can walk out anytime, anytime she feels that life has passed her by,
And when I start my new life I won't touch the ground,
I'm gonna try hard this time not to touch the ground.

He can walk out anytime, anytime he wants to walk out, that's fine,
He can walk out anytime, across the sand, into the sea, into the brine,
And when I start my new life I won't touch the ground,
I'm gonna try hard this time not to touch the ground.

So we sold the car and quit the job
and shook some hands and wiped the make-up right off,
And we said our good-byes to the bank
left Seven Sisters for a room in a seaside shack,
And when I start my new life I won't touch the ground,
I'm gonna try hard this time not to touch the ground?

...it's by the sea we'll breed
...into the sea we'll bleed...

Havent blog fer quite sometime. its not that I've got nothing to pen down, I'm just too lazy doing it. Everyday seems like yesterday. I woke up, chit chat in IRC with people that matters and people that I don't give a fuck to and place my bet in Asianbookie. Surf a little and read some blog. After that, I'll make my way out of the house by mid or late noon to meet up some friends. Its either Bedok or just Yishun/Sembawang. Will be home by 12am to avoid midnight charge and nags from mom. Log in to chit chat with people that matters and people that I don't give a fuck to again. Log out to watch soccer till 6 in the morning. Sleep and got up by 12 to get my first puff, and perhaps, the last puff of the day. And the same shit repeats itself over and over again. Monotonous life it seems, and it really is. The only place I can find excitement is in IRC. I would find someone to argue with, just to enjoy that pleasure of someone being pissed at the things I've said. Sadist? Maybe, I don't fucking care. Sometimes I would quarrel with certain friends too, just because I feel like I'm being taken for granted. Difficult? I don't give a fuck either. Some people are dispensible, infact most of them are. Who the hell need these people to be around to take you for granted? Certainly not me. I'm not trying to be difficult with them, but I really appreciate it if they wouldn't treat me like any Tom Dick or Harry you met in IRC. I'm not just your everyday Joe, John or Jason. If you treat me like one I'll certainly be one. Fuck you and your so call theories/principles, you can shove it up your ass for all I care. Don't gimme your fucking crap, I dont fuck care how you look at things. I know I have a choice and I definitely try to accomodate you because I wanna accomodate to you. No whys whats wheres whens or whatsoever fuck. You will think since its my choice then I have to be responsible to it. Ya, I've taking my responsibilities and decides to stop giving this privilege. Whats the big fucking deal? Since Tom Dick or Harry showed up almost every now and then.

Alright, I've finished bitching. Good night and don't come ask me about this post, I'll tell you what this post is all about now. ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS SO PLEASE GO MIND YOUR OWN. Thanks.

There are soccer matches to watch this whole freaking week at 3+am can you believe it? I'm so freaking shack from all these soccer watching but when I lie down I can't seems to fall asleep. Nevermind, I'll just see how things go...

K Siao Si Boh~

[14:15] ahmoi> maybe just go toa payoh.. go visit grandma
[14:16] FlyinDanc> oh
[14:17] FlyinDanc> whole family go ar?
[14:17] FlyinDanc> can i go visit grandma with u?
[14:17] ahmoi> think so..except my dad
[14:17] FlyinDanc> ok
[14:17] FlyinDanc> can i come along?
[14:17] FlyinDanc> i wanna visit grandma too
[14:17] ahmoi> where ya grandma stay
[14:18] FlyinDanc> ......
[14:18] FlyinDanc> my grandma stay 6 feet under...
[14:18] FlyinDanc> i wanna visit ur grandma lar

Weird feeling I'm having....abit of thing will get me really cranked up. Haven't felt like this fer quite sometime since I'm almost always busy with Mahjong and soccer. Is this what they call Pre-Menstral Syndrome? No fucking way! How can a guy get PMS? But I dont mind comparing my mood now as to having PMS cos I certainly am behaving that way. I cannot handle what people talk about compared to normal days. A little joke will seem like they are insulting me till damn jialat, and I'll retaliate till they kanna quite jialat from me as well. Is it better if I stay out of IRC when I'm having this kinda mood? I tried to watch abit of tv after taking my shower but I doze off instead. Woke up, thought this feeling was gone but after a series of tests its proven that its here to stay, at least fer the moment. I cant sleep early for I'll wake up in the middle of the night like 4-5am. Oh help help help~ I'm still suffering from depression I guess. Might take sometime to fully recover...

Just when you thought you've met the dumbest person on earth, in came another fucking stupid goonz. Baka^Gerz was chatting with me when this stupid icehappy private message her and ask her a question. Baka^Gerz dont even have a bf~ Baka^Gerz show me their conversation and so I instigate Baka^Gerz how she should reply....below is the conversation, uncensored....

[16:23] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> u got married liao si bo
[16:29] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> hello

(so I ask Baka^Gerz to tell icehappy something she dunno)

[16:29] anyone> say u r 3 mths pregnant leow
[16:29] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> im 3 month preg liao
[16:29] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> marrried more than half a yr liaoi
[16:29] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> wah
[16:30] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> wah
[16:30] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> so tat person is really michelin (michelin is the nick of an irc chatter)

(I ask Baka^Gerz to tell icehappy another thing she dunno)

[16:30] anyone> tell her not michelin
[16:31] anyone> tell her his name bridgestone
[16:34] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> no its bridgestone
[16:34] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> y lehz
[16:34] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> u like michelin huhz??
[16:34] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> u mean u change bf ar
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> then u got married to bridgestone ar
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> this one is shot gun ar
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> no lahz
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> den
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> i marrried more than half a yr
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> kk
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> married liao then pregnant wat...3 months into marriage and got pregnant?
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> okie lor
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> then bridgestone u go how long then u get married to him
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> so fast
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> icehappy> shi mei get married earlier than shi jie
[16:35] BaKa^Gerz> BaKa^Gerz> by the tine shi jie get married, shi mei oledi join er mei pai become ni gu..

How dumb can one get? Sigh.....

P/S : Michelin and Bridgestone are both tyres brand.

[23:24] hisa> eh we go jiak bakut teh
[23:24] hisa> jus now i wan li
[23:24] hisa> my family dun wan
[23:24] hisa> sigh
[23:25] anyone> becos they fang shen pigs izzit?
[23:25] anyone> u know u fang shen the animal u cannot eat their meat ever again
[23:25] hisa> ic
[23:25] fatmofo> what is fangshen?
[23:25] anyone> set free
[23:25] fatmofo> oh
[23:25] anyone> pang seh
[23:25] fatmofo> where to set free sia?
[23:26] anyone> go temple set free lor
[23:26] anyone> hisa ur family set free pigs before?
[23:26] hisa> .......
[23:26] anyone> last time i set free tortise
[23:26] anyone> so i cannot eat tortise
[23:26] anyone> or rather turtle
[23:26] hisa> u set free luohan fish
[23:26] anyone> ya
[23:26] anyone> tats why i cannot eat luohan fish
[23:26] anyone> if i eat my head will grow one turban
[23:26] hisa> u very lame leh..
[23:27] anyone> lame good...becos tee gong tia lame lang...
[23:26] hisa> ......jibye....

I'm really bored with nothing to do so I edited something for you guys to laugh about. Its bored to be not chatting but being online...and this is how bored I can get...



Picture was crudely edited I know but thats the best I can do...you know...I dont have professional training of any kind and I've already gave my best and I've got no regrets at all. Thanks.

Due to overwhelming response I decided to take down the picture that has Linus in it. He complain to me saying that the girls commented that he look like a chiko peh. To protect his interest of being the Cassonova in every girl's heart, I'll have to remove it. For those who missed seeing how Cassonova used to be a chiko peh, can always come get the link of the picture from me. Thanks for your attentions.

Eh remember theres this spot the difference thing in Sesame Street? They show you 4 kids doing things then 3 of them doing the same kind and you need to point the odd one out...remember? Ok...now its your turn to tell me which one is the odd one out...please write your answer together with your name, NRIC number, handphone number and address in the comment column. The one who guess correctly will get to eat crab with me~ Please participate early and winner will be notified by post. Heres the picture~





Have you guess correctly which one is the odd one out? Izzit BUBU, BIBI, BABA or BOBO?

Hey Zingapore~ Its A Lame Fucking Tuesday Night~

[23:45] anyone> hey jo i tell u a secret
[23:45] anyone> u promise u wont tell anybody
[23:45] boxcar> k
[23:46] anyone> u sompa first
[23:46] boxcar> ?
[23:46] anyone> say u wont tell anybody
[23:46] boxcar> y
[23:46] boxcar> tell wat
[23:46] anyone> must sompa la
[23:46] boxcar> u haven say
[23:46] boxcar> okok
[23:46] anyone> else how can i trust u
[23:46] anyone> u must sompa first to increase my trust
[23:46] anyone> if not later u go tell er jie
[23:46] anyone> u wat shit oso tell her
[23:46] boxcar> som pa
[23:46] anyone> ok
[23:47] anyone> ok the secret is....
[23:47] *** boxcar is now known as arnigu
[23:47] anyone> i always dig nose leow i stick the noseshit under the table then now underneath my table full of noseshit kaoz!!
[23:47] arnigu> ......
[23:47] arnigu> DOHZ!!!!!!
[23:47] anyone> cannot tell er jie ok!!!
[23:47] arnigu> stupid idiot....

Period.

[00:07] arnigu> anyway, where is my " I am SAM" Disc???
[00:07] anyone> "i am SAM" disc is in indonesia
[00:07] arnigu> Y???????
[00:07] anyone> follow Minarni go back indonesia leow
[00:07] arnigu> i onli got 1 copy
[00:07] arnigu> i onli got 1 copy
[00:07] arnigu> i onli got 1 copy
[00:07] arnigu> i onli got 1 copy
[00:07] arnigu> i onli got 1 copy
[00:07] arnigu> i onli got 1 copy
[00:07] anyone> wait till she come back lor
[00:07] arnigu> 2 disc....
[00:08] arnigu> k
[00:08] arnigu> when will she be back?
[00:08] anyone> she said she will be coming back for XMAS this year
[00:08] arnigu> ...
[00:08] arnigu> SO LONG
[00:08] arnigu> arnigu!
[00:08] anyone> haahhahahhahhaahhhahahhahahhahaahahahahha
[00:08] arnigu> walau
[00:08] arnigu> so stupid
[00:09] * arnigu slaps anyone around a bit with a large trout
[00:09] * arnigu slaps anyone around a bit with a large trout
[00:09] * arnigu slaps anyone around a bit with a large trout
[00:09] * arnigu slaps anyone around a bit with a large trout
[00:09] anyone> its in my drawer la!!

Note: Minarni is my ex Indonesian gf, she's the one who wanted
to watch tat "I am Sam" show...she has return to Indonesia
for the time being.

Why People Always Think They're Damn Good?

[14:15] anyone> so hows life over in oz backside?
[14:15] anyone> good?
[14:16] anyone> laid any charboh?
[14:29] IamNOTin> no charbor
[14:29] IamNOTin> ppl damn tao
[14:29] IamNOTin> and i very busy
[14:29] IamNOTin> haiz
[14:31] anyone> oh
[14:31] anyone> damn tao eh?
[14:31] anyone> no sg society for u to join? hehe
[14:34] IamNOTin> erm
[14:34] IamNOTin> actually haf eh
[14:34] IamNOTin> but i dunno whether wanna join
[14:35] anyone> join la
[14:35] anyone> but hey
[14:35] anyone> wadaya know?
[14:35] anyone> u anti social bastard so i guess join or not makes no diff
[14:35] IamNOTin> ......
[14:35] IamNOTin> anyway ppl there like not very chio
[14:35] anyone> ya
[14:36] anyone> tats why u're a bastard
[14:36] anyone> u tot u damn handsome but actually u oso abit taiko
[14:40] IamNOTin> wtf?
[14:40] IamNOTin> what abit taiko
[14:40] anyone> taiko=lost form
[14:40] IamNOTin> fuck u bird
[14:47] IamNOTin> what lost form?????
[14:48] anyone> see u only wat form oso lost
[14:49] anyone> like now arsenal in winning form....but once they saw you they tio chua and forget to raise their hands and shout "OFFSIDE!!" then end up let robbie keane score...even the linesmen forget to raise his flag after seeing u...

P.S IamNOTin is supposingly the "Guitar God".

Singapore was flooded yesterday after raining non-stop for hours~ Kinda miss the time when I was still staying at Bendemeer. My place was at ground level so whenever it rain non-stop for hours my place will start to flood. Headache for the grownups but its play time for us hehe....few days later there would be tapoles among puddles of water hidden beneath bushes nearby my place. Its been 21 years since I moved here. Till this date, that piece of land is still undeveloped. Why chase us away in the first place? Would I still be the person I am now if we weren't chased by Gahment? Things would be so different...so so different...

Well, I'm gonna become normal again in 3-6 months time, so what its gonna be next? I've been lying in bed last night, thinking about it till 7am this morning. Now the big question is, "Whats the first thing I wanna do once I regain the ability to walk again?". I've got so many shit I wanna do that I haven't been able to do for the past two years. After much consideration, I finally decided about the thing I wanted to do most~ And that's playing pool/snooker~ Yeah~ Been wanting to play pool/snooker so much that I tried playing it despite being on wheelchair. Its was so frustrated when its so hard for you to move around just to get one cue in. Certain ball you can't hit just because of your disability, and its even more frustrating when everyone is looking at you in awe(or should I say in disbelieve eyes?). They look at you as if they're saying,"Hey! What the hell is a person in wheelchair doing here?". Of course you might say I'm overreacting but until you been there yourself you wouldn't know how it feels. But of course all these shit will be place behind me and I'll start to move on once again. Its time to soar high and tell everyone I'm made for the big occasion! But frankly speaking, I kinda enjoy the layback life I'm leading now, except for the occasional mood swing just because I'm stuck at home all day. But staying in this state forever? HELL NO~ I rather have the option to choose what kinda life I wanna lead each day. I wanna be able to do whatever I feel like and wish to do. I wanna regain the control of myself and not handing it over to fate. Fuck fate...theres no such thing as fated, only the weak minded will succumb to something they named it "FATE" Get a grip fuckers, for theres no one planning what you should be doing to your life, only you and yourself....

Motherfucking imagestation finally dont lemme host anymore pix~ But I've found another hosting site hahahhaa!! I'm the MAN~

I've recieved some good news from the docs on Tuesday's review~ He said my thigh bone is finally joining up and I'm expected to be up and walking in 3-6 months time~ Fucking finally there's some improvement~! Alright man~ I'm happy of cos but somehow I'm not really that ecstatic about it....mainly because I expect this to come. I believe I'm gonna get well one day so when that day really came, I'm just happy that I'm right about it all along. Its a funny feeling when the doc told me its recovering finally. I didnt really rejoice much, only anxious to ask him how long izzit gonna take for me to start walking normally again. So now I gotta think what I wanna do once I walk again. I'm gonna go on a tour thats what I'm gonna do. After that I'll have to think of what am I gonna do with my life. Life is smiling at me again, so when are yours gonna smile at you too? Have faith Yap, for that is all you need to get well. Think positively and victory will be yours. I'm the best example...

Good Morning Zingapore~ Its YET Another Lame Fucking Day~

Hannah (11:16 AM) : i dreamt of caterpilla last nite...scary ar

anyone (11:16 AM) : oh...why scary? i face caterpillar everyday

Hannah (11:17 AM) : i scared of worms mah

anyone (11:17 AM) : scared of worms then next time how to get married~

anyone (11:18 AM) : then ur husband take off pants then u see worm u take baygone and spray how?

Hannah (11:18 AM) : ....

Good Morning Zingapore~ Its Another Lame Fucking Day~

Hannah (7:38 AM) : wah u so early?

anyone (7:38 AM) : ya lor....early worm give bird catch

Hannah (7:39 AM) : heee...i really saw a worm in my bathroom wall jus now

anyone (7:40 AM) : i see a worm in my bathroom too whenever i go for showers

Hannah (7:41 AM) : ...