I kinda expect how things gonna turn out to be but i still get disappointed with it when it really turn out the way i expected. Hmm...dont get me? Like u kinda casually ask someone to help u get something, normally u will expect them to totally forget abt it after a couple of days. But days later u ask them again and they really forgotten about it. Then u feel so disappointed with them even though u expect them to forget. You are actually contradicting with urself in this situation. Though u already expect them to forget, deep inside u r still hoping that they would remember. Though u keep telling urself, "aiyah, expected leow lar..." U are only trying to console urself. Why wanna console urself when u oledi expect tat to happen? Contradicting urself la...u silly ass. Ya ya...no bad feelings about it. Its just a normal thing if u'd observe ur everyday life closer. No worries, without it, life wouldnt be life anymore. Its so common tat we seems to neglect it...