I'm quite amazed with the speed that pple got dumped, hitched and married. Once awhile i'll recieve news like who and who broke up, who and who got together and who and who got married. The divorced rate remains at zero since most of them just got married, and i wish it stays at zero. I wonder if i'm fine now, with the ability to go for dates, will i experience these things so often too. Well, most likely i suppose. Since i'm like wat they say, a social butterfly. But its not i dont wanna hold on to the relationship. Once i feel that i've try to make things work and they dont, i'd just give up. Anyway, when u got the news of pple getting hitched and married, u'll somehow feel lonely and things like that. Maybe not for those who got plenty of things to do, but i certainly feel so since i've got nothing to do now. Life is pretty mundane and dull right now and i'm still pondering how to submit my income tax, been on my mind fer quite awhile. Gotta get it done by 15th of Apr. Most likely will ask my previous accountant to fill it up fer me, dont have the slightest idea wats the figure's like. Everything is in a mess. Was never good in housekeeping in the first place, things were not documented properly.


I turn my friend down this morning. Not ready to take up his proposal, yet. Its gonna be difficult fer me to get things done when moving abt in the house is such a dreaded thing to do now. Will try to keep things as wat it is, at least fer now. I'm very particular abt moving ard in this darn wheelchair. ITS SO INCONVENIENT. As long as its gonna make me feel troublesome doing things with this stupid rolls royce, i'm gonna say no. Dont wanna make others troublesome too...i hate to be dependant on others....hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it........