22 January 2003

I slept at 0600 and wakes up at 1030. I think i'll go back to sleep later on, most likely. Why i wake up that early u might think. I could have sleep till 2-3pm or later, like wat i usually does in the past. All becos i need to do something sacred when i'm left alone at home. "Wanking perhaps?", u said, with a grin across ur face. You just think watever u want ya? Anyway i think i've lost that prowess i had a decade back. The ability to sing, the ability to charm pple with mah voice. Was at Seletar Reservoir again last nite and this time, there's an audience. No fancy lightings, no fireworks, no sub woofer, no screaming crowds and no rotating or rising stage. All was all but 2 friends. Lead Guitarlele playing the guitar as usual, Forever Rolling Dice listens on. We did a few songs as usual, cept that this time, its those lovey dovey songs. We sorta restrained ourselves from getting out of hand since there's an audience. I was far from mah usual self last nite, maybe due to that shock i recieved while playing mah beloved 'Winning Eleven 6'. Or maybe i'm just tired. I seems to be straying away from the topic i wanna touch on. Ya, i lost mah prowess. I seems to be having problems reaching that kinda pitch i use to reach at ease. I sound like a toad, croaking after tat "showers are expect over a few areas with temperature ranging from 26 to 30 degrees", hoping to mate in the cool, moist weather. Its just so different, till i cant tell wats the difference. You just feel that something is amiss. I guess its due to excessive smoking, again. But i dont really miss that prowess i use to have, i'll just let it be i guess. Nothing to feel pity about, its just voices i lost. Most pple in this world cant really sing, i'll just join the ranks i suppose.

My mom's watching this taiwanese variety show again. Zzz....and ya, they are interviewing this group call 5566. More Zzz....Numbers seems to be the in thing now, with bands and gangs naming themselve that like this 5566, blink182, F4. Back then, theres this noctorious group of pple calling themselves 2408369. Wonder wat it actually means, looks like some numbers to dial when u feel like eating lor mai gai or soi gao that sort of stuffs. Dimsum Delivery Hotline that is. Anyway toking about this 5566, i think they r pathetic. All along i tot that when u form a band, its becos u pple share the common interest. You like the same kinda songs, same kinda tunes, same kinda music instinct. Maybe their's not consider as a band, but a group. The way it appears might be different, but the concept remains the same. I think these guys are put together by the record company to get the dough. Its not like the 5 of them goes to this record company together. They were hand picked by this record company, put together and sell it to the consumers, mainly superficial foolish gals.Oh please, i just dont think 5 "good looking" guys would share the same genre. Its just a marketing strategy, a way to earn some quick bux. When they sing something that pple think its nice, they get the credit. I pity the song writer, they are the forgotten bunch. Though their names were mentioned in the album, most would just ignore it, or its just too small to notice. Sigh....i dunno wat i'm toking leow..i guess i'll just stop.

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