Just finish watching this i-dunno-wat-you-call-that on the internet. Its one of those typical modern day love story between 2 person, with a nice ending. You can catch it at http://cw3.so-net.net.tw/techfun/kokoro if u think u can understand simple chinese. Anyway, for those who dun understand abit of chinese, get someone who knows chinese to decipher fer ya. Quite extraordinary the way the guy became crippled, but i guess thats the twist every love story has. I'm not really move by the story but somehow, it got me wonder. How often do we make decisions for others? As in wat they like and wat they dont. We always decide for them wats best for them, but izzit the best for them? I think some pple will know wats the best for them, whereas other wont. The thing here is to stop making decisions fer others, even though u think it'll be the best for them. Let them decide themselves, u'll never know wat they want even if u crack ur brains. Quite contradicting to wat i wrote earlier on, but i guess i'm human afterall...


Feeling melancholy for the past few days, due to the upcoming chinese fugging new year. Weird rite? Beats me...i just dont understand the hassle everybody's going thru just for a day that marks a new year on the lunar calender. To me, its just another day, another same old fugging day. No surprises, no thrills and spills, no nothing. Just being there watching time slips by and doing nothing. I could have accomplished more i guess, but then again, u'll never know. There's so many questions left unanswered, so many things left unaccomplished, so many wishes left unfulfilled. Pple said its due to the boredom staying indoor fer too long, thats why all the complains and whines and such. But how often do u get time like these to actually think of these things? Not much i guess. I use to wake up each morning with just enuff time to rush to work. After work its all about enjoyment and enjoyment, occasionally quarrels and arguments, which spoil the rest of the day. Then, got back home and its rest time again. Next day, the whole cycle repeats itself. Time for some thoughts? Maybe when u're crapping away, u think of something. But right after u finish crapping, all the thoughts made were flushed away with those crap to make the awesome Jamban Juices. Bottom line is? You aint got time to sit back and give alot of things some thoughts. Ignorance is a bliss? Ya right, thats for the weak minded. You are nowhere better than Ah Meng if u should think that way, if not worse. Give yourself sometime to think about things, maybe u'll rediscover a whole new chapter in ur life....but try not to think too pessimistically like i do, though...