I dunno why i feel so sleepy all of a sudden...zzzz....maybe its becos i'm doing nothing....anyway tis the last day of the boring like shit, suay like spider, stinks like the pua hum, disgusting like the A-hole, boh idea yr 2002. Wats ur wish for yr 2003? My wish use to be able to slim down, but after all these yrs, this wish seems to be too much to ask for. So this yr, i wish for something different. All i wish for yr 2003 is to be able to fly like a butterfly and sting like a bee once again~ So wats your fucking new yr wish? Ah.....dont really care a fuck oso...not like i can fulfill ur wish even if i know....zzzz...i'm still sleepy...oh ya....Happy Fucking New Year to u peeps out there....enjoy the fuck for those couples and enjoy the loneliness for those single. Dont pretend lar....u wanna get a new year fuck too rite? Ya me too...why not? A fuck on new year eve is much much more economic than spending $$ outside and getting squeeze till u go crazy. Ya rite...like i care.....Zzz....this is one boring new year eve.....

Suddenly i feel like writing a song....not an original but altered to suit my current state....its call "I Remember Liew" by "Skid On The Road". Here how it goes...

I Remember Liew

Woke up hear the sound of pouring rain,
The wind would whisper and i go "Hong Gan" Liew.
All the tears i cry when i saw the rain,
Just when i dreaded u, u came thru....
I get the picture as the days gone by,
He must be blind when he knock into me.
I try to steer left to avoid his bite,
But dunno why he still wanna ngeh ngeh lai,
I try to siam but he still ngeh ngeh lai~

Remember that suay siao day, Taking the inside lane,
Kanna knock i very pain, I remember liew~
Throughout those painful nights, through all those endless pain,
I'm gonna make you pay, I remember liew...woh...oh...

I spend my summer on the bed, rolling around,
Wished ever after i wont be like this.
You buang me leow u gone without a sound,
I said i'd given my life for just some peace,
I'd live for this time, and die another day~

Remember that suay siao day, Taking the inside lane,
Kanna knock i very pain, I remember liew~
Throughout those painful nights, through all those endless pain,
I'm gonna make you pay, I remember liew....woh oh~

I had a share of hard time,
But thats the price i've to pay,
And through it all i've kept the promise that i made,
I swear i'll never let u be easy.....

Woke up hear the sound of pouring rain,
Washed away my dream come true,
But nothing else can take my dream away,
For I'll always be finding ways to get out,
Oh my ciggies, I LOVE YOU~!!!

Remember that suay siao day, Taking the inside lane,
Kanna knock i very pain, I remember liew~
Throughout those painful nights, through all those endless pain,
I'm gonna make you pay, I remember liew....

Remember that suay siao day, Taking the inside lane,
Kanna knock i very pain, I remember liew~
Throughout those painful nights, through all those endless pain,
I'm gonna make you pay, I remember....
I remember liew.....woh....oh...oh...yeah...

Ok...it actually took me 2 days before i'm actually free. Not really busy yesterday, just lazy to type and write and think of my pathetic life. Anyways, today is my ex's Bday and i would like to wish her a very very very Happy Birthday and many more to come :"). So here's part two of my xmas eve celebration....somehow i dont feel that excited already about wat happen that nite but nevertheless, its still an enjoyable nite out to Changi Village and where my Lead Guitarlele roams every single nite with Bassotasmania. Had 1 1/2 chicken wing in Changi Village and 1 kopi tarek. Lotsa Changi kids celebrating there, and of cos with alot of "flick the soil". Not alot of Heshe spotted, guess they've been picked up by some pervertic uncle and are now hiding in the bushes, singing 'karaoke' with that much mutated microphone which is made up of mainly muscle tissues. Only a few "chicks" left standing by the roadside and i suppose those are the leftovers, similar to those dishes left on my table when we cant finish wat my mom cooked for us. Its being dump away, or my bro will pack it and feed it to the dogs at his working place the following day. They share the same fate. After i finished my 1 1/2 chicken wing, its already 1:23:25am and my mom starts to worry for me and called. Me, being a mama boy, had to head home then. But before we head towards that wish-it-never-end road towards hometown, we went to the place where both my good friend camp almost 7 days a week. Lets call it "Wu Yan De Meng Huan", which simply means "The Speechless Dreamy". Its just there, speechless and waiting for pple to get there and get dreamy without doing much. I can imagine how both of my friends gets dreamy everynite, fagging the 6-7 sticks away and sipping thru their kopi tarek. Its an enjoyment for those who long to getaway, but too busy to really getaway. After that, to my much unwillingness, i had to head back home cos time is ticking away and i need to keep my track record good cos i want another nite like this a week after, which is, the New Year Eve nite. So i reach home 2am and its the latest nite i've reach home ever since i was left crippled by that damn fooking puki kepala butoh pua hum "flick the soil" taxi driver. So thats the end of my adventure on Xmas Eve. Till then...

It has been a wonderful wonderful Christmas this year....though i wasnt exactly hugging and kissing and having tits rub against me. Yeah, it seems to be another normal Christmas for me but it not exactly so. Yeah, i was at Dong Gan Kuai Le Di once again but the atmosphere is totally different from normal days. There were fireworks and smoke and all kinds of crap and it surely feels like a derby match between Inter Milan and AC Milan at San Siro. Its the usual two, me and Lead Guitarlele plus another Guitarlele...yeah...Mister Jimi Inspired but now Sinatra dude~ Oink Oink is an awesome tool for the 3 brothers with answer! Hahaha....am gonna get battery operated Oink Oink Amp for everyone of us yeah! Anyway we did a few catchy old skool song and a few punk rock songs. Not too bad, except its not done properly...but who cares?!? Hahaha....the bottom line is....SHIOK CAN LEOW~!! Shall continue part two when i'm free..hehe....

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year to everybody!!!!!!! I hope 2003 will be much much much better than 2002 for everyone out there!!!!!! Peace, love, joy and unity!!!!

Thought of writing a poem, of what would have happened. Can't think of anything, in this early morning. The mind's cloaked, the eyes soaked. Think I'll just stop, before my spine broke.

I dont know why, but i just cant stand gals using all the hokkien vulgarities on me. Wat they wanna prove? They can curse and swear like the guys do? That i'll look up to them next time? That i'll know they're pissed? WHO GIVES A FUCK WHETHER U PISSED OR NOT? U THINK I FUCKING CARE? U BETTER FUCKING THINK AGAIN AND FUCKING THINK IT PROPERLY U FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!!!!

I accidentally watch this movie in Star Movie Channel. Why accidentally leh? Cos the remote control was on the bed and i accidentally sat on it, which miraculously turns on the tv. Anyway i dunno the name of this movie, its about this young talented pianist, Claire, who doesnt seems to be wanting wat she wants. She missed out audition for some shit (which i dunno wat) just becos she went over to friend's place to drink and smoke ganja the nite before. Then her mentor, lets call him George, was a very nice guy who sets up another audition for her, which she missed again cos just at the moment she steps into the audition room, she saw her ex beau frenching a gal right infront of her. She went hysterical and ran away. I sorta figure out its those crappy same old "teen's problematic and chaotic life", so i went on to switch between channels. Watched the match between Real Madrid and All Star. Frankly speaking i wont call that Real Madrid Vs All Star, more like a backyard soccer match with a few not-so-great-but-well-known soccer players. Watch abit of Myanmar Vs Laos match and they are pathetic to watch as well. So i switch back to that Star Movie Channel again and this time its quite hilarious. It was a marriage reception between Billy and Margaret and pple are pouring into this little house. And later it turn out that Billy abd George were gaying one another back then. So they went into one room and tok about hows life blah blah...then u know...those quiet moments only lead to one thing, kissing(even between gays). Just when they were about to kiss, Billy's fiance barged in! The rest is history. Then one of Claire's friend dope the mushroom and Claire's folks became so high that they stare at tables and climb around blah blah all that crap. Its really farnie lar....i can hardly express out in words. Hahaha...anyway towards the end George told Claire something about "If you dim your lights for others to shine, the whole world just gets darker." Dont really know wat he mean but lets interprete it in this way; If you try to hide your talents so that others look outstanding, nobody will ever know of the great great things you can accomplished. Not to show off, but set examples to others wat u can achieve, if u set ur minds to. Impressive huh? Think about it....

I'm pretty stone while i'm typing this so pls bear with me if there's typos. Watched the match between Bolton and Leeds last nite till 6 in the morning...then woke up 11am to puff before mom return. Didnt went back to bed which i should have...maybe awhile later. Tonite i'll be performing at Seletar Reservoir, aka the Riverside, with Lead Guitarlele~~ 95% tickets have been sold so if u wanna come catch me sing, do gimme a call cos i've got some complimentary tickets with me. Its a free standing concert by the Riverside (use abit of imagination) but body surfing is strictly prohibited. I dont wanna get fined by something not done by me. If u cant catch me live in action, u can tune in to WKRZ 91.3 at 2030 hrs (subject to change, depending on the traffic and the number of traffic lights Lead Guitarlele kanna diao) to hear me live from the Riverside. I'll be screaming on the top of mah lungs so that pple from Orchid Country Club playing golf in the driving range can hear me as well. I'll start the concert with mah own version of REM hit 'Losing My Religion', which i call mine 'Having Constipation', follow by a not so fast "rapping of my concaine tongue", 'Clint Eastlog' by Gorillaz. We will most likely end the nite with a final finale of the new version of Skid Row's 'I Remember You', which i call mine 'I Remember Liew'. Those who were in mah channel last nite should catch a glimpse of the newly tailored made lyrics(for me, myself and i) i wrote for this concert. So stay tune folks! By the way, if it should rain, we'll have an alternative. Location will change to somewhere under the concrete shitholes, the place where mat yoyos hang out, and i'll have to use the name Najib Pierre Bin Osama to address to my beloved fans. The location might change, the name might change, the hairstyle might change, the guitar used might change, the type of ammos might change, the method of travelling around might change, BUT THE SPIRIT AND ATTITUDE TOWARDS MUSIC NEVER CHANGE!!! Alrite...i'll eat some bird nest now so mah lungs will be taken care of since i i'll be fully utilising them tonite. YEAH BAYBEHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its Tuesday. Wat's installed fer me today? Izzit gonna be yet another day spent infront of my laptop? I dont wanna think man, since some pple said life is predestined and wat's gonna happen, will happen. My friend just called and ask me if i wanna go eat wind with him. He some sort of sales cum delivery man and he drives a van touring the island all day long. Great.....it started raining the moment he puts down the phone. :"( Raining = cannot go out. Lets hope this rain subsides before he reaches here..around 1230 hrs, or it will mean another boring, sickening, uninspiring, zzzing stuck at home day.
I came up with a joke all by mahself and i told it to a girl friend of mine last nite. The joke goes like this, "Qns: Wat does a virgin and a luohan fish have in common? Ans: They are both dead fish on the bed.". She seems to be quite irritated by me for telling her this joke. I don't know why. Maybe i'm not being sensitive enuff or she's being too sensitive. Its only a joke and i didnt mean to mock anybody out of it. Next time i'll think twice before i crack this kinda silly jokes to anybody who have the potential of being a victim to my so call jokes. I know i'm corny at times...most probably all the time, but dont tell me u rather be stern and serious when u're engaging a casual chat? I'm not Anthony Robbins or Bill Clinton who earns millions, even billions, by just toking crap to the so call "Believers". I earn nothing toking crap to u so if u think i'm nothing but crap, u can jolly well go tok to someone else who preaches all the time. Spare me k?
Yeah..my mom's back with a packet of coffee~~ I'm not really addicted to coffee but it sure lighten up mah day when i have one. Ever had 5-6 cups over a period of 3 hrs in coffeeshop with friends? lets tok later.....chow curly coming leow.,.

Alrite, The Gunners lost fullstop. I lost $30 on them fullstop. English Premier League zzzz fullstop. Lets just not tok about it anymore ok? Good. I had a 3 hours nap just now and i haven't been doing that very often. Just that Sunday are too sian to be awake anyway. Woke up around 8pm and had mee goreng for dinner. Not too bad, after adding some ketchup to it....Then its back to facing my laptop again. Anyway there's this Snubs Award 2002 going on channel 8 now, even at the time i'm typing this blog. "And the Special Achievement Award goes to.....Ah..Tan~~!" Yes...this yr Ah Tan got this award...last yr was Ah Huang's i think...cant rem much. Anyway this award's only for those very lao jiao actors and actresses. Ah Tan should have gotten this many many yrs ago...i wonder how come he only got it this yr? Those who got this award before him were like so much junior than Ah Tan....i think i'll continue this next time...messages starts to pour in leow....
Ok i'm back. The Snubs Award has just ended. This yrs best male actor goes to Ah Bao the ex SAF driver and the best actress award goes to Ke Lian the ah da ah da that makes gao deng guey. I didnt catch this so call "Awards" every year but i think this is the first yr a kid won an award...right? So wat do u think of this? A kid winning the not so glamourous award when he's still too young to know wat this award thing is all about. Will he be thinking of making it big off the silver screen and forsake his studies? You know...that same old shit.....going to a good sec sch, get into jc after ur o's, then ns....then nus or ntu or oversea....then get a good job blah blah blah. Or he can just continue making soap operas and movies and hit it big since he oledi succeeded the first step. He can just be another Lee Nan Singh or Lee Guo ai li Huang loh who does not have much qualifications under their sleeves. I hope his parents are sensible enuff to think for him.....

Tonight's the nite baybehhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~ YES! The Red Devils Vs The Gunners~~~~!! Will the Red Devils turn the guns of The Gunners into scrap metal? Or izzit gonna be The Gunners blowing the shit outta the Red Devils? No one knows now...but in another few hours, the truth will be reveal~~ I'm betting all mah belongings on The Gunners this time though they r the arch rival of the team i support. Simple, i dont think the defense of manure can withstand the firepower of arsenal....not now. Anyway, arses are known to be the place of origin of manure rite? Rite? Rite....hehe....So tonite i wont be going anywhere i suppose...its an early kick off, 2015 hrs. Will be glued to this piece of junk infront of the television. Dunno why pple always say that soccer is a man's thing. Not entirely true....more and more gals are into soccer nowadays...just look at the queues in Singapore Turf Club and u will noticed the numbers of gals inbetween..heh...And for those guys who dont watch soccer....fear not....for u r not guniangish...its just that....ur interest does not surround something that is spherical...but something hemispherical and they r just right beside one another....if u know wat i mean. So everybody got their own interest, simple as that. Some plant coconut trees infront of their attap house when their wife give birth to a boy; Some love to run around and hide behind coconut tree; Some love to jump up the coconut trees and play with swords, darts, sticks, etc; Some, with a numerical name, cant stop banging into coconut trees, showing that they can survive after crashes like tat. Its all nonsensical no doubt, but its still things pple enjoy doing.
I had a feast last nite, chewing and chomping down various parts of someone pets. Oh dont get me wrong....this pet is confirm edible..just that some refuses to eat them since they r the pet of someone respectable to them. I cant believe the amount of food on the table....The 3 of us must be the new age prodigal of the new millennium...heh. After that its coffee with 3 unexpected guests again. Oh...when i dont get to see someone that often, i'll classify them as unexpected guest. Its real good to be still keeping in touch with the pple u know over internet 7-8 yrs ago. "God bless the Internet~~!!!"....someone shouted that in 'American Pie' and i totally agrees with him hahhaha...

"Tis the seasons to be jolly~~ fwah la la la la la la la la la~~".... Or izzit "Tis the seasons to be mellow puiz puiz puiz puiz puiz puiz"? "How to enjoy a holiday when u're on a wheelchair?" is the thing i would like to touch on today. Lets see...iIve been thru a few holidays on wheelchair already but none is comparable to this coming one. Ya..its Christmas alritey~~ The time to give and share~~ How to give and share when u're on a wheelchair damnit~~!!!! Ok ok..u can give and share on a wheelchair but u certainly cant enjoy the holiday on one. No way man~~ Its the squeezing around that fun man! You get to rub breasts, shoulders, arms, etc etc...with the gals of cos...but u cant do that when u're on a wheelchair~~ You simply cant man! So there...all u can do is sit there and see other pple rub, then u get so excited about everything and hope that u can wank down there right away and jerk off in fashion~~ Well well....would most certainly avoid crowded places like i've always do when on this piece of junk. So no rubbing against tits and such...wat can u do next? Same old shit lor wat else.....go coffeeshop lim kopi and smoke the nite away...nothing special about Xmas except its squeezing, squeezing and more squeezing, like wat i did for the past few yrs. In yr 1998 i was squeezing in Madamwong. In yr 1999 i didnt squeeze in any place, was at a friend's house playing mahjong. In yr 2000 i was squeezing in the middle of Orchard Road, with banglas! In yr 2001, i was squeezing in Orchard Road again...except that its in my shop selling drinks to those foolish pple. We open till 3am tat nite. Anyway yr 2002 i dont think i'll be squeezing again....would most likely will be in a friend's place playing Santa Claus. "Why Santa Claus?" some might have asked. Well, who would be a much better Santa than me right? I'm fat, my cheeks are swollen, i 'ho ho ho' like granpa, all i could do is to sit around and play with the kids. There couldnt be a much better choice than me...ho ho ho~~ I've never played Santa in all mah life...i hope i wont make a bad one this coming Xmas...ho ho ho~~ Ok...i'm practising already...wat the fish.....so who's getting the presents? Not me right? How the hell am i gonna do mah Christmas shopping? Dont be crazy...no way i'm going to the malls..it'd be impossible to move! Singaporeans dont have a heart for the handicap..they never ever give way to one...now tok about give and share...puiz!

This is slowly becoming an one week event. Yes, i mean blogging is getting so seldom nowadays cos i'm running out of interesting things to type. Or maybe interesting things aint happening around me. Everyday is the same old shit ; Wake up, on the computer, tok some crap to pple i know and dunno, burn some CD, play some final fantasy, win and lose some money, making my friend livi angry with me, etc etc. Not that i'm looking for some kinky wheelchair sex or wat, but at least something different from all these routine nonsense. Anyway i spent my bday at sembawang park last saturday. Didnt expect to have pple remembering it if not for my icq. Its a straight give away, cos this dumb shit icq kept reminding pple about mah bday 2 days before the actual day. So there we go, plenty of "happy birthday" came flewing in from all over the place. Anyway i was only planning to have a quite bday spent in the coffeeshop, discussing with my punter friend who to buy etc etc. Then in the nite have a tok cock sing song session at seletar reservoir. Thats all i have in mind man. It went on quite the same as i planned, betting soccer in the afternoon with Mister Pro Punter Nate. The nite was kinda different, with the introduction of 2 very unexpected friend. Yeah...hardly see them on saturday nite as they belongs to the party animal catogery...well maybe not really party animal lar....maybe they've only got saturday to play thats why they rarely show up on saturday nite, men with commitments i call em. Nevertheless, i was reall glad tat at least some still think my bday was a big "matter" until they can forsake their commitments to celebrate with me. Fancy having presents at the age of 28 wahahahha~~ I've got an electronic guitar tuner, courtesy of Chris the Lead Guitarlele, and a kit model of a Suzuki DRZ from Colin the Banana Ranger. Not forgetting the BBQ chicken wings from Nate the Pro Punter and Satays cum drinks from Timothy the MRT and Puss the PussyHead. Thanx guys fer everything~~! So there we go...an unforgettable 28th bday, spent on a wheelchair wahahahaha...Yesterday got a bday card from my ex gf with my picture in the card. I wonder wat does that mean? Does it mean 'i never ever wanna see you again' or wat? But the contents were kinda cheeky to mean that...beats me....its hard to guess wat some gals are thinking sometimes. I wish i could read their minds....

Been real busy lately till i totally forgotten about this place. Busy studying Phase 2 of The Champions League and The English Premier League. I'm not exactly a gambler, just like to bet on the team i like and bet against the team i dislike. Its like a bonus to me if the team i like won, vice versa. Not much were placed each time, the most is $10 and the usual bet each time wont cross over $30. Dont have that kinda marnie to bet anyway. So been busy discussing wat to buy with my friends and my brother. Still quite ok recently, won around 40 bux since i didnt really bet that much. This betting shit's gonna last sometime and no worries guys, i'm not gonna get addicted to it. Just a form of bonus like i said earlier on, not really a tool to make money for me. Anyway here's a funny dialogue between my friend..it might not sound that funny to those who doesnt watch wrestling but i do hope this reminds some of u of something in the past which could really make u luff. I luff so loud just now till my mom tot i went bonkers...heh....anyway here izzit....

[23:52] baby`> siao eh
[23:52] anyone> ya wat
[23:53] anyone> simi lanjiao
[23:53] baby`> tonite ch5 who vs who huh
[23:53] anyone> ch 5 ar
[23:53] baby`> yaa
[23:53] anyone> tonite is king kong bundi vs big boss man
[23:53] baby`> ki ho lang gan lah
[23:54] baby`> ka li gong jin eh
[23:54] baby`> mai gong jiao wei

hahaha...somemore somemore....

[23:38] anyone> oh
[23:38] anyone> lets get lovey dovey ya
[23:38] anyone> come~~
[23:39] anyone> everybody hug somebody and say i love u~~
[23:39] * anyone hugz the toiletbowl
[23:39] LongVac> dey.,...den wat will u say "____________?"
[23:39] anyone> i will say
[23:40] anyone> dear toiletbowl....i'll promise to keep u clean by flushing u everyday
[23:40] LongVac> wahhahahhaha!
[23:40] xiao_xuan> hahahahahahahahahhaa

ok....please do lend me some support and luff ya?

i hope mah Z monster dont run away from me...i wanna fall asleep later...no more sleepless in seattle fer me man...i cant take this crap no more...

(1) When u dunno wat the fug to say, just shut the fug up ya?
(2) When you've got something to say, u'd better be fugging sure that its been QC by ur fugging brains before its release by ur fugging mouth ya?
(3) If QC fails for (2), fugging refer to (1) ya?

I just feel like typing this...heh...not directing at anybody...ya?

Just For Laughs

[21:23] KaR`afkz> anyone no watch ch 8 ah
[21:24] anyone> dont have
[21:24] anyone> dumb show
[21:25] KeQi`> nice show
[21:25] KeQi`> where got dumb
[21:26] sunbubble> wat show?
[21:26] KeQi`> shuang tian zhi zu...
[21:27] anyone> shuang tian zhi zu is double sky spider?
[21:27] anyone> wat so nice abt spider man~~
[21:27] anyone> wanna watch spider discovery channel got alot
[21:28] anyone> today, while i was having my breakfast
[21:29] anyone> a shuang tian zhi zu crawl across the table
[21:29] anyone> i got freak out so i wack it with mah newspaper
[21:29] anyone> in the end, the shuang tian zhi zu becomes dead shuang tian zhi zu
[21:29] KeQi`> he ping ge....
[21:29] KeQi`> u....
[21:29] [Chaplin> haha

whoops...i did it again....

Alrite baybeh~~~~!!!! TGIF baybeh~~~~!!!!! Yeah...its weekend again...i can imagine the party animals flocking to those sinful place where gals kanna dope and guys kanna con. Some pple will purposely forget to bring along their wallet, which we call "Free Loader" or simply CB Kia. Some of the gals will try to con the guys for a drink or two, coaxing them by rubbing their tits against their arms. My friend use to tell them if they spread their legs fer him, he'd buy them a jug. Of cos, all the gals will think its boh hua and leave, which is his intention fer saying that. Ever since he came out with those words, no more gals approach him for drinks anymore. Awesome! Its another mistake when u order a jug of watever and leave it there unattended. When u are back, u will be surprise ur bourbon coke has turn into sky juice in ice cubes. Same goes for those smokers. Never leave ur fags on the table unattended or u will end up smoking the filter when u come back. Its true man...when u go party with too many..this is wat usually happens. I use to frequent Madamwong alot 3 yrs back. I'm there almost 3 times a week, at least. No covers wat, then mah friend send me there and send me home, why not rite? Wasnt working then but manage to spar with my mom using Ru Lai Shen Zhang (Buddha Palm). She lose to me all the time, and had to pay me $50 as her punishment. Hehe...$50 bux is enuff for 1 week cos i am not a drinker. I seldom drink when i'm there, unless its by force. Just a getaway in those places. How many of u watch "Feel 100%"? Precisely the kinda lifestyle i use to lead for 6 mths. Abit zui shen meng si then, but was really fun. I wonder will those time ever come back again...guess not since most of the pple whom use to party with me have already settle down. Time to get settle down too for mahself....but who knows when will that be man.....heh

I finally realised why pple kept asking why. Becos of not keeping in touch often; becos of not interested for a period of time; becos of having much better things to do than to look each others up. So after missing for a period of time, pple resurface and start remembering their friend, and start to be interested with wat happen during the period they were gone. Hence the questions. Some ask smart questions where u enjoy answering them, while others simply ask dumb questions that makes u pissed off. Its frustrating when u have to keep repeating the same old thing. Singaporeans are so bz trying hard to survive nowadays, that they neglect the importance of seeking life beyond life. They try to summarise thing in one go to save time and do other things which they think is more essential to surviving. So while they r doing these essential things, they put their friends aside for a period of time, and then come and find out one shot wat has happen to them during that missing period. Time saving isnt it? Instead of finding out all the time by keeping contact, they find out once awhile. Or maybe their circle is too wide to keep in touch with each and everyone too often. Whichever the case is, its sad to know that, we r leading the life of isolating oneself when there are so many people around.....

I was so amused last nite. My bro knew i was calling a friend from msia and make a fuss out of the whole matter. He's saying the phone bill gonna rise like $30-$40 and mah father's gonna make noise again. Then he was like reprimanding me with this "still dunno how to think" blah blah blah. Calling msia is such a hideous crime in mah family...imagine that. Hahaha....this incident make me wanna move out even more. I'm experiencing this kinda "still dunno how to think" shit every single day ever since the biz failed and i got into this accident thing. I think i'm condemned leow. I cant go any further downwards cos i'm oledi at the bottom of the pit. They expect me to "know how to think" after all this dreadful things that has happen to me. By not calling msia is an example of "know how to think". By not staying up late to watch soccer when the next day u've got the whole day to sleep is another example of "know how to think". Wat other brilliant examples can they think of to know that i've already "know how to think"? Beats me...but i bet i'll be able to find out soon enuff. Dictatorship is well practise in mah household...

the weekend has ended....all that exist now are managers, teachers, customers and fuckers~~ wipe away that grin on your face and get back to work u nitwits~~!

Hello! Good day yeah? Mine's not that good. I just got reminded by one of my friend why i didnt wanna let pple know i went for the op. Its this plain blind concern and stupidity in posing dumb question that puts me off. Maybe pple are not use to saying things before thinking. Maybe they lack medical knowledge. Maybe they just ask out of....well....formality...rather than being concern...

[10:13] ^Sinbz^> yo bro~~
[10:13] ^Sinbz^> hows your injury liao?
[10:14] anyone> i just had another op
[10:14] anyone> now still very injured
[10:14] ^Sinbz^> any improvement?
[10:15] anyone> just had an op la
[10:15] anyone> how would i know got improvement or not
[10:15] anyone> JUST had an op
[10:15] anyone> i emphasize
[10:15] ^Sinbz^> orrrr
[10:15] ^Sinbz^> take care bro~~
[10:15] anyone> i will i will
[10:15] ^Sinbz^> march must cum for my wedding
[10:19] anyone> i try mah best
[10:19] ^Sinbz^> can lah
[10:19] ^Sinbz^> still got few months
[10:19] ^Sinbz^> the doctor say u can try to walk bo?
[10:19] anyone> heh...
[10:20] * anyone faint
[10:20] anyone> u know the meaning of JUST boh?
[10:20] anyone> i JUST had the op 1 week ago
[10:20] anyone> wat do u think the doctor will say to me?
[10:24] ^Sinbz^> orrrrr

Maybe i'm over-reacting.....maybe i'm an ass....maybe i'm being mean.....maybe i've changed...

The weekend is landing....all that exist now are clubs, drugs, pubs and booze~~!!! Step up the volume and lets party baybeh~~~~!!!

Ok...i believe some of us believe in wat's gonna happen, will happen. Fair enuff. Just like wat happen to me. This accident just happen, whether i like it or not. Some were saying that if i dont ride this accident might not happen at all. So wat if one day u cross the road on green and get knock down by a car? You gonna say u can choose not to cross the road if not this accident might not happen at all? WAT? Cross the road getting knock down by car is boh bian while riding and get knock down by car is ur own fault? Both are unforseen. Both are unexpected. But how can u say its ur fault cos u choose to ride than to take public transport? Oh becos you have the choice and u choose the more risky one so its ur fault? Then if there's an overhead bridge nearby the junction that u get knocked down y car while crossing, are u gonna say its ur fault for not choosing to use the overhead bridge instead? There's no logic to all these which one u should and which one u shouldnt. Thing thats gonna happen, WILL HAPPEN. Oh maybe when it eventually happen u can comfort urself by telling pple u've taken steps to prevent it from happening. But wats the moral of the story here? IT STILL HAPPEN WAT~~! So dont come and use newton's law on fate. For without any action there might be an equal but opposite reaction, just like that. You wont understand why and u will never understand why.....

Yeah man...its the time of the day again~~ Feeling bored with nothing to do...fug. Anyway I undergo mah 2nd op last thurs and most of the pple around me didnt know abt this op. The op was a success(i suppose?) and i'm expected to be learning how to walk in 3-5 mths time. Great news eh? Was thinking about wat to do when i recover last nite. Did it surprise u that it took me so long to even start thinking about that? Well, so wat if i think of it few mths back? Does it mean i'm gonna get to do wat i plan some mths ago? No right? So why plan so early? With this tot, i stop thinking abt it totally. Anyway it wont be in another yr before i can start walking on my own again i suppose. But i can tell u one thing, the first thing i'm gonna do, is to go on a holiday in nearby beach resort. Thats for sure, and nothing's gonna put me away with that plan. Ok its gonna rain soon so i doubt my friend mickey, or else better known as niao ci, will be coming to mah place and deliver me mah 2 packs of fag anymore. Cos he's a rider and riders always hate raining days even if the rain already subsides....u neber know when its coming back again. Great...no fag fer 1 week...i can live with that. Since the last time i didnt get to fag was almost 2 mths. The chance will come again.


I was wondering...will anyone who just escape death, treasure life more? Will u? Am i consider as one who've just escape death? You think so? Perhaps. But wat kinda life would u lead, if not to make urself enjoying it every min every second? A monotonous life? A routine life? A life full of excitement and surprise but dangerous? So wat kinda person are u? Those "i would not do anything to endanger mah life even if its gonna make me really happy" or "who gives a damn wats gonna happen next? I'll just continue wat i like as that's the most important issue"? Come on...give it some thoughts and tell me about it...i would be glad to know how many of mah friends are rational and how many are simply crazy...

Hey baybeh~~ I'm back~~ Miss me? Well...i miss you guys too...especially pall mall and marlboro...heh

There seems to be something wrong with mah comp......never..later will do a scan.....maybe got some hidden virus or wat.....

|21:37] * ^Sinbz^ slaps BabyCupid around a bit with a large trout
[21:37] * anyone slaps ^Sinbz^ around a bit with a puny babu singh fish
[21:37] anyone> why u slap my da si mei
[21:38] ^Sinbz^> sending her my renovation invoice lah
[21:39] ^Sinbz^> accept leh
[21:39] anyone> not around lar
[21:40] anyone> dont be dumb dumb can boh
[21:46] ^Sinbz^> must be shio ganning
[21:46] anyone> maybe
[21:46] anyone> hard to say
[21:47] ^Sinbz^> click accept liao carry on again...
[21:47] anyone> they shio gan cannot see lar fuck
[21:47] anyone> u shio gan u look at monitor one ar?
[21:47] anyone> kaoz
[21:47] ^Sinbz^> why not?
[21:48] anyone> u look at ur gf u gan bey loh rite? must look at the pic u send me the other time then u gan eh loh rite?
[21:48] ^Sinbz^> which one?

[21:48] ^Sinbz^> .......

This thing rock the world of Philip Moris~~! Face the wrath u sucker~~! Pall Mall is here to stay baybeh~~!!

Believe or not, she's only 15~~! Anybody with this kinda friend? Can intro? i can tahan the rotan~~!

~{`K#!#!4s4GkT-AB!#~}


I try to type in chinese cos i think as a chinese, i should converse to mah "vast" readers in chinese once awhile. Morever i'm not very good with my english as some of u might have already noticed. Chinese still remain as one of my stronger language, if not strongest(i know other languages like hokkien, teochew, cantonese etc etc). Anyway this is the kinda crap i get when i use njwin to input the chinese characters. I think mainly its becos of the ascii code chinese character uses. This blogger thingie tot i'm trying to do something funny or fancy or stuffs like that. Ok, nevermind, this shouldnt be a set back to me. Maybe if any of u knows how to input chinese character in this blogsite, icq me a message at 4067939 or drop me an email at cheyz@idiot.com.au. Your assistant will be much appreciated.

We r slowly intoxicated by western civilisation.....someone save us~~!! We r beyond hope....stop ur unneccessary struggles.....just let it be......cos everything will flow.....

Pretty song...i like this kinda clean starting song...as it goes it gets heavier and the guitar work gets distorted etc etc...progressive alternative? I wonder how many of u guys watch the mtv before? Its about an old skool superhero who try to beat crime again...pretty amusing yet quite sad to think that wat u r so good at now, might be a hassle to u in like, 40 yrs time? Anyway listen to the song folks...enjoy the cool music~~!


3 Doors Down
Kryptonite

I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing i can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

You call me strong, you call me weak,
But still your secrets i will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

Yeah

i should be burning mtvs fer mah friend...so why am i wasting time here?

[17:30] portis> bird do u dig ya nose?
[17:30] anyone> ya
[17:30] anyone> when i feel something blockin i dig
[17:31] portis> yee
[17:31] portis> wat u do with ur stuff
[17:32] anyone> i stick em under the bed or under the table etc etc
[17:32] portis> go wash mah
[17:32] portis> gd ness
[17:32] anyone> i lazy
[17:33] portis> i feel like puking
[17:33] anyone> izzit?
[17:33] anyone> u mean u dun dig ya nose? anything wrong with it?
[17:33] portis> no
[17:34] portis> i use tissue
[17:34] anyone> use tissue dig ar?
[17:34] portis> put tissue inside
[17:34] anyone> put tissue inside??the tissue act as a filter to stop dirt from getting into ur nose?
[17:34] portis> ......
[17:34] portis> digging nothing wrong
[17:34] portis> but muz wash hands la!!!!
[17:34] anyone> i do wash hands wat
[17:34] anyone> before i dig i wash mah hands first
[17:35] anyone> so i wont be putting bacterias into mah nose
[17:35] portis> whahahaha
[17:35] portis> u do opposite la dey
[17:35] anyone> izzit?
[17:35] anyone> but thats wat i am taught wat
[17:35] anyone> before i eat i wash mah hands
[17:35] anyone> so i am taught before i do anything i must wash mah hands first
[17:36] anyone> just like before i shit i wash mah hands first
[17:36] anyone> though i dunno wats the pt of doing that
[17:37] portis> ..........
[17:37] anyone> its a crazy world we are living in man.....

P.S: portis happens to be the one who intro me to blogging....kewl chick with ridiculous thoughts at times....

Why do pple wanna get married? Seems like same old fucking topic yet again. I've said before, humans have this nature of hating one another. They cant seems to compromises with one another's shortcomings, so why wanna try living together when they cant even agree on the simplest things? Trying their luck and patience? Oh ya, its human nature to try their luck now and then. But its ridiculous lar, to bind ur so call "love" with law. True, without marriage certificates, your to be family cant function properly in this society. But do u think u can only live in this society? Is there no place on earth where 2 pple stay together and start a family just becos they love one another and not to survive in this society? No? There got to be this place, just that u have not seen enuff of this world to discover this place. I just dun get the pt of pple wanting to get married. All i see is they r doing it cos everyone else does it. My friend told me that each and everyone of us function like a screw in the huge machine call society. So watever this machine produces, are results of how we function? Precisely....its one of us who thinks of this marriage thingie long long time ago. Its one of us who thinks that he needs to set rules and regulations for things to function properly. Fair enuff, it did function the way HE thinks should be functioning. Ever wonder who's the HE who lay all these rules? HE...is just another human being. HE...is the same as u and me. HE is a dictator of life. Why cant we choose the kinda life we want? Why must we follow to way THEY want hundreds and thousands of years ago? Just to differentiate us from the animals? How u know the animals are not happy with wat they r? Fools....Wake the fuck up u fools....u r nowhere better than the animals, if not worse than them....

Sometimes human are really bastards. Maybe all the time. They love to say things they not capable of doing. They love to promise and then later break all of them. They love to say things they dun mean it. They love to lead pple on. They love to betray one another. They love to litter. They love to do irresponsible things. They love to start things they cant complete and let someother clear their shit. They love to disappoint. I'm HUMAN.

[00:13] HairDryer> i wonder when will i ever have such a fun holiday again
[00:14] anyone> u mean u had one by delivering pamphlets?
[00:15] HairDryer> no i referring to redang lar
[00:15] anyone> i'm going again when i recover~~
[00:16] anyone> i'm gonna go fer a holiday before i start lookin fer jobs
[00:16] HairDryer> den afterdat i dun tink u will find a job
[00:16] HairDryer> holiday liao where got mood wan
[00:16] HairDryer> u will tink ohh lemme rest from holiday a while
[00:16] HairDryer> afterdat u wil tink ohhh so sian i wait a while more
[00:17] anyone> thats ur perception
[00:17] anyone> not neccessarily mine
[00:17] HairDryer> ok den we take a bet
[00:18] HairDryer> its human nature to procrastinate
[00:18] anyone> ok...if i win u suck fer me, if i lose i lick fer u
[00:19] anyone> in dark room of cos
[00:19] anyone> so dark tat i cant see u and u cant see me
[00:19] anyone> if not we wont be able to complete our task
[00:25] HairDryer> ......

I've got a friend who's got natural curly hair...abit like pubic hair except its longer. Anyway we always call him chow curly or kiew mo.

[14:40] Ah^V|cK> kiew mo ley?
[14:40] anyone> kiew mo go perm hair
[14:40] anyone> he wants them to look kiewer
[14:40] anyone> he hiam them not kiew enuff

Hello? Is this friday? The friday i use to know? No it isnt? Its different? Why is it different? You mean mah friday's gonna be like this for awhile? You're outta your mind...how can i take this kinda friday for long? This is not the friday i use to know and i refuse to take it. No no no, i dun want...take it back god damn it!!!! I want mah old friday back u hear that? Did i make myself clear? Wat do u mean i dun have a choice? Is this MY life we're talking about? Then wat do u mean i dun have a choice? Are u outta your fucking mind? Why do i have to live like this? Oh i deserve it...right. But how long more must i take this friday? You're not sure? How can you be not sure? You told me u know every god damn thing and now u're telling me u're not sure. Wat kinda crap are u toking about? Pls, can we pls converse in some kinda language i can understand? Why? Becos i dun understand a fuck wat u r toking about thats why. Ok, shut the fuck up, its ok now. I dun need to listen to ya i dun have to. I'm wasting my time toking to u Wilson.....and u guys are wasting ur time reading this....this have nothing to do u guys....so go do something...hmm....i reckon its too late to realise that u r wasting ur time when u got to this line.....

Can someone bring me to the toilet? I think mah willy's about to burst...

Its the time of the day again baybeh~~~~~~!!! I'm out to fag~~!!! Pall Mall here i come~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So sad~~ Just finish watching real green(zhen qing) with my mom. This fiancee is in coma for god-knows-how-long leow and the brother think its unfair for the fiance to hold on to a love thats not reciprocating. Tries to put her sis to sleep so the fiance can get another lover. Of cos the fiance doesnt want cos in soap operas the male cast suppose to be responsible and fulla good points. Of cos that's abit ridiculous in real life. Anyway this fiance saw his fiancee in one of his hallucinations. The fiancee told him, "We can choose to get marry or not; we can choose to have a baby or not; we can choose to live with our parents or not; but we cannot choose whether to continue living or not. I'm leaving u first and i hope u'd live well and bring up our kid....for i'll hope to see ya in heaven, if theres one...." There are things in life that gave us an option and things without. The bottom line is, which option u make leads to one same final destination, death. So make ur option wisely and rationally. As long as its not doing others harm or watsoever, just do it. Be wat the consequences are, just do it. Of cos, try not to make urself a burden in any case....

I just realise today i'm so fond of female singer who sing as if they r having sinus. Not that they sneeze while they sing, its the...nose accent...hahaha....This singer Lu Qiao Ying, from land of the i-got-no-time-and-i-need-to-go-cos-its-so-fucking-packed-everywhere, has a very distinguish voice cos her nose seems to be blocked. Sound abit like that Sammi Cheng Lai Sa but her canto sounds abit more.....authentic. Anyway been repeating her song again and again....quite nice, maybe u guys can try her song sometimes..the song is call Hao Xin Fen Shou. It mean "be kind and break up". Not that the lyrics meant something to be, i dun really understand wat she singing anyway. Any gal who tok with a nose accent? Kindly gimme a call and lets chat the nite away. Havent been chatting on the phone with someone fer quite awhile, dun have the practise anyway.


Why chinese like to ask pple whether have they eaten already? Do u ever hear that from the mats, the babus, the angmos? Why only the chinese so interested with whether have u eat already or not? Wat has it gotta do with them anyway? You wanna treat? If not, keep that "jiak ba bey" to urself lar, stop asking silly question fer once bloody hell. Maybe its the cheena custom...cos pple were so poor then and their only concern was filling their stomach. So naturally, u would show concern to ur fellow countrymen too by asking whether have they have found something to eat oledi. Fair enuff. But now, the only concerns pple have are "is my car bigger and faster than mah neighbour?, is my house bigger and nearer to renowned schools? is my wife prettier than mah friend's? am i having more credit cards than my friends?" and so on and so for....who will in the right mind, compare who's eating better? "are mah fishballs bigger than my friends? are my chicken more tender? are my steak bloodier?" NONSENSE!! So wat has it gotta do with u whether have i eat already or not? Sheesh.....maybe asking me "xio gan bey" would be more logical.....cos i know thats ur concern too....

Hey! Where the fuck is the ball? Kiew na dor lor!! NABEI GUNIANG!!!!!

My epiphone Les Paul custom build.

[15:43] RosePetaL> bye all
[15:43] * RosePetaL is away, gone sch liaoz [log:OFF] [page:OFF]
[15:43] anyone> why bye~~
[15:43] DuNt0k> go pull her back lah
[15:43] anyone> mai
[15:44] anyone> her back got nothing to pull other than her bra strap
[15:44] anyone> but then today she not wearing bra
[15:44] anyone> so nothing to pull
[15:44] DuNt0k> ...

How does it feels when summer come? Any idea? I got no freaking idea cos all i get is either fucking hot sunny day or cool rainy day. It suppose to be summer all yr long fer Singapore....It sux huh? Of cos it sux when u only got 1 season while others got 4. Talk about BORING BORING! From wat i know, those kids from the countries with 4 seasons, have this thing call Summer Holiday(quite similar to our June hols cept its longer). They spend all day in the sun, go to beaches fuck around and get fucked. Tjhats why they love singapore that much. They think we got summer all year long meaning we play all year long and fuck all year long. Stupid ang mo gao..They dunno how bored it gets when all u get is one kinda weather. The song below show how happy the angmos are when it come to thing about summer. Even the tune are meloditious. If u catch the mtv before, u'll know wat i mean. Ok, i'm jealous...no doubt about it. Tell me when was the last time u woke up and appreciate the hot, humid, bright weather. Yesterday? The day before? A month ago? Come on lar, u cant simply recall becos u never appreciate once! Ok, maybe u do, but just for like 3 times and thats it....Admit it u freaks....u cant stand the weather too! Ok...its those whiny days again cos my friend wont be coming to mah place for the next couple of days cos he's having chalet. When he dun come and no one come, it means no fag for me. And i'll get grouchy when there aint any fag to calm me down. The fag at home is in its critical level. I've got a lonely dragon in my drawer. I think i'll save it for tomorrow morning.....cos today couldnt wake up in time to fag that lonely dragon before my mom returns from the market. Dok leng, i'll play with u again tomorrow ok? Lets play fire tomorrow, i promise.....

Aerosmith - Girls Of Summer

When winter hush turns summer pink
In half the time it takes to blink
But it all depends on what'choo think
About the girls of summer.
When all you think of all day long
Is a pretty face inside a song
With a thought like that you can't go wrong
About the girls of summer.

Oh yeah...
Some girls are all about it
Some girls they love to let it fly
Some girls can't live without it
Some girls are born to make you cry
Over & over again

My favorite thing that drives me wild
Is when a city girl walks a country mile
For a boy she loves God bless the child
Inside the girls of summer
Oh yeah... (Do you know... everybody knows now)

Some girls are all about it
Some girls they love to let it fly
Some girls can't live without it
Some girls are born to make you cry

Yeah... over & over again
Yeah... yeah... yeah... yeah... yeah

They get'choo climbin' the walls
They get'choo caught in their spell
They get'choo speakin' in tongues
Could this be Heaven or Hell
To fall in love twice a day
Is such a sweet price to pay
Se - vous - play

The best things about life are free
The pussywillow up your tree
To the one who climbs
They'll always be the girl... yeah

Some girls are all about it
Some girls they love to let it fly
Some girls no doubt about it
Some girls are born to make you cry
Some girls can't live without it
Some girls got twenty reasons why

Over & over & over & over & over...

[16:11] Pin> i buy ya a ear ring liao leh
[16:16] Pin> she said chen xiao chun wear one
[16:16] Pin> duno real o not
[16:16] Pin> u know chen xiao chun bor
[16:16] anyone> dunno
[16:16] Pin> chen xiao chun lah!
[16:16] Pin> tat one who sing xia pang bei zhi
[16:17] Pin> o tat gu wa zai eh san ji
[16:17] anyone> xia pang bei zi?
[16:17] anyone> the prawn is put in the cup?
[16:17] Pin> somethin like tat

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA......sometimes i just cant stand mahself.....

Coldplay - In My Place

In my place
In my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost
Oh yeah

I was lost
I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost
Oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for it
Yeah, how long must you pay for it
Yeah, how long must you wait for it
I'm for it

I was scared
I was scared
Tired and under-prepared
But I wait for it

And if you go
If you go
Leave me down here on my own
Then I'll wait for you
Yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for it
Yeah, how long must you pay for it
Yeah, how long must you wait for it
I'm for it, yeah

Singing please please please
Come back come sing to me to me me
Come on and sing it out now now
Come on and sing it out to me me
Come back come sing

In my place
In my place
Were lies I couldn't change
I was lost
Oh yeah
Oh yeah

Good morning....it was like..like slow motion..and everything was so outta my control and she said to me, ur music has really been there for me and i wanna be there for u....and lets go and....within a couple of seconds, i hear crying...and in that moment i dont know...but i really realised the depth of love that i had...and thank god for music, becos i really had a very hard time taking the next step, and like always, the song seem to find me..and the...u know..the songs have become my babies.........

Quote, Armin Van Buuren - Boundaries of Imagination

Yeah baybeh yeah~~!!!!! Finish the 8th disc leow~~!!!! I'm soooooo crazy over Makoto San~~!!!!!! Damn kawaii ne~~ How i wish i can have her as mah gf...but there's a catch. I might not be able to bring myself to fuck her cos she's too cute leow. Wat the heck, i'll try to fuck her even though my mind say i cannot. Wahahaha....ok ok, enuff of these crap. I actually had a gf who somehow had that cute factor in her. Of cos, she's young. Anybody who's over 23 and have that cute factor, is act one. Of cos, not all of them act cute, cos some gals just refuse to grow up. In that case, the term i use is simply, NAIVE. Ok, so wat do we have today? I'm a sweetie today~~ I help Mrs Tan fold clothes, feed the fishes, finish up watever she brought home this morning and staying at home. Ok...i went out fer awhile to get some "fresh air", wats the big deal? I was back in less than an hour. Doesnt take tat long to finish 7 sticks wat.....Anyway, when will i ever visit the beach again? Damn shiok leh, fagging to the sea breeze and having the stars as ur umbrella. Should'v do it more often when i was riding. Now its kinda hard to go to the beach...1, dont have the vehicle to go there late in the nite. 2, no marnie to take midnite charge cab. 3, no gals to go there hanky panky with. 4, last but not least, i cant walk. First thing when i can walk again, hopefully is to visit pulau redang again. Most likely i wont be working yet, so still can relac for awhile. Who wanna go with me? Reservations welcome. Hey i'm serious! I wanna fag by the sea, hopefully have a guitar to play with. That is, if i can still play a guitar....

Just finish watching the 4th disc of "The Beachboys". In this episode, its all abt this guy, who's working for this big financial company in Tokyo. Good job, good prospect, pretty gf....gave em all up just to spend his days working as a motel attendant earning meagre pay and having to spend time away from his pretty gf. His Immediate Superior came over to see how he's doing, and realise that his so call "dream" is actually an irrealistic load of crap. Then he told him, "You gonna get wat u wanna do now. But when u've failed, u gonna look back at times like these and start regretting. Regret for not doing the norms. Regret for not sticking ur feet onto the ground and do wat others do too". The guy ponder, call the gf, and ask the gf if he has done wrong. The gf said. "Do you want me to tell ya that wat u did was right? I dun see wat u did was right in any aspect. But since this is wat ya always wanna do, why not give it a try? If u failed, you can always start over again. Just do wat u deem fit right now". Ok, who do u think is right? The superior or the gf? The Immediate Superior is in his 50s and have seen it all. Wanted to be a sailor but choose to live a normal simple life without the thrills and spills of a sailor. The gf, typical japanese gal who's purpose of living is to serve her man well and let him fuck her all the way he want, obviously doesnt dare to go against her man's wish. But she have a pt too, cos she know once the japanese bastard made up their mind, nothing she say would change his mind. How i wish i can have this kinda gf too. I would definitely wanna hear tat kinda thing said to me. I hate my current lifestyle now...if i was given a chance to choose to live the kinda life i want, i would too. Who cares abt regretting in the future(like i've never regret something before). Who cares abt having to start all over again(like i have a choice to choose not to if i fail). I dunno abt u guys, for me i'll definitely choose the latter. Do first, tok later, whether i succeed or fail. I know its kinda irresponsible to not think of consequences. But if u gonna tie urself down with consequences, how will ya ever succeed in life? How will ya know without even trying? Then ya gonna regret fer not trying during ur dying breath? Come on, get real, have some entrepreneurship in ya. Dare to dream, dare to try, dont be like some guniang and scare this scare that. Or maybe u deserve to lead a simple life and just die with a truck fulla regrets. Anyway, each to his best....

Erm...i decide to keep the outcome of the review a secret. Not as if alot are keen to know....just dun wanna hear those norms again. Pretty sick of it. Was amused with wat i saw in vee's blog. She's pretending to be toking to our beloved Mr Merlion. So shiok to have an digicam to play around with. Am really considering of getting that digicam which can be fixed on my hp. Then everywhere i go i can just snapshot and post it up somewhere. First lemme learn how to post pics up from my most wanting person, vee. Tat merlion pic was pretty cute. The last time i saw a merlion was when i went WTC with my ex gf. Sitting towards the direction of Sentosa, and u can see a creepy merlion blinking at ya. Spooky one cos the light the shines onto it turns from purple to yellow to green and then to purple again. Wonder when will i ever go there again...its there where i took my first puff...with a gal...hahaha...
Will someone get me a digicammmmmmmmmmmmm~~~~~~ My birthday is coming...*hint hint*. Ok...here's a question for you guys who's reading this. Who doesnt wanna get married (Married here meaning going to rom, getting a flat, customary etc etc.). Just a survey cos one of my friend's having second tots of getting married. She doesnt know whether she can handle the same guy for the rest of her life. Which i think is pretty true, let it be the gals or the guys. Human hate one another by nature(tat explain the never-ending wars in middle east). Even if ya can love someone for now, u cant guarantee u can love him/her fer life. No matter how loving u r, there bound to be one day u decide u have enuff of him/her and wanna just leave. But most married couples cant cos they are bonded together legally and morally. So there, no real love or real "i can take all kinds of crap from him/her cos i love him/her". Wats the reason for not leaving? Ask them...they'll know better....

Ok, today is judgement day fer me. Its Review Day~~! Its time to tell the doc whether i want him to cut me open or not. Its time to decide how long more i wanna spend on this piece of junk. Its time to feel confused and lost again. Its time to hear all those "Are you feeling better? Oh i'm so sorry to learn abt this" crap once more. I wonder how long i'll have to spend in bed for this op...sounds kinda complicated to me. First they will cut open ur ass and remove part of ur hipbone, then they will cut open my thigh and patch it up with those hipbone tissue. Wonder how long this op is gonna take. So i suppose i wont be able to sit up or stand for a couple of weeks, even months. I'll most likely sleep this oncoming chinese new yr out. First one spend on a bed....no more mahjong, no more chor dai dee, no more bar gua, no more fun and luffters peace and joy, no more enjoyment, just sleep. Dohz. See how lor later....

Ok...something serious to wonder abt. Maybe not that serious afterall, just something that's been on mah mind when i cant get to sleep at nite. So here izzit: Say ya sleep 8 hrs a day, thats 1/3 of a day. Say u live till 60, thats gonna be 20 yrs gone. 20 fucking years doing nothing....just lying down there hoping to have wet dream with Brad Pitt or Jennifer Love Hewitt. Maybe u might say i'm whinning...but imagine. If ya were to be able to not sleep fer 2 decades, wat are the things u can accomplished? Maybe not much, but its definitely more accomplishing than having some wet dreams. Statistic sux...was hoping that i didnt learn that when i was in sec sch. When u r doing things u dunno, u just tell urself 'its like that'. Or some smart ass will try to prove why we need to sleep. A gal, who's studying science in NUS, told me its because u need to let ya brain rest and regenerate new cells etc etc. Why we need to regenerate new cells in the first place if the old ones dont die? Why? Why we grow old? Thats how religion comes abt. When pple are not sure of something, they love to seek answer from the unknown, or the creator, or God. Then they themselve give ridiculous answers. Modern pple tries to prove their ridiculous answers. Why do human grow old? Cos the system slow down and metabolism slow down as u gets older. Why izzit so? Becos its so. No answers. Ahh.....think i am toking cock again....who ever invented human must be sucky.....such a lousy invention. Guess tat person who came up with the idea of X-Men know wat i'm driving at. How he wish that he could be a combination of all the X-Men super power! Super human that never grow old...thats wat Qing Shi Huang was searching for many many years ago....

eh...funny post.....

[23:01] anyone> xiao pingguo
[23:02] anyone> ai see chio bu mai?
[23:05] `HeBe`> mai!
[23:05] `HeBe`> i can see myself
[23:05] anyone> byl
[23:08] `HeBe`> wat is byl...
[23:09] `HeBe`> ??
[23:10] anyone> bu yao lian
[23:23] AcuraBaby> jbl byl
[23:23] AcuraBaby> jbl byl
[23:25] `HeBe`> wat is jbl byl?
[23:26] AcuraBaby> johor bahru lian bu yao lian
[23:27] * AcuraBaby was kicked by `HeBe` (AcuraBaby)

Mooncake festival is coming~~ weeeeeeeeeee~~!! Time to burn some lanterns, eat some cake tat looks like the moon and without a single bit of cream, and of cos, make love~~! But i dun think the moon on this coming saturday is a blue moon, so shouldnt make any difference whether u get to fuck or not during that nite. I dont really enjoy those mooncakes that look dark brownish. I prefer those green ones, which they call it the Bing Pi (icy skin). No salted egg york in it please. Sweet and Saltish dont blend at all. I still prefer those mooncakes from china...the flaky skin kind...u know? I suppose most never tasted it before...its a totally different concept, except that the Lian Rong still taste the same. I use to spend mah mooncake festival at some hill top nearby my house, with a bunch of friends of cos. Play with candles, cards, blah blah blah. Then someone like someone and its the best chance to express ya feelings to that person on tat nite cos it seems kinda romantic with all those candles around us. Of cos, its done away from the crowd, under the pale moonlight, under some trees, and some watchful busybody eyes. I think i did tat once too, when i was in sec 4. Hahaha...i think i succeed but somehow back out cos i am confused with wat i really want. Even till this date i'm still confused abt wat i want. Tats why all these years i'm so busy falling in and out of love. Heh....but all this i love u, u love me are bullshits lar....marriages are bullshit too...but this fuck up society need all kinds of fuck up cert to function properly. Imagine this: You and your *ahem* decides not to get married. Kewl enuff. First, applying a new house would be a problem. Then like in a few yrs time, u guys get kids, hosp would need ur ROM cert to prove that the kid is urs. You got none. So there u go, u became the Guardian of that kid. Soon enuff the kid will go to school, then everyone's gonna ask him/her how come the parents column in the report book is "nil". Then ur kid's gonna come back and ask u why? Then they will be too young to understand why u guys are trying to be different etc etc. He/She will grow up as an abnormal, a freak, a someone who's dad and mom didnt go thru the norms and did not have a cert to prove that they r an item. Lets hope the kid wont turn into some freaky Magneto or Dr Evil next time.....

Was thinking of getting a digi cam for a long time...now with this phone that i've got last week, which is the sony ericsson t68i, the temptation of getting a digi cam is stronger. First of all, i can customise the whole phone with those pic i took with a digi cam....can even have individual pictures showing who is the person calling me etc etc. Kinda fun it seems...but without a cam its just a normal phone with coloured screen. Gonna get mah hands on one digi cam soon...or maybe i can just borrow my bro's..but i scare i might damage it unknowingly...oh well....guess i'll have to wait again...see who's kind enuff to give away theirs...heh...or maybe my brother would buy me one...a cheap one of cos....

Everybody are getting bodyart nowadays, have u got urs too? Two of my friend have got theirs already plus one more planning to get. They are all gals....all tattooed on their lower back and some other part. Kinda envy them cos i always wanted to get one long long time ago but din have to courage to do it cos i scare my mom might disown me for doing that. Getting a gecko on the neck is something i want all along...but its just not practical to get one on ur neck in singapore cos its seen as noctorious, unorthodox, blah blah. Dont think can get a decent desk job if ya have a gecko on ya neck. Singaporeans are soooooo fucking screwed in their fucking brains. Wat has tattoo gotta do with ur freaking personality and character? It just dont make sense. Its just like saying, "Hey, those pple with ang kong are definitely gonna commit some crimes!". Does it mean that a man is definitely gonna be a rapist? Or a mat is definitely gonna be someone's chaffeur(though most of them are but not all.)? This are the ridiculous tots tat some human beings have in their mind. They tend to link everything together. Oh well, living in a harsh world, u gotta be harsh urself or u're gonna get beaten up by all those nonsense around ya. Join em if ya cant beat em, be a part of the norms, be a part of this sickening society, be a part of everything, be a part of...of.... well, urself.....

Saturday! Have ya enjoy ya Saturday? After working so hard for rest of the week, tis the day to enjoy and let go of all ur worries~~! Sian all the babes for the guys; make all the guys drool over u by wearing something next to nothing for the gal; get all the shit u can get on ur dicks for the faggots and dig all the cb u can find for all the lesbos! ITS WEEKEND GOD DAMNIT~~!!! GO ON~~!! ENJOY IT!!! Oh well....to me its just a crowded day at home in the morning and quiet in the afternoon. My siblings all dont have to work on saturday so its fooking crowded in the morning....then my bro and sis will be out in the afternoon and the only one left at home are my folks, my eldest bro and me. Then they will just sleep sleep and sleep. Then i'm all alone in the living room by mahself like now. Fooking bored...it rained this morning and now seems like its gonna rain again. Rain rain rain....makes ya mellow....i think my bro is hiding in the room watching porno...whahahahaa....dun dare to go in scare later he malu. Tot of playing my Gran Turismo 3 becos i'm listening to this Initial D soundtrack...all those para para dance kinda songs. Though it sound kinda stupid but listening to it reminds me of that cartoon and the cars. Though i'm not into car that much, but that cartoon is really kewl. Watch it if u have the chance. Nice work on the cars i must say...smooth graphical enhanced cars....really nice. Wonder why am i itching so much...just bathed....must be the new shower cream i used. Shokobutsu or something like that...greentea smell...sis bought it to give it a try. Maybe i go apply some johnson powder on mahself now...later folks..
back baybeh back~~!! hahaa....just notice this nick change scandal again...i dunno how true is this lar...but this shit keep happening....and i'm amazed with the rate this shit is happening man....u might wonder wat nick change scandal mean....lemme show ya an example:

[16:24] *** 5hAnNoN^ is now known as |\|/|urdoc
[16:24] *** anyon3 is now known as k3ll3n`
[16:30] *** cra$$` is now known as cAoDaB1Rd

Erm...this mean that certain person went over to another person's place and uses his/her computer. Usually one party is a guy and the other is a gal, but there are exceptions. You can think wat u deem fit and i can think wat i deem fit too. Of cos...i try to hide the identities of the above mentioned to protect their interest. That nick is not their usual nick so as u pple wont be able to guess who are them. Its up to ur own mindset to guess who they are. Any wrong assumptions made have nothing to do with me. Hahahhahaha....

i should keep a post fer things happening in irc...here's an example...
[21:58] anyone> yo bro
[22:00] ^SinNeR^> yo bro~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
[22:00] ^SinNeR^> yo bro~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
[22:04] anyone> ho seh boh bro?
[22:04] ^SinNeR^> ok good good
[22:04] ^SinNeR^> tomolo going over sea again...
[22:04] anyone> go where?
[22:05] ^SinNeR^> indon
[22:06] AcuraBaby> go indon eat seafood ah?
[22:06] anyone> go visit megawati ar?
[22:08] ^SinNeR^> ya man
[22:08] ^SinNeR^> work lah
[22:08] ^SinNeR^> eat seafood
[22:08] ^SinNeR^> yes of cos must eat
[22:09] anyone> visit megawati aR?
[22:09] anyone> say hi to her for me

[22:28] anyone> tonite i watching soccer
[22:28] V|cK> oni one match wad watch simi lan
[22:29] AcuraBaby> oni one match wad watch simi lan <--- u 1 time can watch how many games?
[22:29] anyone> she one eye watch one match so total she can watch 3 match
[22:30] AcuraBaby> she watches matches naked sia
[22:30] AcuraBaby> 3 eyes

just some funny shit i wanna share with u guys...hurhur....and ya...my friend N just found out that 2.4 gigs out of his 3 gigs hdd has been deleted unknowingly. This is the first time i ever hear him screaming cheebye all the way baybeh!!! Relac lar dude!! Since u got nothing impt inside ur hdd other than ya fifa. Game can always reinstall and soon u'll find urself wacking ManUre's arse again man!!! hahaha.....peace!!

Its raining yet again. All alone in the living room, cool wind in my hair. One smell of wu long cha, rising up in the air. I just finish mah cup of tea, wishing i've got a fag in mah hand. Listening to Eagle's Hotel California and thinking back the time when i jam with my friends down at some void deck in bedok. Kewl days....kewl music...kewl songs..kewl guitar and kewl roti john. Other than having worry abt test and such during those time, nothing much worries me. Spend alot of time playing music in one of the studios in bedok reservoir road. Called ourselves "a bunch of failures" cos we all flunk one or two subjects. Jamming and drinking coffee at coffeeshops were wat i do most during those days. Now all i'm doing is sitting around and facing the god damn computer. Shiok some might say. Lemme tell u this punk, it aint shiok at all. Not a single bit. Its fooking BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well, i'm back into those whinning days once again. Just nothing is happening right now other than occassion "excursion" i go, and its kopi, kopi and more kopi. The pple i see in irc is getting more and more uninteresting. Most of them dunno wat the hell are they doing, and got nothing else better to do like me. Tried playing Gran Turismo 3 these days, and its really taxing. As the levels go up, the more laps u have to race with the computer. I was playing this tournament where u have to race 10 laps in 1 race and there's 10 races to go. And u r racing with cars like viper, nsx and such. Fooking taxing....i race fer 2 races and i give up. I think i'll play that game again once i catch my breath. Getting pretty sick with my 600 over mp3. Day in day out i'm listening to the same old track, toking to the same old few person. Pick up something some might say, but wat? Ok, i'm just being lazy, fair enuff. I'm just sick of everything now. I think i'll just continue rotting my time away.....

My mom's watching the wat connection...that tcs8 9pm show...seems so fake the way things happen. Everything was screwed up initially, and before ya know, everything is so wonderful again. Is this wats happening around us? Doubt so. Anyway soap operas are all made the same way as this one, thats why my mom love it so much. She would scold and scold when everything goes wrong and smile and smile when everything is working out fine. Sometimes she would get so agitated by the show till i got scoldings fer saying i side the bad guy. Hahaha.... Anyway this is one bad bad yr fer me and my family. Everything is just not going rite. Got ticked off by my brother for not being responsible for the things i do. I know i disappoint pple. I know i didnt deliver wat i promise. I know i'm shreking responsiblities. Sometimes i just wish i'm an orphan. I got no one to depend on and no one to disappoint. I've only got me and me alone. If i dont depend on anyone but myself, i dont think i'll disappoint anybody other than myself. But its easier said than done. Just dont like to disappoint pple. Try not to but i cant stop myself from doing the stupid things i do. Oh well, i think i've really take my family fer granted. Didnt realise that until all the shit happened recently. Its like....its always friend this friend that. Why are my friend's problems becoming my family problems? OH BECOS I AM FUCKED THATS WHY! Yeah...this accident taught me who will be by my side when something dreadful happens to me. Not your best friend, not your galfriend, but those who u call family. You might not realise it now, but i bet u'll realise it someday....So if ya can, show more concern to ya family. They r the ones who wont turn their back against ya...well, most of them. Hope none of u belongs to the minority.....

Its been a while i blog in the morning. Kewl weather now....raining dinosaur cats and dinosaur dogs. Suppose to be a nice weather to continue sleeping but my build-in alarm clock rings the moment my mom steps out of the house. Yeah baybeh~~ Its time to fag! I'd better enjoy moments like these before i find myself lying motionlessly on some freaky hosp bed with some miserable blanket. Sheesh...it sux to find urself bound to ur bed only. Actually i dont like friends to come visit me in the hosp. Its demoralising when u cant walk along side with them and all they could say to u is to rest more. Obviously i cant do anything else but to "rest more" becos the only place i can go is well, the bed, the place where u get ur rest from. Dohz. Just cant stand these norms anymore. Though i appreciate pple coming down to pay me a visit, i do. But please spare me from these norms. Tok abt something else lar. Tok abt wat we use to tok in coffeeshops, pool centres, makan session, etc etc. Ahh...this is fooking depressing man....


Had a great day on sat becos i had both my breakfast and dinner outside. Had kway zup feast in the morning and mee goreng cum flied lice feast at fisherman village in the nite. Great! Its one of those "oh i'm so fully booked today" thingie. It just pass like that, before ya know. Its days like these that i wont have problem falling asleep in the nite. Wonder when will i do this again...near future perhaps? Beats me....Friend coming down all the way from Klang(a town in msia) to Sg just to bring me out. Touched. Actually its not how far or how busy are u yet u find time to bring me out that make me feel touched. Its the thought that count, seriously. Pple who stay near me come visit me, i appreciate it. Pple who stay darn far from me come visit me, i appreciate it too. I dunno the reason for them to come find me. Maybe they like toking to me? Maybe i can make pple luff? Maybe this maybe that...i dunno. But its the tots that counts. Friend whom i use to see so seldom in the past, is coming down to mah place and pushing me here and there almost everyweek. Friend whom i use to see everyweek in the past, is becoming a total stranger to me. I dunno izzit me or him. He seems to be some kinda gf of mine, who will distance away from ya once u stop going out with him and do crazy things together. Well, maybe not crazy things. Just stop spending time going out together cos its such a hassle to bring me out. Maybe its his laziness. I wont know and i think i dont wanna know. Anyway its his life to choose wat he want and dont wanna do. But this kinda gimme a new defination to friends. Pple whom u see almost everyday is not neccessarily ur best friends. Pple who find u occassionally doesnt mean they dont give a damn abt u. But sad thing is, u wont be able to tell this until something dreadful happens to u. Sometime life's just isnt fair. Or should i say life was never fair at all. So who do you think is ur good friend? Think again....

Actually i'm still considering to do the op or not. Its like another 2 more mths on the bed and theres no guarantee success or wat. Some ask me to wait and see wat happen, while others ask me to go ahead with the op. Myself? Actually, i just have to endure the boredom at home since i'm still getting paid (compensation for loss of income). Isnt this the dream of some pple? Of cos, u have to give certain things up for this kinda benefit, which in my case is the ability to walk. I think i'm getting lazy. I dont mind sitting at home all day and irc my life away....whahaahhahha....ya ya...i know...thats kinda fooked up life. Anyway i think i wont be able to recover for chinese new yr, with or without doing the op. Sux man....having to stay home all day during chinese new yr. But wat to do? Loon lor...boh bianz. Friday i'm going hospital for the neuro test or something like that. I kept feeling this numbness on my right hand fingers and the doc suspect there might be some nerves being damaged. So i'm requested to do a neuro test on mah right hand.....and the shoulder keep aching....fook man....just one crash and my whole body's falling apart. I wonder how those moto GP racer survive to race again after so many crashes. Just mah luck....i still enjoy watching other pple ride though. Can still feel the kinda satisfaction i had in the past. The feeling is soooo shiok, so carefree....ahh....I dunno its a good thing to not rem a thang abt the accident or not. Of cos, forgetting trauma experience is good. But if ya dont feel scared at all, the tendency of u trying to do it again next time is extremely high. I think i might still ride again....but not in near future. I'll try my best not to though, but it seems tat i always succumb to temptations...whahahaha.....somebody stop me~! hurhur....

Just as wat i expected. No bone growth yet again. Tis the freaking 5th time i've seen that doc of mine and tis the fooking 5th time he's telling me that there is no developement for my thigh bone. Guess i'll have to go for another op, which they will cut me up once again. Gonna remove part of my hip bone to patch my thigh bone up. Wonder why they didnt do this during the first op. Maybe they were hoping that my repair workshop inside will do a fooking good job in repairing mah thigh. But those bunch of fookers inside are lazy bumps. Been almost 6 months and still they've got no clue on how to patch the fooking bone up. Well, i guess its "oh-its-so-fooking-boring" all over again. Lie on the bed 24/7, do the stupid physiotherapy, having trainee nurses from NYP to clean mah wounds up, saying crap to friends which i got no idea wat the fook i said, etc etc. Anyway, dont think will do the op that soon. The doc gimme 1 mth time to consider his suggestion. Will give him the answer on 24th of Sept when i pay him yet another fooked up visit. So dont be surprise if u dont see my blog being update fer a mth or so. Most likely i'll be on the bed admiring how pretty the ceiling is being painted and how "pretty" those indonesian nurses are...

Its been quite awhile since i blog....erm...2 days? Hmm...not that long after all....Yesterday i had my first movie in like 7 mths, and again i was like the center of attention. First, the elevator is not working and i had to take the escalator on my wheelchair. The angle was so steep that i need to use my left leg to tahan abit so i wont roll down the escalator like some Jacky Chan movie stunts. Then going into the cinema need to use that mini elevator again. Kaoz...then we can only take the first row cos its steps, steps and more steps!! After the show, its the same old shit all over again....whaahahaha....my friend had to tahan me from behind when we r taking the escalator down...haiz....if the elevator is out of service for so long, they can just jollywell remove it and name it "Yishun Handicap Unfriendly Ten". Anyway thats my latest expedition and i think i'll do it again to catch "Lilo and Stitch"....hahaha...i like cartoons, but not those wat beauty and the beast or any of those with alot of the male courting female, they sing, male was forced by father to marry another gal, they sing, male runaway from home and found himself stop by the female's parents, they sing. finally, male and female got together, they fucking sing again!!! Its singing and singing and singing!!!! Its BOLLYWOOD cartoon style..minus the running around coconut trees and fighting with dumb dark aholes. I think i need to plan for this show man....to find those cinema which i can go in easily on a wheelchair, dont have to sit in the front row ONLY and empty with busybodies who will look at me like i'm Stitch..wahahhaa....plan baybee plannnnnn~~~

Some pple just doesnt seems to grow up no matter how old they get. Was having late nite coffee with my friend down at amk s11 last night when i learnt abt my friend's misfortune. Haha...ok, maybe misfortune is abit strong in this situation. Lets just call it....shit of the month? Hahaha....Ok it goes like this. My friend, p, was on this gal who happen to be some channel's hot babe....just becos she is somewat better than the rest in appearance. So this fellar, A-hole, go telling this babe somethings said about her by p which wasnt true. So there she goes, having to know A-hole longer, believe him, and come telling my friend how disappointed she is with him. Then another friend of mine, t, oso got into some kinda trouble with this A-hole. This A-hole gf, i dunno wats her name, was crazy over t and kept sending him nonsensical sms like i miss u lar, i wanna see u kinda things. Then one day, this A-hole found out abt it and start questioning t! He claims that t is the one who go seducing his gf. Come on lar, the gf isnt Fiona Xie lookalike or wat, she's not even comparable to Xiang Yun the old goose. Who the hell would wanna seduce her? This is crazy man...that A-hole's just too confident abt his gf's looks..must be lar...if not he wont think pple would wanna seduce her in the first place. And the most absurb thing is, he's already 30! Ridiculous rite? Still ask 2 person down to confront my friend...fucking naive...he tot we r still primary school kids...dohz. Anyway t was pretty cool and wasnt really bother abt it. He even intro me his latest item in his inventory list. Hahaha....ok lar, he's not a bad fellar lar. Just pity those two for getting into this kinda shit. Its always good to stay low profile, but going after someone who keeps a high profile is just as bad as being high profile yourself. So kids, just for ur info, it doesnt pay for being a high profiler...as the saying goes, tree big attract wind~ hahaha...wat the hell am i toking.....dohz....

weeeeeeeee~~~ yest was quite a happening day for me....hurhur...just didnt expect them to wanna come and pay me a visit. We went down to burger king at yishun ten for some sort of small gathering. Actually they was planning to bring me go to ecp to jog and rollerblade but they r mad man! I dont even jog nor rollerblade when i can still use mah leg for walk, let alone now...hurhur. They were saying bring me down to ecp to see them jog and skate and maybe they can push me along while they blade and jog.. think its some kinda of joke or wat. Anyway turn them down and had burger at bk instead. Tok cock for like 3 hrs and then another friend came down to bring me to marina south for bbq steamboat...at first i tot its some sort of a big gathering, with the pple whom i use to cheong madamwong with. End up? Just 4 of us...wahahaha..But it was quite fun, having to tok abt the scandals my friend had....he was surprise how the hell i knew abt it...wahahaahaha....they do in the lift, they did a threesome in a cinema, they do this they do that....wahhahhahaa...erm....name shall not be disclose...but i guess some of u guys reading it might know who already...whahahaha...damn funny... anyway now he's a married man and i wish him and his wife all the best....and pls...no more scandals after u get married. You can have all kinds of shit u want before marriage, but do settle down when u already start a family....hallelujah...

arlow...am suppose to sleep already but suddenly tot of something funny during my army days. So here i go...whahahha.....ok ok, u see, during basic military training we need to label every fuck think we own, our company name lar, platoon number lar and bed number. Then the bigger items like our helmet must label down our initials. So there we are....like for me its WP TAN for Tan Wah Peng and YC LOI for Loi Yong Choon....then there is this campmate who's name is Ding Ming Yuan. So there he goes...happily labelling down MY DING on top of his helmet. We didnt really pay attention to it until the next day where all of us have to wear our brand new helmet to train in the jungle. The moment we fall in with our helmets on, everybody fall into luffters! Then our platoon sergeant saw wat we are luffing abt, and he make fun of him by saying, "Of cos we know its YOUR DING (thing) lar....u wearing it on ur head wat! Must u go round telling pple that the helmet is urs by writing MY DING on it??" Wahahaha....ok ok...just a joke lar....something which i think is funny lar, not really trying to mock his name or wat...hurhur....

Am i suppose to wish everybody "happy national day"? Oh, if thats the case i shall save the formality. I was playing Winning Eleven 6 on my PS2 before i heard roar of planes zooming across the sky just ard my area. Then suddenly i realise today is national day. Stop my game and came online to see if there's anyone out there celebrating national day in irc. I'd fuck them up if i see anybody wishing someone else happy national day. Instead i saw this sentence...."Today is Singapore's 37th National Day and after taking crap for 37 years, $ingaporeans will finally be asked to drink their own crap. 60,000 bottles of sewage water will be given to guests at the 2002 Parade. The sewage water taken from bathrooms and kitchens has been filtered, bottled and renamed "New" water". I guess singapore government is slowly losing their charisma, especially among the 20-30+. Wat they have left is the support of the older generation which i think, supported P*P becos they bring peace to the country when its having the most chaotic time. I salute LKY. Seriously. He's a great man i think, though he rule singapore with an iron fist, stamping out all the leftist with dictatorship. Tats why we r not having shit like wat other country is facing. But ever since he step down, the situation seems to be getting worse. Maybe it seems to get better but actually we r getting more and more practical. Every fuck thing in sg needs money, and not just money, ITS ALOT OF MONEY!! At first its GST, COE. Then came ERP, more expensive HDB and now they going to restrict the amount u get to use from ur CPF. This is stupid man....you cant even decide how to use ur own money cos your government thinks they can plan better than you. And this goes on and on...i think i shouldnt touch on too much on this anymore as i'm afraid i might get reprimanded by the police for typing wat i felt. Haiz...this is the end my friend...this is the end....

Vi did something to mah blog and now u get to see my wilson, my baby~ Erm, actually its not that complex to do but somehow i just cant find the effort to do it. Feels kinda sian to write all this html shit, feel like i'm back to the polytechnic time when i have to do a turbo pascal assignment on mah own. End up, i just rip the skeleton out from mah friend's assignment, change a few colours here and there and then call it "My work". I got an A for that....must be the lecturer like my colour sense alot. Anyway coming back to the present day, i still hate it as much as i hate it 10 yrs ago. Especially when something go wrong and u have to hunt down where the fuck it went wrong. And in the end its just becos u forgotten to put a closing bracket or a colon. Fuck type rite? Must it be so precise? Maybe its me again...i hate precision engineering. Life is hard enuff, yet pple wanna make it harder to be so calculative. Come on lar, a few () lesser or ; : lesser wont die rite? Dont understand....

Ya, was telling my friend i'm going for my next review on the 20th of Aug. But frankly speaking, after 4 medical reviews since the day i discharge, i think its a complete waste of time. Everytime i'll go there like 30 mins earlier becos my sis is kinda gan cheong tat we might miss the timing. Alrite, no big deal since i dont have problem getting out of the bed. So we will get the q number to take the x-ray first. It will take around 30-50 mins before its ur turn to go in. Then there u are, lie on the bed while the
"photographer" adjust his "camera". After he adjust properly, he will faster run and hide in the little room just behind the bed. Then its me down there, all alone. Then after like 10 secs he comes out from that room, adjust his "camera", and run to hide in the room again. This repeat for like 4-5 times before i can go out and wait for my x-rays. Then its another 10-20 mins wait. Then proceed to the place where all the doctors are seated in their cubicle, and i have to take the q number once again. Then its another 40 mins to 1 hr wait AGAIN before i get to see the doc. Then he will look at my x-rays and tell me "Hmm, i think its better u dont try to walk first. The bone doesnt seems to be joining yet." Then the normal stuffs, gimme mc and next appt date plus the kinda medication i suppose to collect. Pay money for the consultation and then proceed on to collect my medicine. Then WAIT AGAIN for like 20-30 mins before i get to collect my medications. Then i'm done. Then i'm allowed to go home. Then i'm allow to rest and relax. And wat did i gain in the end? Nothing, just more pills and more pills. I bet this review is gonna be the same like the previous 4. I dont care leow this time, gonna buy crutches no matter wat. I hate this chair....puiz....cant even pee in a normal toilet...

Been listening to this song call "Do The Evolution" by Pearl Jam repeatedly. This song is fucking kewl man!!!! I wonder how many of u have hear this one before but i tell u man, it adrenaline pumping shit! Especially the part when he sing "ITS EVOLUTION BAYBEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~"~!!! He's practically screaming!! Makes me feel like screaming as well! Sumtimes u just feel like screaming on top of ur lungs, u just cant explain why. Thats the kinda feeling i'm having right now....weird man....might be watching Austin Powers tomorrow..at yishun ten. Not sure yet, have to depend on mah friends too. Wanna try that wheelchair elevator shit. Wonder is there any unladen weight for it or not.....whahahahaaha....if cannot exceed 100kg i think i can fucking forget about it..heh....till then....

Hello eberybirdie~ Hows ur freaking day? Today is somewat a lazy day. Zzzz....feel really tired, dunno why. Ah yes, i was at east coast yest and wat a fun day i had! Of cos, i can only sit around and drink coffee. But its different! This time i was sitting at my friend's work place, some kinda rollerblade shop. The shop front is facing the sea (kewl~!), with 7-11 on its right and coffeebean on its left. Wat more can u ask for man~! Then gals in tank tops blading ard, and bikini gals walking past once awhile. Ahh...so relax though its kinda hot. Played chinese chess with my friend with fag on mah right hand and ultimate mocha on the left. Really relac day at the beach, which i dont get to do at all in the past but am doing it now. Feels like the beachboyz except for doing the stuffs beachboyz suppose to do. If only i got a shop near by some beaches, i would really make the effort to go to work everyday. Hahaha....really shiok man i tell u...nothing much to tok abt for the time being...later folks!

Was kinda lazy to write these days, or rather nothing much to whine about. Just wondering, how many pple are reading mah blog now and then? Can u guys just put anything down in the comments? Just wanna do a head count, nothing much. Yes vi, feels kinda weird when u r writing something and no one actually reads about it. Seems to me i can really whine...i whine every single day. Nothin i wrote in the past is inspiring or heart waming or just funny. Its just complains after complains, whines after whines. I think its kinda boring to read about complains everyday. I got things that are funny but i cant type it out la, not that i got nothing funny to share or wat. Its just that...its pretty mean la...though its really quite amusing. Just like the thing we joke about at coffeebean bishan today. I was telling my friends how my mom rem who they are by their "not-so-easy-to-rem" names. Like i got a friend who's hair is curly, so i'll tell my mom this guy is known as "kiew mor". She rem him becos his hair is really curly.
Then there is this guy whom his family runs a pork distributing business. Then i'll tell my mom that this guy is "buey der bar" one. She rem him becos u dont really get to know friends who sell pork. Then there is this guy who's known as jiao kia just becos he uses this nick 'dodo' when he was still in ngeeann poly. Nothing special abt his name but my mum find it amusing. Why would someone wanna name himself after his own tweety bird? She wonders. She rem him. Then i got a friend call Timothy but my mum cant really pronounce his name properly. So she uses something which she is more familiar with for replacement, which is "MRT". Hence i got a friend who's name after that thing that will never run out of petrol. Then another friend, whom we call "niao ci" becos he look like a mouse. My mom rem. I somehow have to think of some funny teochew term to make my mom rem my friends cos she is iliterate. Or she only know a few simple english words, like yes,no,hello,eat,sleep and of cos, the famous "MRT". I'm so lucky to have her as mom....i love u mom......:")

Oh ya, forgotten about this. While we were having our dinner, someone came and ask us where is Mos Burger. I was really tempted to say, "You gotta wait till Hari Raya before you can get some Mosque Burgers from of cos, The Mosque!". Which i didnt say la...u think i fucking dumb or wat? I'm literally lame but i'm not dumb. Get that into ur freaking minds....anyway here's an amusing conversation between me and my friend in irc later on...

anyone> eh
anyone> wat burger from mos burger is pork one ar?
anyone> dont have rite>?
crass`> dun haf i think
crass`> of cos la, they dun fucking sell pork in fast food outlets
crass`> it's all fucking halaa
crass`> it's all fucking halal
crass`> hur hur
crass`> fuck i feel ike luffing
crass`> but then...
anyone> wahahaahahaa
anyone> fuck i am luffing now
anyone> this is fucking amusing
crass`> ok ok get a grip
anyone> lemme post our conversation on there too
crass`> luckily it's not a malay who asked us THAT